Title:
Changing Tides II: Serenity
Category: Jania/Jag
(Sequel to Devotion)
Prelude....
The Yuuzhan Vong war lasted from 25 A.B.Y. till 30 A.B.Y., coming to a dramatic
end during the Battle of Naboo. Seriously weakened by a Jedi strike to regain
Yavin Four the previous year, the Yuuzhan Vong were defeated by Alliance
forces. Supreme Overlord Shimmra was killed in battle at the hands of a Jedi
strike team led by Luke Skywalker and Jaina Solo Fel. Upon his death, the
surviving Yuuzhan Vong surrendered, convinced that Jaina Solo Fel was indeed
their Trickster Goddess Yun-Harla. The high priest Harrar submitted all of the
Yuuzhan Vong technology to the Alliance for further studying, and was placed in
charge of the remaining Vong forces. Harrar withdrew them back to their own
galaxy, after signing a treaty that vowed they would never again set foot in
the known galaxy without explicit permission from the Alliance.
The Alliance remains functional, though each of the three governments operates
separately in their own territory. Leia Organa Solo was elected temporary
Chancellor of State at the end of the war, but stepped down after a year's term
and appointed Kyrie Elyasian as the new Chancellor of the New Republic.
Elyasian has held the office ever since.
The Jedi Order has flourished, despite anti-Jedi sentiment from the still
existent Peace Brigade. Determined to have the Jedi removed from the Republic,
the organization has evolved into a terrorist group, and warrants for the
arrest of any Peace Brigader discovered have been issued.
The Jedi Council made their headquarters on Naboo, after they were offered the
city of Theed as a base for Jedi operations. From here Luke Skywalker's Council
presides over all Jedi matters, while Master Solusar runs the Jedi praxeum
established there.
The famed Twin Suns Squadron, now entirely consisting of Jedi, remains one of
the most feared fighter squadrons in the galaxy, led by Colonel Jaina Solo Fel.
Her husband, Colonel Jagged Fel, formerly of the Chiss military, replaced Gavin
Darklighter as the commander of the legendary Rogue Squadron upon Darklighter's
retirement.
Jacen Solo, brother of Jaina Solo Fel, married the former Queen Mother of Hapes
Tenel Ka, after her father Isolder remarried, letting Tenel Ka step down and
relinquish the throne to Isolder's new wife. Queen Mother Nira Cor'lani has
worked tirelessly to bridge the gap between the Republic and the Hapes
Consortium, leaving Tenel Ka free to pursue her life as a Jedi.
Around 33 A.B.Y., the Republic began to have serious problems with a separatist
movement known as the Revolutionaries. Their leader has yet to be identified,
nor their goals, but they are believed to be the financial backing for the
Peace Brigade's exploits. Chancellor Elyasian has begun military preparations for
the impending battle that the Jedi have foreseen, but for now the
Revolutionaries are keeping their faces hidden.
Luke Skywalker has sent out Jedi on fact-finding missions to gather more
information on the Revolutionaries, many of which have returned with little or
no findings. Fearing the interference of the dark side, Luke Skywalker had
asked Twin Suns Squadron, now trained as a full force strike team as well as a
fighter squadron, to investigate disturbances in the Outer Rim...
34 A.B.Y; Coruscant
"What was that?" Colonel Jag Fel asked, turning to face his wife. She
had her back to him, and was hunched over their bed, hurriedly shoving clothing
into her missions bag. She was dressed in Jedi robes, and from the moment he
had entered their quarters, he had known she would be leaving.
"Naboo," she repeated, not looking up. "Uncle Luke needs me to
come to Naboo."
"I heard that," Jag replied. "Why?"
"Problems in the Outer Rim," Jaina replied. She lifted her eyes,
giving him a significant look. "Force problems."
Jag nodded, used to his wife running off to save the Jedi Order. He understood
it was more than just her duty, it was her life. As a Jedi, and more
importantly, as a Skywalker, the Force burned in her veins, so strong and true
that she could not refuse its call. He had known that when he married her, but
it still didn't make it any easier to watch her head off into certain danger.
"The entire squadron is going?" Jag asked, trying to keep his concern
out of his voice, but Jaina knew. She always knew. Jag suspected that she
didn't even need the Force to read him anymore.
She glanced up at him as she stuffed a blaster into her bag. "Yes."
Jag nodded, relieved that it would not be Jaina and Kyp running off to save the
galaxy on their own again. His wife and Durron tended to find ways to get into
trouble even when it seemed impossible to do so. "Any idea how long you'll
be gone?"
Jaina gave him an apologetic look. "No," she shook her head. "It
could be just a few weeks, or it could be a few months."
Jag sighed, returning his gaze to the landscape outside of their
transparisteel. Jaina stopped packing and moved up behind him, her steps so
lithe and graceful that he barely noticed until she slid her arms around his
waist and pressed her cheek to his back. They stood like that for a long
moment, just savoring the feel of touching one another, then Jag turned to face
her, not breaking her embrace. He drew her to his chest, resting his head on
hers as he had done so often over the years, and kissed her hair gently.
"Be careful," he whispered.
She didn't lift her face, but he knew she was smiling. "Aren't I
always?"
Jag snorted. "Try this time. Okay? For me?"
"Okay," was all she said.
"I assume you'll be visiting the children at the praxeum before you head
out?" Jag asked, though he already knew the answer.
Jaina nodded. "I was hoping to spend a day or two with them before Uncle
Luke needs us to head out. It's been three months since we were last
there."
Jag understood the pain in her voice. It was difficult, having your children so
far away, even though it was necessary. Five year old Anakin and four year old
Padme were both brilliantly strong in the Force, and had started their Jedi
training when they were very young. Although they only stayed at the praxeum on
Naboo for six months out of the year, two semesters that lasted three months
each, Jag found that he missed them terribly.
"They'll be coming home soon," he reminded her. "And we'll have
a full half year with them before they have to go back."
"I know," Jaina said. "And I know Uncle Luke and Jacen both keep
a close eye on them. It's just hard, being so far away all the time."
Jag didn't reply. He knew that he was the reason they were so far away from
their children, even if Jaina never said it. Her squadron was made up entirely
of Jedi, it would be easier on them if they were to relocate to Naboo. It was
his squadron, Rogue Squadron, that kept them on Coruscant.
Jag had spoken to his uncle Wedge, the man who had formed Rogue Squadron all
those years ago, about whether or not he should propose a new base of
operations for Rogue Squadron, mainly Naboo.
Wedge had told him that it was his call. Rogue Squadron had been based off
Coruscant before, Jag needed to decide whether or not Rogue Squadron could
function so far from the Core Worlds.
Jag didn't think it could.
Sighing, he kissed his wife on the cheek. "I wish I could go with
you," he said. "I want to see Anakin and Padme so badly."
"I know," Jaina replied. "And so do they. They're smart kids,
understanding, too. They don't blame you for having to work so much."
But do they blame me for having to live so far away? Jag wondered, not
for the first time. The last time they had been home, Anakin had asked him why
he couldn't come live on Naboo, with the rest of the Jedi and Jaina's family.
Jag had explained that his squadron was needed on Coruscant, but even though
his son had nodded and let it go, Jag had a feeling that Anakin didn't quite
believe it.
It was hard, raising a son who could read your thoughts and know what you're
feeling. Even more so when your son was mischievous, intelligent and capable of
just about anything. Anakin and Padme were always up to something it seemed,
and from the holos Jacen sent, it seemed that the two of them and Ben caused
him no end of grief.
I imagine his own son has something to do with it, as well, Jag thought
with a snort. Jacen and Tenel Ka had married shortly before Padme was born, and
their son Owen was at the age Jaina referred to as the "terrible
threes". Jag had not seen his nephew for a long while, but the last time
he had Owen had been up to his waist in trouble.
"I'll be sure to tell the children that you love them," Jaina
promised. "They'll be looking forward to coming for a visit. The last holo
I got from Tahiri said that Anakin kept asking her how many days were left
until we came to get them."
"I don't think he likes Coruscant," Jag said. "Neither does
Padme."
Jaina rolled her eyes. "Can you blame them? They're children. Jedi
children. This whole planet is one big city. Besides, I'm not that fond of it
myself."
"I know," Jag said, kissing her gently. "I'm sorry."
Jaina shrugged. "We both have duties. It's not like you chose to be based
so far away from our children."
"But you'd be happier on Naboo," Jag concluded wearily.
Jaina gave him a sharp look. "I didn't say that."
"You didn't have to," Jag retorted. "I know how much you love
Naboo. I know how much you miss your family and friends. I know you want to be
closer to the Jedi."
Jaina shook her head. "What I want is for my husband to actually listen to
what I say, not make inferences about what I don't say." She lifted her
chin, her brandy brown eyes burning into his. "If I was unhappy here, I
would tell you. I'm not so supportive that I would just keep my mouth
shut."
"Do you ever keep your mouth shut?" Jag asked, cocking his head
wryly.
Jaina gave an exasperated groan and glared at him. "I'm going to say this
once, and if it doesn't get through that thick skull of yours, I'm going to use
the Force to wipe your mind of every stupid thought in it until all you can
think about is how I'm always right."
Jag had to smother the urge to snicker at the threat, but he gave a nod to show
he was listening.
"I. Am. Happy. Where. Ever. You. Are." Jaina said in the slow,
deliberate tone she used with their children, and with her squadron when she
was trying to humiliate them.
"I know that," Jag replied. "I'm sorry if I upset you. I just
feel like you would be happier on Naboo."
Jaina gave him an appraising look. "I think you're the one who'd be
happier there, that's why we keep having this discussion." She reached
onto the bed, grabbed her bag, and swung it over her shoulder. She gave him a
long, hard look, her eyes challenging him to disagree.
He didn't. Instead, he drew her to him and pressed his lips onto hers in a
passionate goodbye. He felt her arms encircle his neck, and heard a thud as her
bag hit the ground. They stayed like that for a long moment, everything else
forgotten. Jag could have stayed in her arms forever, but he knew that they
both had places to be.
They drew apart and he smiled down at her beautiful face. "I love
you," he said softly.
She smiled that smile that made his heart skip a beat, even after all these
years. "I know," she said. "I love you, too, Jagged."
He touched her cheek, his hand trembling. "I have to go," he said
softly. "My uncle needs me for the meeting with Admiral Pellaeon."
"I know," she said quietly. "I'll be gone when you're
finished."
Instead of replying, he kissed her again, tender and sweet. "I'll miss
you."
"I'll miss you, too, Flyboy," she said with a shaky smile.
Jag hugged her tightly, clinging to her as if he might never see her again,
which, in their line of work, was always a possibility. He smelled her hair one
last time, memorizing the scent, running his fingers through her long, thick
mane. "Give my love to the children," he said.
She nodded. "I will."
He kissed her once more, a slow, deliberate, intense kiss, one that would have
to sustain both of them for their time apart, however long it ended up being
this time.
Then he touched her cheek tenderly, and kissed her hand. Without a word, he
slipped back out of their quarters, leaving her to finish her preparations.
He didn't want to say goodbye, nor did he want to be there when she left.
"Jagged?" her voice called out.
He turned to see her poking her head out of the door. "Yes?" he
asked.
"I'll make sure I speak to Kyp about him telling the Rogues to call you
'Jaggy'," she promised with a smirk.
Jag pressed his lips together to keep from smiling. "See that you do
that."
Jaina laughed, the most beautiful sound Jag had ever heard. "I will.
Although, you did bring it on yourself by letting Sharr and Piggy join Rogue
Squadron."
"My uncle thought it was a good idea," Jag reminded her. "So did
Gavin."
Jaina smirked. "Jag, dear, think about that for a minute, would you? The
former commanders of Rogue Squadron thought you should bring in two of the most
notorious Wraiths and try to calm them down? If they thought it was possible,
why didn't they do it themselves?"
"Oh, they're not so bad," Jag retorted with a smirk. "They like
me after the last commander they had. She was so bossy. Actually made them
address her as Great One. Can you imagine that?"
He ducked to avoid the pillow she chucked at his head, and headed for the his
meeting, still laughing when he got there.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The docking
bay outside of the Jedi pavilion was bustling with activity. With the Peace
Brigade and the Revolutionaries making trouble, there were plenty of Jedi
coming and going on missions. At any time of day one could walk into the hangar
and find someone arriving or departing Theed.
Today, however, someone was arriving.
And not just any someone, but Jaina Solo Fel, Luke Skywalker's niece, and, more
importantly, Kyp Durron's closest friend.
It had been only a month since Kyp had seen Jaina, when he and the rest of Twin
Suns Squadron had reported back to Naboo to give the Council a report of their
findings at Belkadan, but Kyp was eager to see her again. Jaina was the closest
thing to a family that Kyp had, and he could easily say that she was the most
important person in the galaxy to him.
That and her two children.
"Where is she?" Five year-old Anakin Fel demanded for what seemed
like the thousandth time. "Uncle Kyp, when is she gonna get here?"
Kyp smiled down at the boy. Though he was not truly the boy's uncle, Jaina had
given him the honorary title when Anakin was only a baby, making him the first
of her children's hold-fathers. Anakin had his mother's dark brown hair, but
his pale green eyes were those of his father, Colonel Jag Fel. "Soon,
Anakin. Be patient."
"Don't wanna be patient," Anakin said, crossing his little arms over
his little chest. "Wanna see Mama."
Kyp gave Tahiri Veila an exasperated look and the blond Jedi knelt beside
Anakin, placing a hand on his arm. "Your mother is on her way, little one.
But you must be patient, for her sake. And for your sister. Padme looks up to
you. Show her how to be patient, okay?"
Anakin glanced at his four year-old sister, who stood beside Tahiri, blinking
her bright green eyes from under her dark bangs. Her hair had been pulled back
in a braid, and Kyp thought she looked like an exact copy of Jaina Solo as a
child, except for with her father's eyes.
"Okay," Anakin agreed, lifting his chin.
Kyp smiled to himself. Anakin could be a handful at times, he had too much of
his mother in him, but he was fiercely loyal and protective of his sister, and
was always willing to behave if one told him it would be good for Padme.
"Is Papa coming?" Padme asked softly.
Tahiri squeezed the little girl's hand. "No, sweetheart. Your papa has a
lot of important work to do right now back home."
"This is home," Anakin insisted stubbornly.
Tahiri looked at Kyp, uncertain what to say. Kyp placed a hand on the boy's
shoulder. "No, kid. Home is where ever your family is."
Anakin blinked up at him, a confused look on his face. "Family is
here," he said. "You, Auntie Tahiri."
Kyp smirked at that. The kid didn't understand yet why people snickered when he
called Tahiri "Auntie" instead of Aunt, but he would one day. And
then he'd probably keep calling her that to annoy her.
"Uncle Jacen, Aunt Tenel, Uncle Luke and Aunt Mara are all here,
too," Anakin said. "Gramma and Granpa are here, too. This where my
family is."
Kid has a point there, Kyp thought with a groan. This would all be
much easier if Jag and Jaina lived on Naboo, too.
"And we make up part of your home," Luke Skywalker's voice said from
behind him, and Kyp turned to see him walking towards them, with Mara and Ben
in tow. "But your mother and father are your most important family."
"Then why they not here?" Padme asked, cocking her head sideways
inquisitively.
"Because they are both very important people," Luke said, smiling at
his great-niece. "And a lot of people need their help. Your parents are
helping other people right now, but you'll see them soon."
"Not Papa," Anakin said sullenly. "Papa's too busy to
come."
"In body, maybe," Luke agreed. "But he's with you in
spirit."
"Look!" Ben cried, pointing at the sky. His gray eyes were wide with
excitement. "Jaya's coming!"
Although he was seven years old, Ben Skywalker still called Jaina by the
nickname her brothers had given her as children. He seemed to like it, and it
made Jaina smile, so no one bothered pointing out that he was more than capable
of calling her by her full name.
Kyp followed the little boy's hand to see a familiar ship approaching. The
sleek, almost reflective hull of the Starfire glistened in the sunlight
as it made it's decent, and the children all gave cries of delight. The
Corellian battle cruiser touched down with a fluid grace that could only mean
Jaina was piloting, and Kyp felt his heart leap at the prospect of seeing his
partner again.
The engines died out with a low hum, and Kyp had to place a restraining hand on
Anakin's shoulder to keep him from running to the ship. The boy squirmed even
more as the landing ramp began to descend, and Kyp saw Mara grab onto Ben's arm
as the boy tried to run to greet Jaina.
Kyp found he could no longer hold onto Anakin, though, as soon as Jaina
appeared at the top of the ramp. The boy broke away from him so fast that it
left Kyp startled. "Mama!" Anakin cried, running towards her.
Jaina's eyes lit up and she rushed down the ramp to catch her son in her arms.
She scooped him up, hugging him close, and opening her other arm just as Padme
rushed to join her brother. Jaina stood, bother her children in her arms,
kissing them both on the head, and walked towards the group gathered, smiling
brightly.
"Hello, Jaina," Luke said, a broad grin lighting his face.
"Hi, Uncle Luke," Jaina replied. She gently lowered her children to
the ground and embraced her uncle. "It's so good to see."
Mara pulled her niece to her and hugged her tightly. "Jaina, I'm glad
you're here."
Jaina laughed, a light, airy sound. "I'm glad I'm here, too, Aunt Mara.
It's been too long since I've been on Naboo. I've missed you all so much."
She smiled down at Ben, her eyes twinkling. "Hello, Ben. Did you miss
me?"
Ben nodded eagerly, holding out his arms for a hug. "I missed you lots.
Mom said you'd come back soon, but it wasn't soon enough."
Jaina squeezed him tightly. "I know, kid. I'll try not to be gone so long
next time, okay?"
Ben nodded, smiling.
Jaina stood and reached for Tahiri, pulling her friend into a warm embrace.
"Tahiri, you look more beautiful every time I see you!"
Tahiri laughed. "Me? We need to get you a holomirror!"
It was true, though, Tahiri Veila was a very beautiful woman. At twenty-two,
she was thin, blond and incredibly attractive, but her heart had always, and
would always, belong to Anakin Solo. It didn't matter that he had been dead
nearly seven years, there would never be anyone else for Tahiri.
At least she's doing better, Kyp thought to himself. Over the years,
Tahiri had begun to heal, but it had been the birth of Jaina's son, named for
her fallen brother, that had truly helped Tahiri find herself again. The little
boy was so much like Anakin was, and he had taken such a strong liking to
Tahiri when he was only a baby, that he had slowly breathed life back into the
young woman.
Kyp wondered sometimes if the boy didn't understand what Tahiri was feeling.
Sometimes it seemed like he did. Jaina had been telling him stories about
Anakin all his life, and he knew how much his mother still missed him. He had
even told Kyp once that the only times he had seen his mother or Tahiri cry
were when they were thinking about Anakin Solo.
And at last Jaina turned to Kyp. Her dark eyes were bright and she flashed him
her trademark smile, launching herself into his arms, and burying her face
against his chest. "Kyp!" she cried.
Kyp smiled, enfolding her in a fierce hug. "Hello, Jaina. I missed
you."
She smiled up at him. "Good. Otherwise I was going to have to replace you
with Zekk for this mission."
Even though he knew she was only kidding, he growled slightly. "Not on
your life."
Laughing, Jaina hugged him tighter. "Oh, I've missed you."
Kyp kissed her cheek. "Good. Otherwise I was going to have to replace you
with Tahiri."
"Ha," Tahiri scoffed. "I'd end up killing you within the first
week."
Jaina grinned up at Kyp. "Or she'd talk you to death." She winked at
Tahiri. "Where are my parents and Jacen?" Her voice was light and
teasing. "The last holo I got from him was filled with complaints about
how much trouble Anakin was giving him, I expected him to be here ready to give
me more grief."
Jaina winked down at her children, and Kyp rolled his eyes. It was common
knowledge that Jacen's own son caused more trouble than Ben, Anakin and Padme
put together. Or at least, got into more trouble. Kyp had a sneaky suspicion
that the three children before him didn't get caught doing half the things they
did.
"Probably in the temple trying to get Owen cleaned up," Mara said
with a smirk. "He got into a puddle of mud earlier and it's stuck to him
like swamp grass."
Jaina snickered. "Sounds like his father."
Luke chuckled. "That I happen to agree with entirely." He started
down the corridor for the temple. "I'll let you greet everyone, and notify
the Council that you've arrived. We'd like to see you as soon as possible to
discuss the mission we're sending you on."
Kyp snorted. As a member of the Council, he already knew the plan. It had been
his idea for Twin Suns to undertake it instead of one of the ground strike
teams. They were the best pilots, and this mission was going to entail some
fancy flying just to pull it off.
Not that he was worried. It was being led by one of the best pilots in the
galaxy. If anyone could do this and do it right, it was Jaina Solo Fel.
The cunning gleam in her eyes confirmed that opinion.
"Let's go then," Jaina said, lifting Padme into her arms and taking
Anakin and Ben both by the hand. All three kids grinned at her happily, and Kyp
couldn't help but smile.
Maybe they'll behave themselves better while she's here, he thought.
But seeing that same cunning gleam in the eyes of the children, Kyp doubted
that would be the case.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"We
understand your concern, Colonel Fel," General Marxus said.
Jag clenched his teeth. How could you, you arrogant piece of Sithslime?
he thought angrily. You don't have children. You don't have a wife. Much
less a wife and children who are Jedi. Powerful Jedi.
"I think what General Marxus means," Wedge said evenly. "Is that
we understand how badly you want to find a way to stop these attacks on the
Jedi."
Jag could believe that his uncle understood. Wedge had two daughters of his
own, even if they were practically adults now. Syal was nineteen, and little
Myri was just about to turn sixteen. Wedge had gone through trials when they
were children, though none as dangerous as this, Jag was willing to bet.
"The Revolutionaries need to be stopped," General Harger, the cool
demeanored Chiss Jag had once respected, said coldly. "The Peace Brigade
can wait. The government is more important than the Jedi. Let them fend for
themselves for now."
Jag felt his temper rise dangerously high, and he had to bite his tongue so
hard it blead to keep from throttling the Chiss. "You are playing a
political game, General. I am not."
Harger gave him a disapproving look. "You were once a Chiss commander,
Jagged Fel. You should know that the Chiss must look out for what is in their
best interests first and foremost. Our duty is the most important thing, not
personal sentiments." A sneer crossed his lips. "Then again, you did
seem to forget that rather quickly once that Jedi sorceress waltzed into the
room."
Jag clenched his teeth, his body just about shaking with fury. "Say what
you like about me, Harger, but leave my wife out of this. She has done nothing
to deserve your scorn, and is not even present to defend herself. If you wish,
when she returns to Coruscant, I can arrange a meeting for you to sit down and
discuss your opinions with her. I would suggest that you bring a blaster, since
my wife never leaves her ligthsaber behind."
Harger's eyes flashed and he opened his mouth to snarl a reply, when Colonel
Celchu intervened. "The point, gentlemen, is just this. The Republic has
already decided to oppose the Revolutionaries, as well as the Peace Brigade.
Chancellor Elyasian has moved for the Chiss and the Remnant to support this
decision, but she has made it quite clear that we intend to stop them by
ourselves if we must."
Harger glared at Tycho, his eyes cool and dark. "The Chiss will lend
support to the elimination of the Revolutionaries. After they have been taken
care of, then we will extend our aid to dealing with the Peace Brigade, but not
until then."
"That is your decision to make," Wedge said calmly. He glanced at
Jag, then said, "But as you can see, emotions are running high in the
Republic. The Jedi are an important part of our way of life. Luke Skywalker and
Leia Organa Solo have both been instrumental in the founding of the Republic,
as the new generation of Jedi have been in the preservation of it. The Jedi won
the Yuuzhan Vong war, make no mistake on that. It would be heartless for us to
turn our backs on them after they did so much, risked so much, for us."
"That is the opinion of the Remnant, as well," Admiral Pellean said,
speaking for the first time. "We are indebted to the Jedi. It is the least
we can do to repay that debt by helping to put a stop to the Peace
Brigade."
Jag's heart soared at hearing that. Even if the Chiss flat-out refused to help
fight the Peace Brigade, the Remnant still had enough strength to sufficiently
help the Republic finish off the band of anti-Jedi terrorists.
"The Republic welcomes your support in this matter, Admiral," General
Marxus said evenly, looking to Harger expectantly.
He may have agreed to help fight the Peace Brigade, Jag thought,
watching Marxus. But he doesn't want to. He's only going along with what his
superiors decide.
Still, with the Republic in complete agreement to move forward on the matter,
and with the Remnant offering their support, the Peace Brigade was not going to
find it so easy to wreak havoc on the Jedi.
Apparently his uncle realized this, because the grim set of his mouth relaxed.
It was unnoticeable to most, but Jag knew Wedge's facial expressions almost as
well as Tycho. Years of working with his uncle had taught him to watch him
carefully, and now Jag had memorized most of the man's mannerisms.
Right then, the set of Wedge Antilles' face told Jag that they were going to
play hardball. "General Harger," he said slowly. "You realize,
of course, that the Jedi are not part of the Republic. They are allies,
friends. We cannot tell them when to help and who to help. They repay their debts,
but only to those who have shown them the same kindness."
In other words, Jag translated with a smirk. Don't expect Skywalker
to send Jedi to help the Chiss next time you have a problem if you won't spare
a few troops to help the Jedi.
Harger's face twitched, and Jag was pleased to see the message had gotten
through. "May I ask, General Antilles, if the Jedi are in such dire need
of military help, why are they not present? Why have they not sent a
representative to this meeting?" He narrowed his eyes at Jag coolly.
"Or is Colonel Fel that representative?"
"I represent Rogue Squadron, General," Jag replied. "Not the
Jedi. Not even my wife. Jaina is more than capable of representing herself, but
she is elsewhere on Jedi business, trying to uncover the head of the
Revolutionaries."
Harger made a dismissive sound, suggesting what he thought about Jaina's
abilities to do so, and Jag clenched his teeth. Out of the corner of his eye,
he saw Tycho stiffen, and saw his uncle make a fist under the desk.
"You seem to underestimate Colonel Solo Fel, General," Wedge said
evenly. "She defeated Lord Shimmra, she manipulated the Yuuzhan Vong into
hailing her as their goddess, and she has planned more successful strikes
against the Vong than any other commanding officer, including everyone gathered
in this room."
Silence hung over the conference room like a vibroblade about to drop from the
ceiling. Finally, Admiral Pellean spoke. "General Harger, I have had the
pleasure of meeting many brilliant and talented pilots and commanders in my
career, Colonel Fel here being one of them."
Jag felt a blush of pride creep onto his cheeks at the compliment, but he
managed to keep a straight face.
"However, Jaina Solo Fel has continued to amaze me and go beyond what I
had assumed possible. She is an astounding pilot, a skilled commander, and,
from what I have seen, a very powerful Jedi Knight," Pellean said. "I
have every confidence in her and in her abilities, as I'm, sure General
Antilles does."
Admiral Pellean could not have known how much those words meant to Jag. That
someone Jag had looked up to all his career, someone who was both a brilliant
tactician and an adept commander, someone who was not even with the Republic,
saw his wife's true potential and did not seek to diminish it.
"Perhaps," Harger said after a pause. "I was rash with my
opinion. Colonel Solo Fel has proven to be a proficient commander in the past.
Perhaps she will prove to be so again."
Jag hardly thought that proficient was the right word to describe what Jaina
had accomplished, but he wisely kept his mouth shut and let his uncle do the
talking.
"I believe you will be pleasantly surprised," Wedge said calmly.
"Now, gentlemen, there is a small matter of where to send our forces to
investigate and put a stop to the Revolutionaries' attacks. It seems to me that
our best chance would be to deploy small groups of squadrons to do preliminary
scouting, and as soon as they report in a find, we move on it before the
Revolutionaries can change locations."
Jag's interest perked up at the words "small squadrons", and given
the glance his uncle had given him, Jag was certain that Rogue Squadron would
be one of those small squadrons sent out to investigate. Good, he
thought. It will give me something to do while Jaina is out fighting. It
will help me keep my mind off of her and the children.
"Colonel Fel?" Tycho asked, drawing Jag's gaze to the older man.
"When can Rogue Squadron be ready to deploy?"
"Within the next two standard hours, sir," Jag replied. "My men
just need time to pack, check out their fighters, and then we're ready to ship
out."
Right after I send word to Jaina, Jag added silently.
"Very good," Wedge said, nodding. "You are dismissed, then,
Colonel."
Jag stood and bowed to his uncle. "Thank you, sir."
"And Jagged?" Wedge called as Jag reached the door. Jag looked over
his shoulder at him curiously. Wedge flashed him a small smile. "Be sure
to tell Jaina and Luke I said hello."
Jag nodded and slid out the door. He wasn't surprised Wedge knew he was going
to call. He was, however, surprised to find Colonel Celchu had slipped out into
the hallway behind him. "Colonel," he said in surprise.
Tycho smiled. "I am to give you your mission. Your uncle didn't want me to
do so in front of Harger and Pellean."
"I see," Jag said. "And what is our objective?"
"To escort the Lusankya back to Coruscant," Tycho replied. The
Revolutionaries have been active in the Minos Cluster, and we need for you to
go to Bespin and bring her home."
Bespin, Jag mused to himself. What in the Sith's name is the Lusankya
doing there?
But that was not something he needed to know. If the need arose, he would be
informed, but for now, it was not his concern. Aloud, he said, "As you
wish, sir. Rogue Squadron will see the Lusankya safely back to Coruscant."
Tycho nodded. "I know that, Colonel." He gave Jag a sharp salute,
which Jag returned wholeheartedly. "Good luck, Colonel," Tycho said.
"Thank you, sir," Jag replied. "But if there's one thing I've
learned being married to Jaina Solo, it's that there's a whole lot more to it
than luck."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Here,
let me get that for you," Jacen said, reaching onto the top shelf and
pulling down a stack of plates.
Jaina smiled at her twin brother. "Thank you, Jacen."
He grinned. "No problem." He studied her appraisingly, a slight smirk
creeping onto his lips. "You know, for my twin you sure are short."
Jaina smacked him playfully. "And for my twin you sure are..."
she trailed off, looking for the right word.
"Patient?" Jacen suggestive with a grin. "Calm? Good
tempered?"
Jaina narrowed her eyes at him. "I was thinking more along the lines of
dumb."
Jacen rolled his eyes. "Whatever you say, Sis." He kissed her cheek,
then took the plates into the other room and began to set them out on the
table.
"Thank you, Jacen," their mother called from the kitchen, where she
and Tenel Ka were gathering the platters of roasted nerf sausage and smoked
nerf steak. The aroma wafted through the house, and Jaina felt her stomach
growl hungrily.
"Hungry, honey?" her father said, coming up behind her with Owen in
his arms. "That smells great, sweetheart," he called to his wife.
"I didn't cook it, Han," Leia replied.
Han winked at Jaina. "I can tell. Like I said, it smells great."
Jaina smiled, shaking her head. For as long as she could remember, her parents
had been teasing one another. It was sort of nice and reassuring to see that it
had not changed over the years. "Mom's cooking isn't that bad."
Han raised an eyebrow. "Why do you think we always had a food processor or
chef droid around?"
Jaina rolled her eyes. It was true that her mother had never cooked very often,
but it was not because she couldn't cook. Leia had just always been busy with
politics, or they were racing around the galaxy solving one crisis after
another.
"Jaina, honey, can you help me with this?" Leia called, balancing a
heavy tray on one hand.
Jaina hurried over and took it from her mother, carrying it over to the table.
"Thank you, honey," Leia smiled at her. She touched a hand to Jaina's
cheek. "It's so nice to have you here."
Jaina smiled. "It's nice to be here."
"Don't wanna!" Anakin's voice carried through the hall.
"Anakin, you have to wash up for dinner!" Tahiri's voice replied
sharply.
"Don't wanna!" Anakin protested.
"Me, too!" Padme cried.
Jaina groaned, throwing her mother an exasperated glance. "I'll be right
back."
"Dinner will be ready when you get back," Leia told her.
Jaina followed the sounds of protest to the refresher unit at the end of the
hall. She stuck her head in the door and cleared her throat loudly. All three
looked up at her, startled. "Anakin, Padme, wash up for dinner," she
ordered. "Listen to Tahiri."
"Yes, ma'am," Padme said softly, holding out her hands to Tahiri to
help her reach the running water. Tahiri smiled at Jaina, then focused on
getting the little girl's hands clean.
"But Mama," Anakin whined.
"Anakin," Jaina said sharply.
Anakin sighed, grumbling under his breath. He stepped over to the water bath
and stuck his hands under the faucet.
Satisfied, Jaina leaned against the wall while they finished up. She missed
this, this sense of family and togetherness. She missed having her children
home with her, to argue with, to play with, to just be with. She missed her
parents and Jacen and Tahiri and Kyp. She missed her Uncle Luke and Aunt Mara.
She missed being part of a family, and the daily struggles and joys that came
with it.
"Mama?" Anakin asked softly.
Jaina looked down to see her son looking up at her, his pale green eyes wide
with concern. Realization hit Jaina like a hammer, she had been broadcasting
without knowing it. She smiled down at her children, both of whom were looking
worried. "I'm alright," she told them. "I was just thinking
about how much I miss you both when we're apart."
"Then why don't you move here?" Anakin asked, but it was a question
this time, not a demand.
"Your father can't move away from Coruscant yet," Jaina told him.
"But we want to. Your father and I want to be with you all the time. It's
just complicated."
"S'okay, Mama," Padme said, taking her hand in her little one.
"You here now."
Jaina smiled. "Yes. I am." She scooped Padme up into her arms,
balancing her on her hip, and took Anakin by the hand. "And there's
nowhere I'd rather be."
Anakin grinned. "Me neither."
"Dinner's ready!" Leia called.
"Come on, you guys," Jaina said. "Let's go eat before Granpa
eats all of the nerf steak, okay?"
"Then we'd better hurry," Tahiri said dryly.
The four of them walked back into the dinning room to find everyone else seated
already. Luke and Mara had arrived, with Ben sitting in between them, and Kyp
sat beside Jacen, with four empty seats to his right.
"You're on time," Jaina commented wryly.
"Someone said food, I came running," Kyp replied with a grin. He
looked at Anakin and Padme. "Did you two remember to wash up?"
"Yes," Anakin said, rolling his eyes.
"Good," Kyp said. "Wouldn't want you to get dirt all over my
food, kid."
He'd make a good father, Jaina thought to herself, somewhat saddened
that Kyp had never married. She saw how good he was with her kids, and how much
they adored him, and it was sort of sad knowing he wasn't going to have any of
his own.
Then again, 'the future is always in motion', Jaina reminded herself.
There was no telling what the future held for Kyp. Although Jaina was
determined to make sure it was nothing but good things.
"Mom, can I sit next to Anakin?" Ben asked Mara.
"Not tonight, Ben," Mara replied.
"But, Mom-"
"Jaina is only here for tonight, Ben," Luke said firmly, but in a
gentle voice. "Let her sit beside her children tonight, okay? You can sit
next to Padme and Anakin tomorrow night."
Ben sighed dramatically. "Fine."
I miss this, too, Jaina sighed to herself. I miss having everyone
together for dinner and being just a few minutes away.
"Where is the Council sending you, Jaina?" Tenel Ka asked.
Jaina looked up at her sister-in-law. "We're going to go undercover on Ord
Mantel first to scout for information on the Revolutionaries. See if we can't
uncover who their leader is."
"Ord Mantel?" Jacen groaned. "Another planet I don't plan on
visiting again anytime soon."
"You just be careful out there," Han said sternly. "Ord Mantel
isn't a place for a nice kid like you, Jedi or not. I don't want to have to
come out there and ring someone's neck for hurting my little girl."
Jaina smirked. "Dad, I'm hardly a little girl anymore. I have a little
girl of my own now."
"Me," Padme said with a grin.
Jaina chuckled. "Yes, you, Padme." She looked back at her father.
"Don't worry. I've got all our disguises planned out, and we're going to
split into groups once we get there. Between the cosmetics I borrowed from Mom
and Tionne, and our Force disguises, I don't think even you would recognize us,
Dad."
Han scoffed. "I doubt that," he muttered, but he did look more at
ease.
"Cosmetics?" Kyp asked skeptically.
Jaina grinned. "Color crawlers, some costumes Mara and I rigged up, and
some synthetic facial hair for some of the younger boys. Nothing too
drastic."
"Color crawlers?" Kyp asked. "Oh Force, don't you even think
about dying my hair pink or something."
"Purple!" Padme cried. "Do your hair purple, Uncle Kyp!"
Jaina laughed at the mental image of Kyp Durron, Jedi Master, with pink and
purple hair. Apparently the others thought about it, too, because they all
started to snicker and chuckle. "I was thinking of making you have light
brown hair," Jaina admitted. "Danni found a bunch of synthetic eye
lens, so you can take your pick of eye colors."
"I guess brown is better than pink," Kyp said. He eyed her cunningly.
"Can I pick your hair color?"
Jaina hesitated, reaching out with the Force to see if he was up to something
sneaky. He wasn't, he just wanted to make her into a blond. "Sure,"
she said, shrugging. "But I have to warn you, I'm not going to act like a
blond just because you dye my hair."
"No need," Kyp retorted. "You already act like one."
Jaina opened her mouth to make a reply, when Threepio placed a metallic hand on
her shoulder. "Mistress Jaina, Master Jagged is on the holo-comm for you.
He says it's urgent."
Jag's on the screen? Jaina thought, her heart leaping with surprise.
Some part of her wondered what was wrong if he was calling on an urgent matter,
but the rest of her was so eager to hear her husband's voice and see his face
that she ignored the worried voice in the back of her mind.
"Excuse me," Jaina said to her family, standing.
"Can we talk to Papa?" Anakin asked. "Please, Mama?
Please?"
"We'll behave all day," Padme promised.
Is that possible? Jaina smirked. "Alright," she told them.
"Just let me speak to him first. When I'm done I'll call you two in,
okay?"
Both children nodded, eager smiles on their faces. Jaina patted their arms,
then hurried to the comm-center in the back of the house. She made her way over
to one of the consoles, where a red light was flashing. She slid her hand over
the access pad and Jag's face leapt onto the screen.
"Jag," Jaina said, though it came out a breath.
Jag smiled, his pale eyes bright. "Hello, Jaina. I see you made it to
Naboo in one piece."
"Amazing, isn't it?" Jaina asked dryly.
"I'd say so," Jag replied. "How are the children?"
"Eager to speak to you once we're done," Jaina answered.
"They're both excited to hear from you. They actually promised to behave
for a full day if they could talk to you."
Jag let out a soft whistle. "A full day? I think I've reached a higher
demand status than you, sweetheart."
Jaina snorted. "That's because I'm here, dummy."
Jag smiled. "Well, then, if the kids are waiting, I'll make this quick.
Uncle Wedge is sending Rogue Squadron to Bespin to escort the Lusankya
back to Coruscant. We're deploying in an hour."
Jaina let out a hiss of surprise. It had been comforting to think that while
she was out on her mission, Jag would be safe on Coruscant, but now he had a
mission of his own. "Is there trouble in that area?" she asked.
"Reports of it," Jag responded. "It's only an escort mission, no
real danger, but I wanted to let you know where I would be."
Jaina nodded. "Thank you. I appreciate that."
"Do you know where you're headed yet?" Jag asked.
"To Ord Mantel," Jaina replied. She saw Jag wince slightly and gave
him a small smile. "Don't worry, we're going undercover. We're just going
to poke around a bit for information."
"Knowing you, you'll do a bit more than poke around," Jag accused
gently.
Jaina grinned. "You know me too well."
"I can never know you too well," Jag replied with a smile. "I
miss you."
Jaina felt her heart constrict tightly. "I miss you, too, Jag. Be careful,
will you?"
"Who, me?" Jag raised an eyebrow. "I think it's you we have to
worry about. I tend to be the rational one, remember?"
"Hey, I can be rational," Jaina protested. "Just not very
often."
Jag chuckled, the deep, rich sound that Jaina adored carrying across the signal
loud and clear. "I love you, Jaina."
"I love you, too, Jag," she said. "Let me get the kids."
She reached out with the Force and gave both children a mental summons. She
heard chairs crash into one another and tiny feet padding down the hall
quickly. She smiled as Anakin burst into the room, Padme a stride behind him.
"Papa!" Anakin cried, his eyes going wide.
"Papa!" Padme echoed, grinning happily.
"Hello, children," Jag said with a grin. "Anakin, I think you've
shot up another inch since I saw you last! And Padme, you look even prettier
than your mother!"
"Thanks, Papa!" Anakin grinned.
"Mama's much prettier," Padme said with a blsuh.
Jaina smiled to herself, listening to her children talk eagerly with their
father, their faces lit with smiles and waving their hands excitedly. Jag was
smiling and laughing and Jaina relaxed into one of the hoverchairs, settling
back to watch her family.
She couldn't wait until this mission was over, so that she could take the
children back with her to Coruscant, and the four of them could be together
again.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Rogue
Lead to Bespin Ground Control," Jag said into his comm-unit. "This is
Colonel Jagged Fel, arriving under orders from General Antilles to see
Commander Latik."
There was a burst of static, then the operator came back, "Copy that,
Colonel Fel. You have been cleared to enter atmosphere. An escort fighter will
meet you at sky break and lead you back to base."
"Copy," Jag said, then switched back to his squadron's private
frequency. "Rogues, we have permission to enter atmosphere. Keep your eyes
and ears open. They're sending us an escort fighter to take us to base."
"Acknowledged, Rogue Leader," Voort "Piggy" SaBring
replied, his mechanical voice deep and coarse.
"We copy, Jaggy," Sharr Latt called.
Although Jag made a point of groaning at the nickname over the comm-link, it
secretly sort of ut him at ease. Hearing it, like having Piggy and Sharr flying
with him, reminded him of the old days during the Vong war, when they were all
flying under Jaina's command in Twin Suns Squadron.
But the Vong war was over, and Twin Suns was now an all Jedi squadron. Jaina
had been promoted to Colonel during the last year of the war, but she had
worked it out with Wedge and Tycho that she was a reserve only for the
Republic, her first priority being the Jedi. Not that there had ever been a
conflict with that, Twin Suns was willing to take orders from General Antilles,
and Jaina was a trusted and well-respected commander. Her step outside of the
official service only meant that she could refuse an order on the grounds that
it went against the Jedi Council's wishes, and that she could put the wishes of
the Jedi before those of the Republic.
It worked well that way. Jaina still got to play an active role in the Republic
military, but she didn't have to worry about where to divide her loyalties. She
was a Jedi first and foremost, and the Republic understood that.
Sometimes Jag wished it was the other way around. not very often, but every
once and a while. When the pressure started getting to him, when he didn't get
to see her for months at a time, when she was constantly running off to go on
one Jedi mission after another. Every once and a while, it got to him, and Jag
found himself wishing that she was commanding Rogue Squadron instead of him,
and that he was just her husband flying as her wingmate again.
Sighing, Jag shook his head clear of all thoughts about Jaina. He couldn't
afford to think about her right then. Thoughts of her were distracting, they
led to thoughts of his children, which led to an empty feeling deep in his
chest. He hated not being with Anakin and Padme. He absolutely hated it. He
never talked about it with Jaina, but she knew anyway. It was even harder for
her, not being there every minute of every day.
Regardless of what she said, Jag knew that Jaina was unhappy with their living
arrangement. She never said a word, but Jag could see it in her eyes. She
wanted to live on Naboo.
And the difficult thing was, so did Jag.
But it seemed impossible, given Rogue Squadron's necessity to be near the capitol.
Jag envied his brother and sister, neither of them had a spouse or children to
be separated from. Wik was twenty-four and not looking to settle down yet, and
as a Major in the Chiss military he wasn't exactly in an ideal situation to
meet anyone. As for Zena, she was only twenty-two and still searching for the
man that she deemed worthy to marry. Jag figured by the time she found him, his
children would be grown up.
Still, Jag wouldn't have taken it back for anything. He loved his children,
adored them, was constantly amazed and impressed with them. Both Anakin and
Padme were strong in the Force, and their training was progressing quickly.
Luke had even commented that they both had a solid mastery of their Force
skills so far. Little Anakin was always surprising and pleasing him with new
skills and talents, and their son was already proving to be quite ingenious.
And when Jag looked at Padme, he saw his wife looking back at him. Every time
she smiled or laughed, Jag knew how Han Solo must have felt when he and Jaina
eloped. Already Jag was determined that no man was ever going to be good enough
for his daughter.
"Now entering atmosphere," Piggy's mechanical voice jolted Jag out of
his thoughts.
"I've got an incoming friendly coming in at starboard," Garit Hunter
said. "He's hailing us as our escort."
"Patch him through to me," Jag ordered. When his clawcraft display
lit up, announcing that the incoming call had been successfully redirected to
him, Jag asked, "This is Colonel Jagged Fel of Rogue Squadron."
"I know who you are," a familiar voice chuckled.
The hair on the back of Jag's neck began to tingle, as he wracked his brain for
the source of the familiar voice. "And who, may I ask, are you?" Jag
retorted.
There was a pause, then the pilot of the incoming Y-wing, for Jag could now see
it clearly out his viewport, replied, "I think you'll have to ask your
wife about that, Fel."
Jag's eyebrows raised. His wife? "I take it you have met Jaina?" he
asked evenly, trying to keep his voice even.
"Met her? Yeah, you could say that," the pilot snickered.
"She called you an arrogant monkey-lizard," Piggy hissed, raspy
laughter shaking over the comm-link. "She was right."
Jag's jaw dropped. "Janson?" he groaned.
"Nice to see you, too, Fel," Wes Janson called dryly.
"It's not too late for us to pretend we thought he was an ugly and shoot
him down," Sharr commented sarcastically.
"What are you doing here, Captain Janson?" Jag asked, recovering from
his shock.If my uncle knew he was here and didn't see fit to warn me, he
thought through gritted teeth.
"Commander Latik needed an experienced fighter pilot to help train the
squadrons he has here," Wes replied. "I'm experienced."
"Can't argue with that," Piggy muttered.
"I can try," Sharr retorted.
"You were training pilots?" Jag asked Wes, ignoring Sharr and Piggy.
"What for?"
"To help you on your escort mission," Wes answered. "After that,
they're sticking with the Lusankya for while. To provide backup support."
Backup support? Jag wondered. Does Wes know something I don't?
"I was supposed to pick the best pilot to fly with you back to Coruscant
to meet with General Antilles," Wes went on. "But none of them can
outfly me."
Jag groaned again. "Does that mean you're flying with us back to
Coruscant?"
"Nope," Wes replied with a tone that suggested he was smirking.
"One half of the team has to stay here. I elected to stay here and keep
training the kids. But my partner-in-crime has graciously agreed to accompany
you."
"Partner-in-crime?" Jag asked, not liking the sound of that.
"Oh by the Force," Piggy moaned. "Don't tell me it's..."
"Yep," Wes said, and now Jag was sure he was smirking.
"No," Piggy groaned.
"At least it's not Janson," Sharr said with a sigh.
Jag, feeling more than a little confused now, demanded, "Who the Sith are
you talking about?"
Another blip appeared on his display board and Jag turned his head to see
another Y-wing approaching. "That would be me, sir," an amused voice
replied.
"Don't 'sir' him," Wes scoffed. "He's half your age."
"Some of us actually respect our superiors, Janson," the newcomer
retorted dryly.
"Not when you're old enough to be your superior's father," Wes shot
back.
"Excuse me," Jag said, fighting to keep a calm voice. "Would you
mind telling me who I'm listening to insult Captain Janson? Not that I mind, it
happens to be a favorite pastime of mine, but I would like to know whom I am
speaking to."
"I call him nerf herder," Wes called. "But you can call him
Hobbie."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Come
on out of there, Jaina!" Kyp Durron called, knocking lightly on the door
to the 'fresher unit of the Sky Bandit. "I want to see how you look."
"No way," Jaina's muffled voice came back through the door.
"Oh, come on," Kyp said. "It can't be that bad."
"It is," Jaina replied. "There's no way I'm coming out like
this."
Kyp sighed and turned to look at the other members of Twin Suns. He would not
have recognized any of them if he hadn't known it was them. Particularly Valin
Horn. The twenty year old Jedi's black hair had been turned a golden yellow by
the color crawlers and he wore synthetic eye lens that made his normally brown
eyes blue. The boy was dressed in fighting pants, a tight fitting shirt and a
black vest. He looked every bit the smuggler Jaina wanted him to play.
"Jaina, come one," Valin pleaded. "You did this to me. At least
let me see what you look like."
"You look fine," Jaina called. "I don't."
Kyp ran a hand through his hair, which was now a wheat brown. "Jaina, you
knew you were going to have to wear this when we left. Now come out of there
before I open this door myself!"
"Fine," Jaina snapped. "But I swear if one of you laugh, I'm
going to give you all Sithspawned duties for a month!"
Kyp rolled his eyes, now a light brown color. "We aren't going to laugh,
Jaina. Now come out."
The door slid open and Jaina stepped out.
Or what had once been Jaina. Kyp had to pinch his arm to remind himself who he
was looking at. Jaina's dark hair had been dyed a light blond, two shades
lighter than Valin's, and her eyes were now an icy blue. Kyp did not fail to
notice that she looked strikingly like Luke Skywalker.
She looked like a completely different woman. The biggest difference, though,
was the clothes. Instead of Jedi robes or a flightsuit, or even fighting pants
and a tank top, Jaina wore a sleeveless black bodysuit that hugged her curves
like a second skin and a pair of black boots that came up to her knees and gave
her an added inch in height. The black nerf leather jacket she had thrown on
top only added to the overall affect.
Needless to say, she looked incredible. Kyp had to metally remind himself that
this was Jaina he was gawking at.
"What?" Jaina demanded, glaring around the room, and only then did
Kyp realize he wasn't the only one staring. All of the pilots, particularly the
males, seemed glued to Jaina.
"You look like a new woman," Nianne Teratt said softly. Kyp thought
she looked like a new woman, as well. Her once red hair was now brown, although
she had kept her eyes their natural icy blue color. "I can't believe
that's really you."
"Me neither," Merik Ramstrum murmured.
"Don't any of you laugh," Jaina warned sharply.
"I think laughing is the farthest thing from their minds, Jaina,"
Octa Ramis snickered.
Jaina blinked in confusion, then her eyes widened and her cheeks flushed in
realization. "Hey, I'm a married woman," she said, smacking Merik
playfully.
"Yeah," Valin said. "Don't look at my wife."
Kyp grinned to himself. Since it was not safe for them to use their real names,
and since they would never get any information that way, they had not only
changed their appearances, but identities. Since Valin was close to Jaina's
age, only five years younger, he was going to play her husband, and Kyp was
going to be Jaina's brother. Remembering how Jaina had snickered and said he
could play her father, Kyp was suddenly very grateful that she had not chosen
to dye his hair gray.
I wonder what Jag would think about the kid who used to have a crush on
Jaina being her pretend husband, Kyp mused silently. For as long as Kyp
could remember Valin Horn had had a crush on Jaina Solo as a kid. Although Kyp
knew he was passed that now, he was even dating Wedge Antilles' oldest daughter
from what Jaina had told him, he still found it rather cute that Valin and
Jaina were playing marriage together.
Don't let Jaina hear you say that, Kyp reminded himself with a snicker.
"She's only been your wife for, what, five minutes?" Merik drawled,
his spiky black hair bristling as he shook his head. To Kyp he looked nothing
like the Merik he knew. His shocking white hair was gone and his intense black
eyes were now green. He looked more like Kyp than Kyp did at the moment.
Imara Cobak groaned. "Do I really have to pretend to be related to
him?" she asked, fingering her short cropped brown hair. She, too, had
opted to keep her naturally blue eyes, but there was no trace that she had ever
had bland hair.
"You know you're secretly jealous that we can't pretend to be married,
too," Merik told her, winking at her.
Hajima chuckled. "I don't think Jaina would be so cruel to Imara."
"I don't know," Kyp said, shooting Jaina a wry look. "Jaina can
be pretty sneaky."
Jaina raised an eyebrow at him. "Jaina? Who's Jaina? I'm Arwyn."
Valin grinned and walked to stand next to Jaina. "I guess that makes me
Letien."
Tam-Azur-Jamin shook his long black hair. His blond hair was completely gone,
and his brown eyes now a shade darker. "I can't believe I'm saying this,
but I guess my name is Breynan."
Jaina nodded, and turned expectantly to the rest of the pilots. Hajima pushed
her long white hair away from her dark face, and narrowed her now blue eyes.
"I am Orana Munlar."
She looks pretty with white hair, Kyp thought to himself. Hajima had
naturally black hair and eyes, that made her appear slender and mysterious, but
the long white locks brought out the smoothness of her dark complexion.
"Cimarine Albenat," Imara said. She jerked her elbow at Merik.
"This is my brother Kindar."
"Good," Jaina nodded. She turned to face Octa, whose black hair was
now a reddish brown. "Octa?"
"Leiloni," Octa replied coolly, batting her brown eyes. "The
name is Leiloni."
Jaina grinned, then looked at Chane Margrey, whose dark hair and eyes were both
now a brownish tint. "Chane? Nianne?"
Chane stood and draped an arm around his girlfriend. "We're Sahn and
Jezlyn, the newlywed smugglers."
"Thiss one iss glad that I have no hair to color," Tesar Sebatyne
hissed. "I will go by the name Corsov, in honor of Krasov."
Jaina smiled brightly, and Kyp remembered that the Hara sisters had been among
those to fall on Myrkyr. "I think Krasov would be honored. Alema?"
The Twi'lek woman twitched her lekku anxiously. "I am now Beanca, for my
mother."
What do you know, a voice in the back of Kyp's mind snickered. She
has emotion after all. He silenced himself immediately, feeling ashamed for
thinking such things about a fellow Jedi, but from the sense he got of the
others in the Force, he wasn't the only one surprised.
"Alright then," Jaina said, settling down in one of the chairs.
"We've all got out aliases worked out, we know who's going with who, and
we know what roles we're playing. So let's all just sit back and relax for a
bit."
Kyp shook his head and dropped into the chair opposite her. "You know, the
Bandit's not that bad a ship. Your uncle was right to let us take
it."
Jaina shrugged. "The Starfire could be linked back to me, and that
would ruin everything. Aunt Mara went through a lot of trouble getting an extra
unmarked ship to serve as an undercover vessel for Jedi missions. If we'd
brought the Starfire, our cover would be blown."
Kyp didn't miss the aggravation in her voice. Jaina loved her ship, as much as
her father loved the Falcon, and she would much rather have been on her
own ship. Still, Jaina was right, the Starfire was too noticeable, with
its flashy curves and sleek edges. Someone would check it out, and they would
find out it was registered to Jaina Solo, and their covers would be gone in an
instant.
"I just want to get in, get our information and get out," Nianne
said. "I hate Ord Mantel."
"So do I," Hajima said, shooting her a sympathetic glance.
"No way," Merik said. "We've got to play a few hands of sabaac
before we leave. No one knows we're Jedi. This has some serious potential
for-"
"For what, Ramstrum?" Jaina asked evenly, raising an eyebrow
challengingly.
"For us to demonstrate Jedi self-control and stay clear of the
casinos," Merik replied, somewhat more dully.
"Exactly," Jaina said, smirking.
Kyp rolled his eyes. You are too much sometimes, he told her. Wait
until your son starts to play sabaac. Wait until he looses your money at
sabaac.
My son is never going to loose at sabaac, Jaina scoffed in reply. He's
a Jedi, and a Solo. And Jag's not half bad at sabaac either, you know.
I wouldn't know, Kyp retorted. The only time I ever played with him,
his wife cheated and ruined the game.
A sharp kick to his shin made Kyp yelp in surprise. He glared at Jaina.
"What was that for?" he demanded.
"For cheating every time you play sabaac against non-Jedi," Jaina
said with fake sweetness. "I figured they never get to kick you, so I
would."
"We're coming up on the hyperspace coordinates," Tam announced.
"Jaina? Do you want to take us in for a landing?"
Jaina stood and hurried into the cockpit and settled down in the pilot's seat
across form Tam. "Hold on back there," she warned. "Dropping out
of hyperspace now."
"Ord Mantel, here we come," Chane said with a wry smile. "This
should be fun."
Jaina laughed from the cockpit. "We're hoping to avoid any 'fun' for now,
Chane. I'd like to get in, get our information, and get out without getting
into any fights."
"Is that possible for you?" Tam asked dryly.
"No," Kyp answered. "It's not."
Valin tossed Tam an extra blaster. "Better load up, Tam. You're going to
need all the firepower you can get."
Tam raised an eyebrow. "Me? You're the one who's going with Jaina."
Valin blinked, then stuck out his hand. "On second thought, you have
plenty of weapons. Give that one back to me."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Pass
me the nerf salt, will you, Jaggy?"
Jag glared at Sharr Latt, but complied and handed him the salt. Wes shook his
head, chuckling. "Still can't get them to stop calling you that, can you,
kid?"
"Not yet," Jag replied. "I'm thinking more drastic measures may
be in order. Is it legal to kill a subordinate for driving you crazy?"
Wes shrugged. "It is if you plead insanity."
"Which works out nicely for you," Sharr said, clapping Jag on the
shoulder. "You already are insane."
"Working with you is enough to drive anyone insane, Latt," Piggy
grumbled, taking a large bite of nerf steak. "Believe me, I know."
"How did you get stuck with that nickname?" Hobbie asked Jag.
Wes saw Jag's lips twitch slightly. "My wife made it my call sign, but it
was Ben Skywalker who gave it to me in the first place."
"Skywalkers for you," Wes muttered wryly. "Always making
everything difficult."
Hobbie gave him an amused look. "You just be glad Luke's not here to hear
you say that. He might start regretting all those times he's saved your
life."
"I don't know about Skywalker," Sharr said. "But I already
do."
Wes glared at the former Wraith. "I'm sure that Jaina feels the same way
about you, Latt."
"Me?" Sharr scoffed. "Never. Her Greatness loves me."
Jag snorted and exchanged a dry look with Piggy, whose rumbling laughter shook
the table lightly. Wes cocked an eyebrow at Sharr. "Somehow, I think they
beg to differ."
Hobbie leaned forward towards Jag. "How is your wife doing?" he
asked. "I haven't seen Jaina in a year. Not since she and Luke showed up
out here to drop off Wes."
Although Jag Fel was good at keeping his expression neutral, Wes knew what he
was thinking. Jaina knew Wes was here and didn't warn me? A smile broke
his face. "Such a pleasant ride out here, too. Stuck in a ship with two Jedi,
who both meditate and talk to one another in their heads the whole trip. I
swear I tripped so many times on the way here, I think Luke and Jaina did
something to me."
"I wish they'd do something about him," Piggy stage muttered.
"Maybe you're just a klutz?" Hobbie suggested dryly. "Ever think
of that, Wes?"
Wes waved a hand. "Ask her when you get home, Fel. I guarantee you she'll
admit it. She and Luke were messing with me on that trip."
Jag smiled faintly. "Sadly, Jaina will not be home for me to ask. She is
away on Jedi business right now."
Wes raised an eyebrow. "Jedi business? Luke send her out somewhere?"
Jag hesitated, glancing around to see if anyone in the mess hall was listening,
then nodded. "Twin Suns is on a scouting mission to uncover the identity
of the Revolutionaries' leader. They are executing an undercover operation on
Ord Mantel."
Wes whistled. He had been to Ord Mantel once or twice, and it was not the kind
of place he would want his wife going. Then again, his wife wasn't a Jedi and a
Solo. That and the fact that he didn't have a wife.
Jag nodded in agreement. "They are only looking for information, then
they're leaving. I don't know where they'll be headed next, but anywhere is
better than Ord Mantel."
"Unless they end up on Kessel," Sharr volunteered. "They'd be
thrown in the mines for sure, the way Jaina causes trouble."
Everyone at the table shot him a dark look.
"What?" he said, grumbling as he went back to eating his food.
"I'm sure they'll be fine," Hobbie said. "Jaina is capable of
getting out of trouble, even if she doesn't seem to be able to stay out of
it."
That can be said about her entire family, Wes thought. She was cursed. Leia
and Luke get themselves into more trouble than anyone I know.
Except for maybe Jaina.
"I know," Jag said, smiling weakly. "I'm just eager to get back
to Coruscant so I can go to Naboo and pick up the kids."
Wes glanced at Hobbie, questioning whether or not to tell him. Hobbie gave a
slight nod and Wes sighed. He turned back to Jag, frowning. "Look, kid,
maybe that's not such a good idea right now. Bringing the kids to Coruscant.
They're safer on Naboo with Luke."
"Safer?" Jag asked, placing his utensil back on his plate. "What
do you mean safer?"
"Why do you think the Lusankya's been out here getting
repairs?" Hobbie asked evenly. "The technicians have been modifying
its weaponry."
Jag narrowed his eyes sharply. "Why would we need to do that, unless we
were..." his voice trailed off and his pale green eyes went wide.
"Exactly, kid," Wes nodded. "The military is keeping it under
wraps right now, mainly to keep people from panicking. But we're going to war
against the Revolutionaries. Full, all out war."
"But if we need the Lusankya, "Jag said slowly. "Then
that would mean that the Revolutionaries have incredible firepower at their
disposal."
"They do," Hobbie replied. "Our scouts uncovered a whole
warehouse of weapons on an asteroid out in the Corporate Sector. The asteroid
base has been destroyed, but our Intelligence agents say that what we destroyed
wasn't even a third of the arsenal they have."
"Which means there's got to be other bases," Piggy said. "Do we
have scouts out looking for them? Have we started scanning the asteroid
fields?"
"Yes," Wes responded grimly. "We found a small ammunitions base
in the Alderaan field, but it wasn't anything significant."
"Alderaan?" Jag asked. "Sithspawn. I bet Jaina and Leia are
furious."
"Leia, yes," Wes said. "Jaina doesn't know. Tycho only told Leia
because Leia is from Alderaan. Luke sent some Jedi to get rid of the base, real
quiet like. I doubt Jaina's been told about it yet."
"There are still other bases out there," Hobbie said. "Larger
ones, with more firepower. We just don't know where yet."
"And if we don't find them and destroy them before the Revolutionaries
launch an extreme attack..." Wes said, letting that hang in the air.
"We'll be in serious trouble," Sharr finished grimly.
Wes nodded. "Very serious trouble."
Jag frowned, deep in thought. "Maybe I should go to Naboo. I could visit
with the children instead of bringing them back to Coruscant, and I could meet
with Master Skywalker about setting up scouting expeditions that incorporate
the Jedi with the military. We might have a better chance of finding the other
bases in time if we work together."
"True," Hobbie agreed. "But we have to consider that the Jedi
have their own problems right now. Luke needs his Jedi out trying to uproot the
Peace Brigade."
"I know," Jag said quietly, his jaw hardening. "There was
another attack last week. On Gyndine. Two more Jedi were killed."
Stang, Wes thought. How is it they keep managing to kill Jedi?
That was, of course, exactly the problem, no one knew yet. The Jedi Council was
weary, unable to tell for certain if the dark presence they felt in the Force
was the cause of so many Jedi deaths, but Luke had a feeling it was. And Luke's
feelings were good enough for Wes.
"Did Jaina know them?" Hobbie asked, a worried frown on his thin
face.
Jag shook his head. "Not personally, no. But it's left her uneasy, angry.
She takes any threat against the Jedi as a threat against her, and she's
impatient to find out who's killing them and put a stop to it."
"She never was very patient," Sharr commented dryly.
"No," Jag agreed with a small smile. "Patience is not one of
Jaina's strong points, Jedi or not."
"Regardless of how he may appear," Wes said. "Luke never was
very patient, either."
Hobbie snorted. "He's a Jedi Master now, Wes. He can make himself look
patient even when he's not feeling patient."
"Wish I could do that," Wes said with a crooked smile. "Imagine
how impressed Wedge would be with me if he thought I'd finally learned
patience."
"He'd start sounding the alarm that Hoth had melted," Hobbie
snickered.
Wes ignored his old friend, focusing instead on the young Colonel in front of
him. "Maybe we should push our departure time up a bit. That way we can
reach Coruscant sooner, and Colonel Fel can ask for permission to meet with
Master Skywalker."
Hobbie nodded, catching on to Wes' thinking. "I agree. I'll go notify
Commander Latik of the change in schedule."
"I should go alert the rest of Rogue Squadron," Jag said, standing.
"Point me in the direction of the nearest cantina or casino."
Wes smiled, remembering the old days when he was with the Rogues. "Hobbie
will show you to the Wild Wampa. That's where the Rogues always end up. Doesn't
matter what generation of pilots it is, somehow they always find their way
there."
"No wonder," Sharr said. "It's supposed to be one of the wildest
cantina's on Bespin."
Jag smiled, shaking his head. "That's where our boys are then." He
gave them a respectful nod. "Captain Janson, Sharr, Piggy."
Wes watched Jag follow Hobbie from the mess hall, then turned to the two former
Wraiths sitting before him. "What's it like to fly with him?"
"Contrary to what you may think," Piggy said. "We all enjoy
Colonel Fel's presence and leadership. He has loosened up quite a bit since he
married Jaina Solo."
"I miss that girl," Sharr said, shaking his head sadly.
"Bossiest commanding officer I ever had, but still the best looking."
Wes grinned. I have to agree with that, he thought.
"I believe Janson would agree with you," Piggy snickered. "Even
if she did turn down his courtship rituals."
Wes scoffed. "It was only because she was already attached to Fel. No
woman can resist me."
"Yeah," Sharr drawled. "That's it."
"Somehow I think Jaina would beg to differ," Piggy replied gruffly.
"Yeah," Sharr said. "Her brother, too. Now what was it he called
you, Janson?"
"Old," Piggy supplied. "He called him old."
"No respect among the youth any more," Wes groaned. "No respect
at all."
"Don't feel bad, Wes," Sharr said, clapping him on the arm.
"It's not just the youth who you don't get respect from. None of us
respect you, either."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Jacen?"
Jacen looked up from his meditating to see Tenel Ka standing in the doorway of
the training room. "Hi," he said, flashing her a lopsided grin.
"I was wondering where you disappeared to earlier."
"I went to see Cilghal," Tenel Ka said quietly, making her way over
to the corner where he sat. She dropped down to sit next to him silently.
"Cilghal?" Jacen asked worriedly. "Is there something wrong? Are
you sick?"
Tenel Ka shook her head. "There is nothing wrong, Jacen. I have felt odd
these past few days and wanted to have Cilghal or Tekli look me over. Since
Tekli is away tending to the injured refugees from the Revolutionaries last
attack, Cilghal was kind enough to see me."
"And?" Jacen asked, frowning in concern. Tenel Ka rarely felt the
need to have a regular check up, much less request a healer to examine her.
"What did she find?"
Tenel Ka turned her face to his, her cool granite eyes shinning with quiet
warmth. "I am pregnant, Jacen," she said softly.
Jacen blinked in shock. Pregnant? Again? I always wanted Owen to have
siblings, he thought with a smile. "You're sure?" he asked her.
Tenel Ka nodded. "I am certain."
Jacen grinned. "That's wonderful!" he cried. "Owen gets a baby
brother or sister! Oh, he'll be so glad. Remember how jealous he used to be
that Anakin and Padme had one another to play with? Now there will be an even
number of kids in this house."
"Actually, there will not," Tenel Ka said, her lips twitching in
amusement. "There will be three now instead of one."
"Twins?" Jacen asked, now even more shocked. "We're having
twins?"
Tenel Ka nodded. "Yes. We are having twins."
I wonder if my family is just jinxed with twins, Jacen mused to himself.
"Well, I guess when Jaina didn't have twins, I should have known we
would," he said. "I mean, Mom and Uncle Luke are twins, but only Mom
has twins herself, so of course I'd be the twin to have twins."
"Perhaps," Tenel Ka smiled. "Now if our daughter has twins, we
will know that you have figured out the pattern of genetic distribution among
the Skywalker line."
Jacen laughed. "Whatever you say, Tenel." He leaned his head down and
kissed her gently on the lips. "I can't wait to tell Owen."
Tenel Ka chuckled. "He will be almost as eager as you, I predict."
"Yeah," Jacen agreed with a lopsided grin. "And Mom and Dad will
be thrilled to have another grandchild. Dad told Jaina at dinner that she and
Jag should consider having a third child. I think he was secretly disappointed
when she said that two was more than enough for them."
"Your father likes children," Tenel Ka agreed. "I think that our
son and Jaina's son both remind him of Anakin as a child. Since your brother is
no longer with us, your father feels like Owen and Anakin, particularly Anakin,
are the closest thing he can get to having his son back."
Jacen nodded, his mood sombering. When Jaina had given birth to Anakin, it had
broken Jacen's heart that his brother could not be there to witness it. It hurt
sometimes, to watch his son play with Jaina's children, imagining the phantom
kids who should be among them, part Tahiri and part Anakin, but never could be.
"You're right, of course," Jacen said. He smiled at her, pushing all
thoughts of Anakin and the life he had been denied out of his head. "You
usually are."
Tenel Ka patted his arm affectionately. "That is only because you are
usually wrong," she said with a slight smile.
Jacen shook his head, smiling. "Come on," he said, standing and
offering her his hand.
Tenel Ka raised an eyebrow up at him, then pushed herself to her feet with her
own hands, ignoring his outstretched one. Jacen grinned, as he tended to do,
whenever he saw her use her prosthetic arm. After years of refusing to have one
attached after a lightsaber accident had severed her left arm at the elbow,
Tenel Ka had finally come to accept that allowing a prosthetic one to be
attached was not a sign of personal weakness, but of strength. Her prosthetic
arm functioned as well as the real one, so much so that people who did not know
she had a prosthetic thought it was real.
"Where are we going?" Tenel Ka asked, taking his hand in hers and
intertwining their fingers.
"To find Owen," Jacen grinned. "I want to tell him he gets two
baby siblings! Either he's going to think that's the best news he's ever heard,
or he's learned that two of them means twice as much mess and trouble."
"If they are anything like you and your sister," Tenel Ka smirked.
"Then they will definitely be twice the trouble. Maybe more so."
"Hey, come on, we weren't that bad," Jacen protested.
"Correct," Tenel Ka replied. "You were not. You still are."
Jacen rolled his eyes as they started for their house. "I'm not the one
running off and getting into trouble. Jaina's the one who insists on being
partners with Kyp Durron."
"Jaina does have a reputation for finding danger," Tenel Ka agreed.
"Let us hope that skill is not one she passes on to Padme and
Anakin."
Jacen snorted. "If they're anything like their namesakes, I'd say they'll
have no trouble finding dangerous situations to get involved in."
"Let us just be glad they are still young, yes?" Tenel Ka smiled.
"They have a few years ahead of them before we have to start worrying
about bounty hunters and crime syndicates."
"And crazy anti-human organizations," Jacen added with a wistful
grin. "Those were the days."
"Those were the days we were being kidnapped by Dark Jedi, fighting to
protect the Academy, trying to save the human race from extinction, and foiling
Czenthros' plans," Tenel Ka corrected.
Jacen laughed. "Don't you miss those days?"
Tenel Ka eyed him appraisingly. "I think you are missing a large section
of your brain."
That made Jacen laugh even harder. "And to think I used to worry you'd
never develop a sense of humor."
"Oh, I had one, Jacen, my friend," Tenel Ka replied, grinning at him
wickedly. "It was your jokes that were the problem. They were not funny at
all."
Jacen feigned shock. "None of them? Not even the one about which side of
the wampa is the furriest?"
"None of them," Tenel Ka replied gravely. "I am thankful that
you seem to have abandoned your joking ways. I do not think I could have stood
to hear that awful joke one more time."
Jacen opened his mouth to reply, when Owen cried out to them. They turned to
see Tahiri walking towards them, their son in her arms.
"Owen!" Jacen grinned.
"Papa!" Owen cried happily. "Momma!"
"Hello, my son," Tenel Ka smiled, taking a squirming Owen from
Tahiri's arms. "How was your lesson today?"
Owen made a face. "Bored," he said.
Jacen laughed. "I remember thinking the same thing about the lessons Mom
used to give us."
"Momma, guess what?" Owen asked excitedly. "Guess!"
Tenel Ka smiled in amusement. "What is it, Owen?"
"Which side of wampa is furriest?" Owen asked, grinning expectantly.
Tenel Ka exchanged a dark look with Jacen. "This is your fault, you
know."
Jacen just laughed.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ord Mantel
was not a planet for sightseeing.
The planets itself was bland, average, with mountains, forests and swamps
dotting the landscape. Along the equilateral line, however, was a vein of
spaceports, famous for their no-questions-asked policy.
Which was exactly what they needed.
The bustling metropolis around them was made up of blocky prefab buildings with
large flat rooftops and extended balconies. The balconies, Jaina had explained,
were designed to let a small personal craft to launch secretly in the dead of
night.
Smugglers, Valin thought to himself. Well, if we're pretending to be
smugglers, I guess this is the place to be.
Jaina glanced at him and smiled, and Valin wondered if he had been broadcasting
without realizing it. He gave Jaina a rueful smile, and she winked at him
before turning her attention back to what Kyp was saying.
Valin felt his cheeks flush slightly. He liked Jaina, she was a great commander
and a good friend. His first crush had been on her, and even though he no
longer harbored any romantic feelings for Jaina, he still thought she was
incredible. She was smart and beautiful, brave and daring, and she always cared
about him and his opinions.
Even with her hair turned blond by the color crawlers, with her brown eyes now
an icy blue, Valin thought Jaina looked amazing. She reminded him of his own
girlfriend Syal Antilles, who had inherited her mother's long dark blond hair
and blue eyes, only older and with a bit of Han Solo, Princess Leia and Master
Skywalker mixed together.
Syal adored Jaina, which made Valin happy. He knew that some women were
threatened by their boyfriend or husband flying under such an attractive
commander, but Syal had never had any problems with it. She even teased him
mercilessly about the mynock sized crush he used to have on her cousin's wife.
If there was one downside to being with Syal it was that he didn't have to
worry about anyone telling her stories about all the embarrassing childhood
events, she had been there to witness them herself.
Valin's father and Syal's father had been shocked when their children suddenly
had a new interest in one another, but Valin thought his mother and Iella had
known all along what would happen. And they're not even Jedi, he thought
with a smirk. Their mothers made no secret about the fact that they were
thrilled to see their children together, and Syal's father, General Antilles,
had even joked once that if Valin and Syal ever got married, they would have
successfully tied all of the major families together in one gigantic web. Just
imagine the family reunions we'd have, Valin's father had snickered. The
Solos, the Fels, the Skywalkers, the Antilles and the Horns, all in one room.
Our family tree would be longer than the Corellian Run.
In truth Valin thought he was still too young for them to talk about marriage,
he was only twenty and Syal was only nineteen. They had only been seeing one
another for about two years, with scattered visits in between Valin's missions
and Syal's schooling. But that hadn't deterred his mother. She and Iella had
snickered and reminded them that Jaina and Jag had gotten married when they
were that age.
Valin felt a flicker of sadness well up inside of him at being so far away from
Syal, but he quickly dampened it out. Now was not the time to be distracted by
longing. Besides, he wasn't the only one missing someone. Jaina had to miss Jag
even more. He was, after all, her husband.
And so are you, a voice in the back of his head reminded him. At
least in theory for now. So play your part.
"Arwyn?" he asked, hesitancy creeping into his voice.
Jaina turned to look at him. "Yes, Letien?"
"I could really go for a drink," Valin said, trying to look cocky. He
flashed her his own version of Han Solo's trademark smile. "Why don't we
head into one of the pubs? Race and I can get ourselves some whiskey while you
partake in some aggressive negotiations."
Jaina rolled her eyes but grinned at him. "You boys and your
alcohol." She linked arms with Valin and batted her eyelashes up at him,
in a manner that was inevitably fetching. "Lead the way, sweetheart,"
she drawled.
Valin couldn't help but smile at the "sweetheart" part. It was all he
could do not to laugh.
"You're buying, Let," Kyp said. "I gave the last of my credits
to my Sithspawned greedy little sister here." He nudged Jaina with his
arm, a playful scowl on his face.
"I needed to get spare parts for the Bandit," Jaina snapped,
in character. "Unless you wanted to do the repairs yourself, Race."
Kyp raised his hands in surrender. "I'll pass. No one does repairs better
than Arwyn Sunflare."
Jaina smirked, and Valin wondered if it was at Kyp's performance or the
surname. At first Valin had not seen the significance of it, but then it had
occurred to him that it was a spinoff of her mother-in-law's stage name, Wynssa
Starflare.
Jag will find that amusing, Valin told himself, filing it away in his
memory to share that with Jag the next time he saw him.
"Stang straight," Jaina nodded curtly.
Kyp led the way to a seedy looking cantina across the block and gestured Jaina
forward. "Ladies first and all that stuff," he said dryly.
"She's no lady," Valin smirked. "She's my wife."
Jaina smacked him lightly on the chest. "Hey, you're not exactly a
gentlemen yourself, sweetheart."
Valin just grinned as Jaina led them to the bar in the back of the cantina. A
couple of heads turned as they entered, mostly to see who had come in, but no
one paid them much attention, save the men drooling over Jaina. Real husband
or not, Valin thought in annoyance. I'm tempted to use the Force to make
them avert their eyes.
Deciding it would still be in character for him to do so, Valin stepped closer
to Jaina, looping an arm around her waist and pulling her closer to him, away
from prying eyes. Jaina blinked, startled, then smiled knowingly and gave him a
light kiss on the cheek in gratitude.
"What can I get you?" the bartender, a grizzly human male, asked,
draping his towel over his shoulder and eyeing them appraisingly.
"Two flasks of your finest whiskey," Jaina said without hesitation.
"Corellian if you have it. And a nudge in the right direction to find some
information."
Valin was surprised that she was so outright about what they really wanted, but
the bartender didn't seem bothered by it. He turned away from the counter and
went to get their drinks. Jaina settled back on one of the barstools, turning
to face the cantina crowd, resting her arms on the counter and crossing her
legs.
As she scanned the crowd with laser intense eyes, Valin shifted uncomfortably.
He didn't like the way some, most, of the males in the bar were looking at
Jaina. From the glare in his eyes, neither did Kyp.
Should we do something? Valin asked him.
You're the husband, Kyp retorted. If she was really your wife, would
you do something?
That was an easy answer, and a very obvious one, too. Valin turned and glared
at the spectators, using the full weight of the Force to make his gaze seem
even more dangerous and challenging. He was pleased, and proud, to see most of
the men go back to their drinks and shady business deals and card games. One or
two bold ones continued to watch Jaina lustfully, but as soon as Valin drew
back his vest to rest his hand on the blaster at his hip, they, too, averted
their eyes.
Impressive, Jaina told him, with a mental wink.
Valin felt his chest puff up at the praise. He heard the clink of glass and
turned to find the bartender placing two flasks full of amber liquid before
them. "Here's your drinks," he said in a raspy voice. He looked at Jaina.
"As for your information, there's only one place to get solid trails
'round here. You gotta go see Lady Andris."
As in andris spice? Valin wondered silently.
"Can you tell me where to find her?" Jaina asked, and Valin heard the
infliction of the Force in her words.
"Back room," the bartender answered. "You'll know her when you
see her. She'll be the one who looks ready to take your head off at any
moment."
"Thank you," Jaina said, flipping a coin onto the bar.
"Gotta warn you, though," the bartender said, pocketing the credits.
"Don't try any funny business with her, or you'll wind up loosing an arm
before you can blink."
Valin snorted. The idea of a woman getting the better of three Jedi Knights,
one of whom was a Jedi Master, was ridiculous.
Jaina must have thought so, too, but she nodded gravely. "We wouldn't
dream of trying anything. Thank you for your help." Tossing a pointed look
at Valin and Kyp, she started for the back of the bar. Picking up their drinks,
the two men followed her, glaring at anyone daring enough to glance up as Jaina
walked by.
Jaina led the way to a door, with the words "Private: Enter at your own
risk" engraved on the nameplate.
"Thinks highly of herself, this Lady Andris," Kyp commented wryly.
"Doesn't she?"
Valin nodded. "Seems that way."
Jaina knocked on the door, and a cool, sharp, but decidedly feminine, voice
called out, "What do you want?"
"Information," Jaina replied. "We were told you were the one to
see."
"My kind of information doesn't come cheap," the woman snickered.
"We can pay you whatever you ask," Jaina said. Although Valin knew
that this was not the case. If the woman would not agree to the price Jaina
offered, Kyp would merely wave his hand and make it be enough.
The door slid open and Jaina shot Valin a smirk, grabbed his hand, and walked
into the small office. It was dimly lit by one of two specterlights in the
corner, adding a mysterious shroud to the dangerous vibe the room gave off.
Surprisingly, though, Valin did not sense any danger from the woman herself.
Yet, he reminded himself.
The woman had her back to them, standing and staring out the transparisteel.
Long dark hair hung down her back to mid thigh, startling streaks of honey
blond weaving their way through her thick mane of disheveled hair. She was
dressed in a pair of brown fighting pants and a jade colored formfitting
sleeveless top.
She turned to face them and Valin blinked, shocked at how alluring she was. Her
face was narrow, her almond shaped eyes dark and confident. A patterned leather
band wrapped around her forehead, keeping her wild hair out of her face.
Valin found his attention divided between staring at her, and at the tattoo on
her right shoulder, a detailed image of a piranha beetle.
Jaina let out a dry laugh of amazement. "I don't believe it," she
said, shaking her head, a smile crawling onto her face. "Anja
Gallandro."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Wedge
Antilles looked up as his nephew strolled into his office, looking weary,
annoyed and frustrated.
Oh Force, Wedge thought. I just hope I'm not the reason. He had
already dealt with Syal and Myri that day, both of whom were upset about
something or other. Wedge didn't really know. Between all the whining and
complaining, he had caught the words "Valin" and "bored"
from Syal, and "stupid" and "tutor" from Myri. From what he
gathered, Syal found her classes at the university boring and missed Valin,
while Myri was just fed up with her tutor.
"I would have thought you would be home by now," Jag commented,
glancing at the chrono on the wall. "It's late. The girls will be asleep
by the time you get home."
"I know," Wedge replied dryly. "That's why I'm still here."
A slight smirk tugged at Jag's lips. "Yes, Aunt Iella did mention
something abut the girls giving you a bit of grief today."
"A bit?" Wedge scoffed. "More like a storm of it. Good luck when
Padme hits her teenage years, Jagged. You're going to need it."
Now Jag did smirk. "I have no doubt. She is not only a girl, but a Jedi,
too, remember? I have little doubt that she will be the death of me."
"That or the boy who secretly marries her behind your back," Wedge
said with a wink. "I'm glad to see you got back safely. There were no
problems on the trip back to Coruscant?"
Jag shook his head. "No, sir. I think one would have to be pretty arrogant
to attack a Star Destroyer with Rogue Squadron and two of Bespin's finest
squadrons on hand."
"Not to mention stupid," Wedge agreed.
"Speaking of stupid," Jag said, glaring at him. "Wes Janson sends
his regards."
Wedge grinned. "Does he now?"
Jag shot him a dirty look. "Don't even try to pretend that you weren't
aware of his presence on Bespin," he said. "I know you knew he was
there."
Wedge shrugged, smiling. "It slipped my mind. My apologies."
Jag nodded. "You're forgiven. Besides, Jaina knew, too, and she didn't
warn me, either." He smiled faintly. "So I figure if I forgive her, I
have to forgive you, too."
"Thank you," Wedge said.
"You might not thank me after what I have to say next," Jag smirked.
"I brought someone back to see you. An old Rogue of your, I believe."
Wedge studied him through narrowed eyes. "If you brought Wes back with you
so he could drive me crazy..."
Jag shook his head, amused. "I could not have tolerated him for the
journey back. I believe you will find his presence much more pleasant than
Captain Janson's."
Before Wedge could ask who it was, a familiar figure stepped into the office.
The man was older, about Wedge's age, with a wiry frame and ash blond hair. His
features were sharp and narrow, lines around his eyes and mouth, but Wedge
would have known him anywhere.
"Hobbie!" he cried in surprise.
Hobbie grinned. "Pleasure to see you again, sir."
Wedge gestured for Jag to shut the door and stood to embrace his old friend.
"How are you? What have you been up to? Were you out on Bespin with
Wes?"
"I'm fine," Hobbie answered with a grin. "I've been training a
bunch of kids to fly, and yes, I was out on Bespin with Wes.
Unfortunately."
Wedge laughed, gesturing his friend to sit down. "I can sympathize, I
assure you." He opened his bottom drawer and lifted out a bottle of
Corellian whiskey and sat it on the desk, reaching back into he drawer for the
glasses he kept there.
Jag frowned, peering at the bottle. "Isn't that the whiskey Jaina gave me
for our anniversary?" he asked.
Wedge grinned. "You're not supposed to keep alcohol in your office,
Colonel. Dereliction of duty. I had to confiscate it."
Jag snorted. "Gavin always kept some in his office, and so did you and
Tycho."
Wedge raised an eyebrow. "How do you know that?"
Jag smirked. "Jaina told me."
I knew we shouldn't have opened our alcohol drawer with Jaina in the room
back when she joined the Rogues, Wedge thought with a groan. He pulled out
a third glass and handed it to Jag.
Jag grinned and poured himself some of the whiskey. "Thank you," he
said.
"You're a sneaky little Colonel, aren't you?" Hobbie laughed.
"Yes," Wedge agreed. "He is. Very sneaky."
"I don't know what you're talking about," Jag waved a hand
dismissively. He took a sip of the amber liquid, then frowned, looking back at
Wedge. "I wanted to speak to you about going to Naboo."
Wedge sighed. "Jag, I don't think it's a good idea for the kids to come
back to Coruscant right now. There's just too much going on, too much dangerous
stuff."
"I agree," Jag said.
Wedge blinked in surprise. "You do?"
Jag nodded. "That is why I wish to go there. I want to visit with Anakin
and Padme for a day or two, just so they don't forget what I look like. I would
also like to speak to the Jedi Council while I'm there. I think that if we
allied our scouting teams with theirs, we could find and destroy the
Revolutionaries weaponry bases much quicker and more efficiently."
Wedge glanced at Hobbie, offering a glass of whiskey. "I take it Wes told
him about the bases we've discovered already?"
Hobbie nodded, taking the whiskey from him. "Our squadrons all know, so we
felt Jag needed to, as well. So that he could make informed decisions."
"I was going to tell him when he returned, anyway," Wedge replied. He
shot Jag an apologetic glance. "I would have told you before I sent you,
but the last meeting we had was with the Remnant and the Chiss present. I
didn't want to divulge anything in front of them."
Jag nodded. "I understand. I am not offended, if that's what you're
worried about. I would have done the same thing in your position."
"Glad to hear that," Wedge responded. He sipped his whiskey. "I
think that you should go to Naboo," he said after a long moment. "You
haven't seen your children in a while, and I know I've been keeping you busy.
It would do you some good to visit them."
"Thank you," Jag said, sounding relieved. "Anakin has been upset
with me lately, since we've been ferrying them back and forth between Coruscant
and Naboo. Jaina said he was eager to see me, I don't want to upset him further
by not seeing him for another month or two."
Wedge nodded, biting his lip thoughtfully. He understood Jag's dilemma. Having
your children so far away, especially at such a young age and for such long
periods of time, was disheartening. Add that to Anakin's growing discontent
with his father's job keeping his parents so far away, and it was enough to
make any father feel frustrated.
"Have you spoken to Jaina about some of the things he's aid to you?"
Wedge asked evenly. He took great pride and pleasure in the fact that his
nephew considered him close enough to discuss personal issues with him, and he
wanted to help in any way he could.
Jag sighed. "No. Not yet. If she gets involved, he''ll definitely stop
making those comments, but it won't keep him from feeling the way he does, and
that's what really bothers me."
"I know," Wedge said, shaking his head. He recalled some of the
conversations between Jag and Anakin that Jag had relayed to him, and he felt
bad for Jag. Anakin wasn't being mean or spiteful, he was just voicing his
opinion and expressing how he felt, but that didn't make it any less painful.
The last time Anakin and Jag had argued about their living arrangements, Anakin
had actually declared that if Jag loved him and Padme, he would want to live
with them, but since he didn't he must not love them.
Wedge knew Anakin didn't believe that. He knew, just by being around the boy,
that Anakin knew how much his father loved him. And Anakin adored his father,
too, but a five year old boy could say hurtful things when he was hurting, just
like anyone else.
"I don't think Jaina needs to get involved," Jag said. "This is
already painful for her. She hated being separated from her parents when she
was a child, and she resented it for most of her teenage years. She wants to be
with them, but she doesn't say so because she doesn't want to hurt me."
"She wants to move to Naboo?" Hobbie asked quietly.
Jag nodded. "She hasn't said so, but I know my wife. She wants to live
among the Jedi so we can have the children in our house all the time. She feels
like she hasn't been a real mother to them with them so far away."
"Maybe she's not the only one who feels like they're failing in their
parenting duties," Hobbie offered gently. "It seems to me that you
feel like you haven't been a good enough father to Anakin and Padme, and that's
why you get defensive when Anakin calls you on it. Because you're scared that
you aren't being a good father, and you're terrified your children will resent
you for it when they're older."
Wedge looked at Hobbie in surprise. Not many people would dare to try and play psychologist
with Jag Fel, even those who knew him well. And Hobbie had only met him on
Bespin. Wedge almost expected Jag to become defensive and get offended, but
when he didn't, Wedge realized just how tired Jag really was.
"You're right," Jag said wearily.
"Then why don't you move to Naboo?" Hobbie asked.
"I can't abandon my station," Jag protested. "Rogue Squadron
can't function as well if we're based so far away from the capital."
"You never know unless you try," Hobbie replied. "And if it doesn't
work out, at least Anakin would know that you tried. He probably doesn't think
you're making any effort at all. Kids don't see the fine print, only the bold
letters."
Jag looked thoughtful, his brow furrowed in concentration.
Wedge raised an eyebrow at Hobbie. "When did you become such an expert on
children, Hobbie? You don't have any kids, and I don't remember you ever having
spent much time around them."
Hobbie shook his head. "I haven't." A grin lit his face. "But I
have, however, spent a lot of time around Wes. And there's no one who knows
more about acting like a five year old than Wes."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Anakin Fel
tugged at his sister's hand. "Come on, Padme," he said. "Hurry
up before someone sees us, okay?"
Padme glared up at him from beneath dark bangs. "I am hurrying, Ankin!"
she said, inflicting his nickname with annoyance. "I just got shorter legs
than you do, that's all!"
Anakin sighed, knowing she was right. A year older, he was able to run quicker
because he had longer legs, and Padme was trying, he knew that. He also knew he
should be more patient with her. She was doing her best to keep up, and he
didn't want to leave her behind. He liked having her around, she was a lot of
fun.
"Just be glad we didn't bring Owen, then," Ben grinned. "His
legs are even shorter. There's no way he could keep up with us."
Anakin nodded at his cousin. At seven, Ben was a little taller than Anakin, but
they were best friends, so that didn't matter. Owen, however, was only three,
and he could barely pad along fast enough to keep them in sight. For what they
were doing, they needed to all stick together and move as fast as possible.
"My foot hurts, Anakin," Padme said softly.
Anakin frowned. She had banged her foot on one of the marble pillars when they
were playing tag that morning, but she had not complained about it until then.
"I'm sorry, Pady," he said, squeezing her hand. "Do you want to
go back? We can if you want to."
Anakin didn't want to go back. He wanted to play in the meadow. But if Padme's
foot really hurt that bad, then he wanted to take her to get it looked at. Aunt
Tahiri would make it better for her.
"No," Padme shook her head. "Wanna go with you and Ben to the
meadow. Don't wanna go back. It's nice outside."
Anakin smiled. It was nice out, but he had a suspicion that the real reason
Padme wanted to keep going was because she knew that they did.
"Okay," he said. "If you want to play in the meadow, we'll play
in the meadow."
He glanced at Ben expectantly. Ben turned back to face him. "It's all
clear," Ben told him. "I didn't see anyone around."
Anakin didn't need to ask which kind of seeing he meant. All three of them were
strong in the Force, and they always used both sets of sight to look at their
surroundings. If Ben said it was okay to go, then it was okay to go.
"On three, then," Anakin said, tightening his hold on Padme's hand.
Ben took her other hand in his, grinning down at her. "One ...
two..."
"Three!" Padme cried softly, knowing to keep her voice down so no one
heard them.
The three of them took off for the tree line ahead, running as fast as their
little legs would carry them. They sprinted across the rocks and darted forward
into the forest. They came to a stop, ducking behind a large tree trunk, and
listening carefully to see if anyone had seen them.
They were not supposed to go to the meadow by themselves. They were not
supposed to do a lot of things they did. Uncle Jacen said it was too dangerous
to go to the meadow alone, but Anakin thought he was just being an adult.
Adults never let you have any fun.
"I think we're okay," Ben said after a long moment of silence. He
grinned at them, his golden copper hair glistening in the sunlight. "Let's
go catch flutterbugs."
Flutterbugs were winged bugs that came in all sorts of pretty colors. They were
hard to catch, but not for them. They could use their powers to calm them down
enough to let them hold them. The challenge for Ben and Anakin was in getting
them to trust them, Padme was content to just hold them and star at the
colorful designs on their wings.
They went to the meadow to chase flutterbugs a lot, but no one knew that. They
weren't supposed to use their powers without one of the adults present,
although Uncle Luke said they could use them to soothe animals when they were
playing, so they knew they were allowed to catch the flutterbugs that way, but
they weren't allowed to use their powers for anything but small things like
that unless one of the Jedi adults said it was okay.
Luckily, one of the adults was always willing to work with them on their Force
skills, so it wasn't hard to find someone to watch whenever they wanted to use
their powers. Uncle Jacen, Gramma, Uncle Luke and Aunt Mara helped them with
their lessons, and Master Kam, Master Tionne and Zekk were always teaching them
new skills in their classes. Even Uncle Kyp and Mama found time to work with
them on their powers when they were home.
Anakin couldn't wait till Mama came back from her mission. He wanted to show
her all the new things he'd learned. She was always so happy to see what he was
learning, and she would teach him new games to play with the Force. Papa liked
to watch, too, and was impressed with how quickly Anakin and Padme both
mastered their lessons, but Papa wasn't home very often. His job kept him gone
for long periods of time, and even when they visited him on Coruscant, he was
busy most of the time.
Anakin knew his Papa wanted to spend more time with him, he could tell with his
powers, but he couldn't figure out why his Papa didn't. If he really wanted to,
couldn't he just find a way to do it then? Master Kam was always telling him
that if you set your mind to something, you could find a way to do it.
Anakin just didn't understand grown ups sometimes.
"I wanna purple one this time!" Padme cried. "You caught me a
green one last time, Ben. Can you get me a purple one now?"
Ben smiled down at Anakin's sister. "Sure, Pady," he promised.
"I'll try my best, okay?"
Padme shook her head. "'Do or do not, there's no try'," she
said with a grin.
Anakin couldn't help but beam proudly at his sister. "You've been
listening to Master Tionne's lessons, Padme."
Padme nodded. "And Uncle Luke. He likes to use that when I say I can't do
anything."
"Something," Ben corrected gently. "When you can't do
something."
Padme cocked her head sideways, as if trying to figure out the difference, then
shrugged. "Something," she said, agreeing with him, which she usually
did.
I hope no one knows we're not going to class, Anakin thought. He didn't
want to get into trouble with his Uncle Luke, but as long as they didn't stay
too long, they would be back in time for their afternoon class and no one would
know that they had snuck off to the meadow.
Still...
"Hey, Padme, wanna race?" Anakin asked his sister. "We'll give
you a head start."
Padme narrowed her eyes suspiciously. "You aren't trying to get rid of me
so you can talk are you?" she asked.
Anakin blinked, amazed as always at his sister's ability to sense what was
going on around her. "I just want to ask Ben something," he promised.
"Go ahead and find a purple flutterbug and we'll catch it for you,
okay?"
Padme nodded. "'Kay." She hurried on ahead, and Anakin smiled as he
heard her cries of delight as she ran into the meadow swarming with
flutterbugs.
Ben looked at him expectantly. "What is it?"
"We need to be quick," Anakin said. "Zekk will know if we aren't
there when class starts. And he'll tell your Papa."
"Right," Ben said, his eyes widening slightly at the prospect of his
father finding out what they had been doing. "Okay. We go catch Padme her
purple flutterbug, then we'll both catch one for ourselves, and then we'll head
back."
"Good," Anakin said. "Let's try to be-"
Padme's cry spliced the air, and it was not a happy one. Anakin and Ben lurched
forward, their hearts pounding and their minds whirling in terror.
"Padme!" Anakin shouted. "Padme!"
They burst into the meadow to find Padme running towards them, her braid flying
out behind her. "Bad men!" she yelled frantically. "Bad
men!"
Behind her were several adults dressed in green, and in their hands were
blasters pointed at his sister. Anakin reached out to try to nudge the
blasters, but felt a sharp pain in the back of his neck, and everything went
fuzzy.
Ben cried out, and he heard a thud beside him. He tried to call to his sister,
but found he didn't have the strength.
He heard Padme cry out his name, and felt his knees hit the ground, and then
everything went dark.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jaina
smiled in amusement as Anja blinked in surprise. The older woman studied her in
confusion, and Jaina remembered that she had her disguise on still.
"Do I know you?" Anja asked guardedly.
Jaina smiled. "Something like that." She looked back at the open door
and waved her fingers slightly, using the Force to slide the door shut.
Anja let out a hiss of surprise. "Jedi," she murmured. Her eyes
narrowed suspiciously. "Were you at the Academy when I stayed there for a
while?"
"She stayed at the Academy?" Valin asked, and Jaina did not miss the
annoyance that Anja had not stayed there while he was a student.
"Yes," Jaina replied. "She did." She met Anja's probing
gaze and smirked. "So, Anja, whatever happened to that position Lando gave
you?"
Anja's face twitched in confusion, then her eyes, which were already amazingly
wide, got even wider. "Jaina?" she gasped.
Jaina laughed. "In the flesh." Touching her blond hair, she amended
ruefully, "Sort of anyway."
Anja threw her arms around her and drew her into a hug, which Jaina returned
fiercely. "What did you do to your hair?" Anja demanded.
"Undercover," Jaina said. "Like it?"
Anja wrinkled her nose. "I like it brown better. You look nothing like
Jaina Solo."
"Exactly what I was going for," Jaina replied with a smile.
"You're on a Jedi mission?" Anja asked. "Or is this a military
mission?"
Jaina blinked in surprise. "How did you know that?"
Anja laughed. "I may not have been in contact with you in a few years,
Jaina, but I do get the HoloNet. I know all about you joining Rogue Squadron
when you turned sixteen, and all about you leading Twin Suns squadron in the
Vong war and after." Her expression falter and Jaina sensed sadness well
up in the older woman. "I heard about Anakin, too," she said softly.
"I'm sorry."
Jaina cringed inwardly, the empty place in her heart that belonged to her
brother throbbing, but she forced a smile. "Thank you. That means a
lot."
And it did. Especially since things had been so rocky with Anja when they first
met. It was nice to see that even after all these years the woman had not
forgotten all that they had been through together.
Jaina's eyes widened. "Lady Andris?" she demanded. "Anja, you
aren't back on andris spice again, are you?"
Anja snorted. "No. Don't worry about that. I chose the name because it
sounds shady, and it reminds me what my mistakes have cost me."
Jaina nodded, relieved. "Good. I was worried for a moment."
Anja smiled. "Thank you. But there's no need to." She looked past her
at Valin and Kyp. "And who are these two? Don't tell me one of them is
really Raynar or Zekk in disguise."
Jaina laughed. "No. The one on the left is Kyp Durron." Anja's eyes
went wide, and Jaina snickered to herself. I take it she's heard of you,
she thought to Kyp dryly. "And this," she gestured at Valin. "Is
Valin Horn."
Anja nodded at them both. "Pleased to meet you." She glanced at Jaina
curiously. "Where are Jacen and Zekk and the others?"
"On Naboo," Jaina replied. "The Jedi base is there now."
"How is everyone?" Anja asked, gesturing for them to all sit down.
"I hear Tenel Ka and Jacen got married."
Jaina nodded, smiling. "You heard right. They have a son, named
Owen."
Anja smiled back at her, and Jaina could tell that the woman was quite pleased
to hear that. "And you?" she asked. "I seem to recall something
about you eloping at nineteen?" She raised an eyebrow inquisitively.
Jaina smiled ruefully. "Jag and I have two children. A daughter named
Padme and a son named Anakin."
"Jaina, that's wonderful," Anja said softly, her eyes bright. She
reached across the desk and squeezed Jaina's hand. "I'm so glad for
you."
"You should come to Naboo sometime," Jaina told her. "I'd love
for you to meet Jag and see the kids, and I'm sure the others would love to see
you, too."
Anja nodded, an eager smile on her pretty face. "I think I will. I'd like
to see everyone again sometime. It's been so long."
"It really has," Jaina agreed.
Kyp cleared his throat, jolting both women out of their conversation.
"Sorry to interrupt, Jaina," he said. "But we are on a
mission and we do have information to gather. The sooner we get this
mission over with, the sooner Anja can come to visit Naboo and you women can
sit around and do your nails all day while you gossip your little hearts
out."
Jaina glared at him. "Sit around and do our nails?" she echoed.
"Gossip our little hearts out?" Anja asked, scowling.
"Kyp," Valin said. "Shut up before they kill us both."
Kyp opened his mouth to reply, then, wisely, shut it. Jaina nodded smugly, then
turned back to Anja. "As my partner so tactfully put it, we need
information."
Anja nodded, all business. "Of course," she replied, leaning forward.
"I take it you want whatever I have on the Revolutionaries?"
"You sure you aren't a Jedi?" Jaina teased with a smile. She bit her
lip, suddenly frustrated. The plan had been to use the Force to sway their
information dealer into accepting a minimal price, but she didn't feel right
doing that to Anja. "We can pay you whatever we have on us, and get the
rest to you later if it's not enough."
Anja waved her off. "No need. It's on the house."
Jaina frowned. "Anja, you don't have to do this because we're
friends."
Anja scoffed. "I'm not. You're the one-thousandth customer. You get a free
deal."
Jaina didn't need the Force to know she was lying, but she was touched by
Anja's generosity, so she nodded. "Uh huh," she said, smirking
slightly.
Anja winked at her, then straightened up. "I've got a lot of little stuff
on them, not anything drastic. Is there anything in particular you're looking
for?"
"Weapons base," Kyp replied. "The big one."
Anja's brow furrowed in concentration. "Let me think a minute." After
a long pause, she reached into her drawer and pulled out a flimsiplast and slid
it towards Jaina. "I don't know if it's a weapons base or not, but my
sources say there's a fairly large compound out there, with some definite ties
to the Revolutionaries."
Jaina pocketed the data pad. "It's worth a look or two."
"I've got coordinates for a few small bases that I know have weaponry in
them," Anja said, producing three more flimsies from her desk. She handed
them to Jaina. "I think they might help some. I hope that they do."
Jaina slipped them into her pocket with the other flimsy. "I'm sure we can
use them." She smiled at Anja. "Thank you. I know how much free
information can cost you in this business."
Anja shrugged. "It's not that much. And I don't like the Revolutionaries
any more than I like the Peace Brigade."
"I hate those guys," Kyp muttered darkly.
Me too, Jaina thought. She stood and extended her hand to Anja. "It
was great to see you again, Anja. I hope you'll take me up on that offer to
come visit us on Naboo sometime soon."
Anja squeezed her hand. "I will. You can count on it." She pulled
Jaina into a hug. "Tell your brother and Zekk I said hello, will ya?"
Jaina nodded. "I will. And thank you again, Anja. You may have just helped
save the Jedi."
"Don't be too sure," Anja said dejectedly. "The large base they
found isn't anywhere around here, and we don't know for sure if it's even still
in use."
"We can check it out after we send the coordinates for the weapons bases
to my uncle," Jaina replied. "You don't know the exact location of
the larger base, do you?"
Anja shook her head. "It's in uncharted territory."
Jaina frowned. "Where at?"
"The Unknown Regions."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Help!
The telepathic cry came from Padme Fel, echoing furiously in Jacen Solo's head.
He leapt to his feet, knocking over the table in front of him and spilling his
drink across the floor. Without hesitating, or thinking, he shoved off from the
table and broke into a run across the pavilion, ignoring Tenel Ka's cries of
surprise and the questions being shouted at him as he ran past the other Jedi
in the courtyard.
He didn't know where he was going, but the Force was screaming in his veins,
urging him toward an unknown destination. His heart was pounding madly in his
chest, his breath burned his throat.
He pushed himself as hard as his body could stand, and then pushed himself
harder. He had to move faster. He had to.
Something was wrong with Padme.
He didn't know what, but he knew she there was something wrong. Her terrified
scream for help had come so suddenly and so sharply, only to be silenced
immediately and darkness left in its wake. Jacen knew she was in trouble.
He also knew that Ben and Anakin were with her. Somehow she had managed to
convey that much clearly with her short plea for help before slipping
unconscious. He knew she was still alive, that much he was certain of. If she
had been killed he would have felt it. Regardless of even ysalamari, he would
feel it if she died.
Just because she's alive now doesn't mean she'll stay that way, a voice
in the back of his head reminded him, but he silenced the grim truth, unwilling
to accept it, or even hear it.
He sprinted through the trees, weaving in and out of their gnarled branches and
leaping over fallen logs. He heard the pounding of feet behind him and didn't
need the Force to know that his uncle Luke and Mara were right behind him.
Jacen couldn't breathe, he was so frightened. His niece and nephew and his
cousin were in danger, terrible danger. He didn't know what had happened, but
he knew it was something horrible.
For Padme to have screamed like that... Jacen said to himself, but could
not bring himself to finish the terrifying thought. Padme would be okay. Anakin
would be okay. Ben would be okay. They had to be. How could he tell Jaina
something had happened to her children?
The forest narrowed and the sunlight streaming through the trees exploded into
a wave of bright light as Jacen burst form the forest and into the meadow.
He didn't know why he had come there, only that the Force had guided him.
He ran towards the center of the meadow where a brown cloth lay limp on the
grass. He knew before he got to it that it was a Jedi robe, a very small Jedi
robe for a very small Jedi person.
As he drew closer, he recognized it as Padme's. It was torn and there was blood
on the sleeve, suggesting that there had been a struggle between the little
girl and their attackers.
"Oh Force," Luke murmured, his voice startling Jacen.
Jacen looked up at his uncle, his face grim. "Uncle Luke," he said
weakly. He tried to find words, but none would come to him. he saw realization
in Luke's eyes, and the most frightened look Jacen could ever remember seeing
in his uncle's eyes.
Mara pushed past Luke and frantically scanned the meadow, her flaming red hair
whipping around her face. "Ben!" she shouted desperately. "Ben!
Anakin! Padme! Answer me!" Her face contorted in anguish. "Ben!"
Jacen swallowed, a lump rising up in his throat, so tight he found he could not
breathe. "Aunt Mara..." he said hoarsely.
Mara turned to him, tears streaming down her cheeks. Her eyes were red-rimmed
and full of a pain so deep Jacen could only imagine what it was be like. It
wasn't hard, if someone had done this to his son Owen...
"They took them," she said, her voice breaking. She whirled to her
husband, her eyes frantic and pleading. "Luke, they took our son!"
Luke nodded, his face a weary mask to conceal his agony. "I know,
Mara," he said, opening his arms to embrace her. He rested his head on hers,
and Jacen felt their pain blur together through the Force into a blindingly
intense storm.
Looking away, Jacen felt his own eyes stinging with tears. He felt helpless,
angry, devastated and filled with a terrible sorrow. Is this how Uncle Luke
felt all those times we were kidnapped? he wondered with a shudder of
anguish.
Another thought, much more bleak and terrifying, shattered his restraint and
causing tears to slide down his cheeks. What am I going to tell Jaina? How
do I tell my sister her children are gone?
"Who...?" Mara demanded, her voice shaking. "Who would do such a
thing?"
Jacen clutched Padme's robe to his chest, his tears spilling onto the sandy
colored cloth. Through the haze of tears, he saw a flash of green, and blinked,
wiping his eyes on the back of his hand. He shook out Padme's robe and a piece
of cloth fluttered to the ground, landing at his feet in the trampled grass.
He stared down at the torn piece of green cloth, his blood thawing with a
blazing fury. He reached down and picked up the cloth between his fingers, his
hands trembling with anger. He fingered the cloth for a moment, making sure it
was what he thought it was, then clenched it angrily in his fist.
He looked up at his uncle, who was comforting Mara, his own eyes red with
unshed tears. "Uncle Luke," Jacen said, his voice cracking with rage.
Luke raised his head and Jacen held out the piece of cloth for him to inspect.
Luke looked down at it and Jacen saw his mask slip away, a cold fury flickering
across his face.
"What is it?" Mara croaked, turning her tear-streaked face to look at
Jacen. She saw the fabric and her green eyes went wide with unbridled hatred.
Jacen felt a chill go through him, and realized, with a start, that it was from
Mara. Her lips twisted into a fierce scowl, one that made Jacen fully
appreciate the reputation she had built when she was the Emperor's Hand.
Mara grabbed the cloth from his hand and shredded it with a shriek of fury.
"I've had enough of them!" she screamed. "I've had enough! It's
time for us to finish them, Luke! It's time for us to take the fight to them
and start hurting them!"
She whirled, her eyes a tortured inferno of grief and rage, like nothing Jacen
had ever known.
"I want the Peace Brigade finished if I have to tear the breath out of
every one of them with my bare hands!" she snarled.
"I agree with you," Luke said, his voice more cold than Jacen would
have ever imagined possible. "It's time for us to finish this."
He glared at the fallen pieces of shredded Peace Brigade uniform, then raised
his icy gaze to the sky overhead.
"Once and for all."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Message
sent, Goddess," Kyp called from the copilot's seat.
Jaina nodded in relief. "Thank you, Kyp. I appreciate that. Did you encrypt
it?"
Kyp scoffed. "Did I marry you and Jag without your father's permission? Of
course I encrypted it. I used the Council's private code. No one except for
Kam, Streen, Tresina, Cilghal, Corran, Kenth or your aunt or uncle will be able
to read that message. I promise."
"I trust you," Jaina assured him. "If you say no one else can
read it, no one else can read it."
"Well," Kyp admitted. "Maybe you could. But only because you
could probably snatch the code right out of my head."
"How do you know I haven't done that already?" Jaina demanded wryly.
"I'm the Jedi Master here, remember?" Kyp shot back. "Besides,
our link is so open I'd know right away, because you'd be basking in the glory
of outsmarting me."
"I wasn't aware I had to try to do that," Jaina retorted.
"I wasn't aware anyone had to try to do that," Valin Horn
snickered.
Jaina grinned to herself, laughing silently at the look of indignation on Kyp's
face. Just as Kyp was about to reply, Jaina cut in. "Alright boys, that's
enough. If you're that desperate to continue this conversation, do it in your
heads. Some of us would like to just sit back and enjoy the view."
Silence fell over the cockpit, and Jaina heard Alema let out a relieved sigh
from behind her. "Thank the Force you shut him up, Jaina," she
called. "I was afraid I was going to have to shoot down one of our
own."
"That would be a blessing if it was Durron," Octa snickered.
Can I please shoot her? Kyp drawled wryly.
Jaina smiled despite herself. No. We'd be short a pilot then. I don't know
about you, but I'd rather not be flying around blind in the Unknown Regions
with less than a full team.
Kyp gave a mental sigh. Why do you always have to be rational when I want to
have fun? And why can't you be rational any other time?
Kyp? Jaina said.
Yes, Goddess?
Shut up.
Jaina leaned back in her seat, relaxing for a moment. Her squadron, aboard the Sky
Bandit, was drifting through space in the Unknown Regions, scouting out the
empty range of stars and scattered planets for signs of civilization.
So far they had found nothing.
Glancing once more at the green planet below, a jungle terrain, she assumed,
Jaina sighed, closing her eyes wearily. She had not expected to see Anja on Ord
Mantel, although it did not escape her as ironic that that was where she had
first met her all those years ago. She hoped that Anja would make it to Naboo
sometime soon. The others would love to see her again, and she really did want
to introduce her to Jag and the kids.
A small smile touched Jaina's lips at the thought of seeing her children and
Jag together again. It had been a while. Even longer still that they had all
been together on Naboo.
Jag had been right when he said that Jaina would be happier on Naboo. She would
be. She missed being close to her family, to her children, to Kyp. She missed
being at the center of Jedi life and activity.
But she would never ask Jag to make the kind of sacrifice she knew moving to
Naboo would entail for him. She had too much respect for him and for what he
did, and for what that meant to him. He had left the Chiss for her, joined the
Republic for her, risked his father's wrath over and over to be with her. He
had made so many sacrifices for their marriage, she could make this one.
It was hard, though, being away from her children, especially when she knew
that all she had to so was ask and Jag would agree to move. He loved her that
much. Which was why she never said aloud that she would be happier on Naboo,
which is why she never asked.
She knew that if she did...
A sharp cry sliced through Jaina's thoughts, dim and faint, but scared.
Padme?! Jaina thought in panic.
She reached out for her daughter, only to find her in a deep sleep. Frowning,
Jaina drew back her touch.
She must be having a nightmare, she thought with a pang of guilt for not
being there to console her daughter. At least Anakin is there. He'll wake up
and comfort her.
She was about to say something to Kyp about it, when the display board lit up
and the alarms began to shriek wildly.
Jaina lurched forward, scanning the display frantically. "Sithspawn!"
she cursed.
"What?" Kyp demanded, looking over his shoulder. His face went pale.
"Oh Sith!"
"What's wrong?" Tam's voice called.
"We've got company," Kyp replied grimly. "And they're targeting
us with visan torps."
A dozen curses filled the ship, and Jaina felt a surge of apprehension and fear
from her squadron. "Hey, could you guys knock that off?" she snapped.
"It'll only get us killed."
Instantly a door slammed shut on the emotions of her pilots, and Jaina relaxed
a little. Not much, but a little.
She checked the display again, and saw Valin had gotten their shields up to
thirty percent. She also noticed that the incoming battle cruiser now had a
target lock on them.
"Strap in," she ordered sharply. "Now."
She heard them scrambling to buckle their crash webbing, even as she gripped
the throttle tightly, pumping it as hard as she could. She threw the Bandit
into a snap roll, then pumped the throttle to maximum, kicking the rudder to
the right, then hard left, turning the ship into a brutal one-eighty.
She heard groans as she pulled another sharp turn that brought them out
straight with a hard jolt. She vectored away from the battle cruiser at full
throttle, straining the Bandit in a grueling seventy-five degree angle.
She knew the g's were pressing the others back into their seats, but
Jaina barely noticed. She gritted her teeth, focusing on nothing except the
battle cruiser before her.
She would have missed it entirely, if the Force hadn't screamed a warning. A
second battle cruiser, and then a third, emerging from thin air.
"Cloaking shield!" Kyp shouted angrily.
But why didn't we feel those ships here? Jaina demanded, not able to
risk loosing focus by speaking out loud.
I don't know, Kyp replied grimly. And I'm afraid to find out.
If she hadn't been fighting to outmaneuver three battle cruisers, fighting to
save all their lives, Jaina might have made a joke about the mighty Kyp Durron
being afraid.
However, since she was fighting for their lives, she figured she could
let the opportunity slide, just this once.
She pulled back on the stick, lifting the Bandit's nose, then shoved it
forward, dropping into a sudden inverted loop. She broke into a tight snap
roll, kicked into a desperate fishtail, and fired wildly with the cannons, even
thought she knew they would have little affect on a battle cruiser.
She had to try, though, didn't she?
She jerked the ship into a barrel roll, coming around hard on starboard side.
She felt the shot before it hit them, and tried with one last desperate attempt
at a climb to avoid it, but the missiles fired were target seekers.
They never stood a chance.
"Brace!" Jaina shouted a warning a second before the ship shook
wildly. The lights flickered and alarms screeched incessantly. "What's our
shield status?" she demanded.
"Down to nearly eight percent," Valin replied with a quiet desolation
in his voice.
Jaina clenched her jaws tightly, her arms straining furiously. She cut a turn
away from the battle cruiser that had fired on them, but the second and third
had closed in on her, and the Bandit was boxed in.
Fire poured into the shields, and Jaina felt a wave of dread wash through her
as one of the drives started to sputter, and one bank of attitude jest shut
down.
"They're targeting!" Kyp cried, his voice starting to betray some of
his panic.
Out of the corner of Jaina's eye, she saw that the planet was coming up at them
fast. The Bandit was going down, and going down fast.
And the ironic thing was, it was probably that that would save their lives.
Throwing all her weight against the stick, Jaina shoved the Bandit into
a kamikaze dive for the planet below.
The battle cruisers had definitely not been expecting that, and two of the
cruisers struck one another with their high powered missiles.
The explosion rocked the Bandit, but Jaina held it as steady as she
could, which was saying something given how the ship lurched and trembled as it
breached atmosphere at an alarming speed.
Jaina felt her companion's terror, felt them wondering if she had decided
crashing to death was better than letting their enemies blow them up, felt them
wishing they had said goodbye to their loved ones and to their friends.
Jaina shut it out, shut all of them out, even Kyp.
She had to concentrate, had to do this perfectly, because one tiny slip would
cost them all their lives.
I just hope I can do this, she thought grimly. If I can't we're all
going to die a lot sooner than we'd been planning.
She pulled back on the stick, fighting desperately to level the ship out enough
to prevent crashing nosefirst into the jungle that was rushing up at them. Her
arms strained, her heart pounded furiously, every cell in her body screamed
with effort.
The green canopy loomed below her, and just as it seemed they would crash
directly into it, the Bandit leveled off just barely, skimming the
trees. They were still going down, and hard, but it was enough to keep them
from turning into a massive fireball.
The Bandit slammed into the ground, shaking Jaina's very bones upon
impact. The ship whined in protest, barely holding together, and skidded across
the dirt and vines, metal screeching as it was torn off, and sparks flying
wildly throughout the ship.
Her passengers elicited screams of terror as the approached a cliff ahead,
still tearing up the jungle and their ship at a deadly speed.
Making a quick decision, Jaina threw back her crash webbing. "Out!"
she shouted at her squadron. "We have to jump for it!"
She heard the others unbuckle quickly and heard the familiar hiss of a
lightsaber carving a hole in the side of the hull. Jaina did not move from her
seat, straining at the controls to buy her friends time to escape.
"Go!" she ordered, and she heard thuds and yelps of pain as bodies
launched themselves out of the ship.
"Jaina," Kyp said, and Jaina risked a glance over her shoulder to see
he was the only one still aboard, hesitating at the makeshift door.
"Go!" she shouted at him.
"Not without you!" Kyp screamed over the roar of the devastation they
were causing.
Damn you, Kyp, Jaina cursed to herself. Drawing the Force to herself,
she reached and shoved him as hard as she could. She was satisfied to see him
fly out of the ship, and ignored his scream of anger.
Turning back to the controls, Jaina was horrified to find the cliff was just
before her. She slapped her hand on the autopilot, not that it would do much
good, but it might keep the ship steady for a few seconds. Until it went over
the cliff.
She just hoped it was enough time.
Leaping out of her seat, Jaina vaulted over the chair and stumbled towards the
hole, the rocking and shaking of the ship making her dizzy. She grabbed onto
the edge of the jagged hole, ignoring the searing pain as it sliced open her
palm, and glanced down at the blur of jungle and rocks rushing by.
Taking a deep breath, she threw herself out of the ship, diving into a roll,
and slamming into the ground so hard all the Jedi training in the galaxy could
not have kept her body from screaming in agony. She tumbled, rocks slamming
into her back and legs, and desperately tried to grab onto something for
leverage as she rolled towards the cliff.
She caught onto a thick root that peeked above the soil, and wrapped her
fingers around it, clinging to it as if her life depended on it.
Which it did.
Her arms were yanked hard, and she felt her shoulders strain in ways not
natural for the human body, but she came to a stop.
Behind her, there was a loud crash and the sounds of a terrible explosion. She
felt the heat form the fireball lapping hungrily at her legs and back, but she
did not dare look behind her too see how close the flames were leaping.
"Jaina!" she heard Kyp screaming. "Jaina?"
"Here!" she managed to yell, her voice sounding raspy and broken even
to her own ears.
She spotted a figure running towards her, covered in dirt and mud.
"Jaina!" Kyp cried, dropping to his knees and reached a hand towards
her.
A hand down to her.
Only then did Jaina realize she was on a slope, a very steep and downward
slope.
She let Kyp haul her up to his level, and collapsed against his chest, feeling
his body shaking with silent sobs, and buried her face in his chest.
After a long moment, she turned her head to inspect her surroundings, and
gasped in shock.
The root she had grabbed onto was literally an inch in front of the cliff,
beyond it a hundred meter drop to the rocky ravine below, where the remains of
the Bandit blazed in a cloud of fire and smoke.
She had been hanging over the edge of the cliff, and had been too disoriented
from her tumble to even realize it.
If that root had failed to hold her till Kyp came, or if she had grabbed it
with one less finger, she would have fallen to her death.
Exhausted and utterly amazed to be alive, Jaina hid her face in Kyp's shoulder
and cried with relief.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jag Fel sat
with his head in his hands, too tired to yell, to weary to cry.
He had come to expect strange welcomings when he visited the Jedi base, but
nothing could have prepared him for the welcome he had received when he arrived
that morning.
Anakin and Padme were gone.
Jacen, Tahiri and Tenel Ka had been waiting for him when he touched down. When he
saw the grim looks on their faces, saw the redness around their eyes, he had
frozen in place, terrified that something had happened to Jaina.
That something could have happened to Anakin and Padme had never even crossed
his mind.
Naboo was a safe planet, hard to get clearance onto. It was even harder to gain
admittance to Theed, now that the Jedi had relocated there. There was no place
safer for the children than on Naboo.
And yet someone had taken them.
It did not seem real to Jag, did not seem possible, even with Padme's robe
clutched in his hands, now stained with tears. It did not seem possible for his
children to be gone. he half expected them to poke their heads out from behind
one of the tapestries any moment now and declare how ingenious they were for
eluding the grownups for so long.
But they didn't, and they wouldn't.
And every minute that he sat there, consumed by grief, Jag felt another shred
of hope slide away into darkness.
He felt responsible, even though some part of his mind knew that was
ridiculous. He had not been there, and yet that was precisely why he blamed
himself.
If he had only come sooner, or if he had only been living on Naboo, the kids
would not have been off alone in the woods. He could have gone with them, or gotten
them to do something else with him, and the Peace Brigade would never have had
the nerve to even try to lay a hand on his children.
And yet they had been on Naboo, in Theed, which led Jag to wonder if they
wouldn't have waited until another opportunity presented itself. It also made
him wonder how the Sith they got into the Jedi pavilion in the first place.
Jag would have protected them, not just Anakin and Padme but Ben, too. He loved
the Skywalker boy as if Ben was one of his own, and he would have laid down his
life to keep the three of them safe.
And yet not even Luke and Jacen had been able to keep the children safe this
time. And Jag knew that there was no one more capable of protecting his
children than Luke Skywalker, save maybe Jaina herself.
Jaina, Jag thought with despair.
No one had been able to raise her or any of the other Twin Suns pilots in their
comm-links, but Corran assured him that they probably just still had them off
from their undercover operation. Jag was uneasy, though, about Jaina not even
knowing their children were missing.
Jag knew that Jaina would be devastated, and some part of him wished they could
find the kids and bring them home safely before Jaina was in contact with them
and had to be told. He did not want to inflict that kind of pain on her.
And yet he knew if she wasn't there to help, if she didn't even know until it
was over, Jaina would be horrified.
He wanted her to come home, and he wanted the two of them to go after the
children together.
But she wasn't reachable, not yet anyway, and Jag had plenty of people ready to
launch a full out search to the farthest corners of the galaxy.
Han Solo was livid. Angry, terrified and seething with pain. The three were a
deadly combination, especially in Han Solo. Jag knew his father-in-law was as
impatient to start looking as he was, regardless of what Luke and Wedge had to
say.
Jag's uncle had been in constant communication with Luke ever since the Jedi
Master had called Coruscant to notify Jag, only to be told he was already en
route there. Luke had told Wedge about the attacks, and Wedge had already told
Luke that the Republic military would do whatever he needed it to do to get the
children back.
Jag appreciated that, he really did, and he appreciated that the Jedi were
already rallying on Naboo to strike at the Peace Brigade, he even appreciated
that Master Skywalker had the clarity of mind that Jag did not, to realize they
could help the kids more by waiting to make their move until the received word
from the kidnappers.
The Jedi knew what they wanted, though, and so did Jag. They wanted Luke to
disband the Jedi, which was something he could not do. And even if he did
officially disband the Order, it would not put an end to the existence of the
Jedi. The Peace Brigaders weren't thinking clearly when they stole the
children, this much Jag knew.
Especially not if they know Mara Jade, Jag thought bitterly. He had not
seen Mara since his arrival, except for a few minutes when she and Luke came to
see him and to let him know that his children were just as important to them as
their son, and that they would do everything they could to rescue the three
children.
Jag had never seen such venomous fire in a woman's eyes before as he had in
Mara Jade's. He almost pitied the kidnappers.
Almost.
Luke's eyes had been the opposite of Mara's, cold instead of blazing, but the
fury there, though better concealed, was no less fierce.
Again Jag almost pitied the kidnappers. But then he'd imagine Padme's tears
streaming down her cheeks and Anakin's terrified eyes and he found himself
hoping Luke and Mara chopped the Peace Brigaders into a thousand tiny pieces
with their lightsabers.
And then he would shoot every single piece of every single Peace Brigader until
there was nothing left except those Sithspawned patches of theirs, and then he
would burn them all.
Jag had never felt such a furious hatred before, not even for those who had
threatened Jaina's life. The cold and unyielding rage that swelled just beneath
the surface was stronger than any he had ever known.
Someone had taken his children. His daughter and his son. Padme and Anakin Fel.
And if Jag had to blow up an entire planet to do it, he was going to make sure
that the people who did this to him paid.
Jacen glanced at him uneasily, and for a moment Jag was worried he was going to
say something about such thoughts being of the dark side, but his
brother-in-law remained silent. Studying Jacen curiously, Jag was surprised,
and oddly relieved, to see tears of anger in his eyes. Jacen looked ready to
burst with fury, and that was saying something for a Jedi, especially for this
Jedi.
Jag looked around the room, taking in the silent, tense mood of the Solo's
large home. Leia and Han sat with Tenel Ka in the back corner, all cradling
Owen gratefully. Luke and Mara sat in the other corner, their heads leaning
back against the wall, eyes closed, and faces twisted into expressions between
exhaustion and anger.
I wish Jaina was here, Jag thought with a sigh.
The door to the room flew open, and for one ridiculous moment Jag thought his
wish had come true, but it was not Jaina who hurried into the room, but Kam
Solusar.
The Jedi Master glanced at Jag, his gaze sorrowful and devastated, and Jag felt
the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end. He watched as Kam hurried over
to Luke and Mara, whispered something in thier ears, and saw, with alarm, Luke
and Mara sit up quickly, their eyes wide in horror.
All three of them glanced at Leia and Han, then Jacen, and, finally, Jag. As
Luke's pain filled gaze settled on him, Jag felt his heart stop beating.
Everything was in slow motion as Luke stood and slowly walked towards him, his
stride, if possible, even more weary and defeated than before.
Out of the corner of his eye, Jag saw Mara rush out of the room, and saw Kam
move to the Solos, gesturing Jacen to join his parents.
Luke came to a halt a few feet in front of Jag, looking down at him with sad
eyes. Jag felt his breath catch in his throat, and his hands began to shake
uncontrollably.
Not the children, he thought with desperation. By the Force, please,
not my children.
"The Council just received a transmission from Twin Suns Squadron,"
Luke said quietly, his eyes glistening. "It was sent several hours
ago."
Jag couldn't find his breath to ask what they had reported, so he just blinked
up at Luke expectantly.
"The Council tried to send a transmission back," Luke went on slowly.
"But the signal has been destroyed."
Jag swallowed, his entire body suddenly going cold. "What..." he
rasped out. "What are you saying?"
Luke placed a hand on Jag's shoulder. "I think she's still alive, Jag. I
haven't felt her die, even though there's great distance between us and her
right now. They were somewhere in the Unknown Regions when it happened."
Jag barely registered that Jaina had been in the Unknown Regions, his home
territory. His mouth was as dry as the Tatooine deserts, and his eyes were
stinging with tears. He could not take anymore. He couldn't.
He had already lost his children. If Jaina was gone, too...
"What happened?" Jag asked hoarsely.
"We lost our trace signal to the ship," Luke replied gently. He gazed
at Jag with haunted blue eyes. "The Sky Bandit has been
destroyed."
Jag felt his entire strength crumble under those words, and a strange choking
sound escaped his lips.
Jaina ... he thought in anguish.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Watch
your heads, ladies," Tam-Azur-Jamin said, holding back a heavy overhead
branch with the Force sot hat the others could get through the mass of gnarled
vines and trees that twisted all around them.
"Thank you, Tam," Nianne said, ducking under a tangle of vines.
"Such a gentleman," Octa said, shooting Kyp a dark look. "As
opposed to some Jedi we know."
Kyp opened his mouth to say something and found he couldn't. As in physically
could not speak.
For a moment his mind whirled in confusion, shock and panic, until he calmed
down enough to reach out with the Force and feel that Jaina was keeping him
from responding. He glared at her. Let go, he ordered her.
No, Jaina replied calmly. We're in a bad situation here, Kyp. We're
trapped on a planet in the Unknown Regions with no way off, and I don't want
any petty fighting going on among us.
Then talk to her, not me! Kyp cried indignantly. I've tried to be nice
to her. But that woman...
Though Jaina didn't reply, Kyp got the distinct impression she was rolling her
eyes at him.
Kyp sighed, and focused on their surroundings. They were deep in the jungle,
working their way through the intricate web of foliage around them. Kyp had no
idea where they were headed and, through their Force bond, he knew Jaina didn't
either. She just wanted to get as far away from the site of the wreck as
possible.
Kyp knew that there was logic to that. The battle cruisers they were ambushed
by in space might send scouts down to make sure they were finished, and they
didn't need to be anywhere around the ship when the scouts showed up. They
would think that all passengers on the Bandit had been killed once they
saw the horrible wreck at the bottom of the ravine.
That was the other reason Jaina wanted to put some distance between them and
the cliff. She did not want to think about how close she had come to plummeting
to her death. Neither did Kyp.
When she had thrown him out of the ship, he had fallen hard and gotten bruises
and scrapes, but nothing serious. Nothing compared to the wound he had felt
tearing through his heart when he saw the Bandit go over the edge.
It was the happiest moment of his life when he saw Jaina clutching onto that
root. He had pulled her up and held her desperately, crying with relief, and
thanking the Force he had not lost her. He didn't know what he would do if he
lost her. How cold he go on if he lost the only family he had in the galaxy?
You wouldn't have lived long anyway, he told himself. Jag and Jacen
would probably have killed you out of frustration and grief.
And he would have welcomed it.
Over the years Jaina and he had silently come up with terms of their
partnership. The most important one was that it was till death. To Kyp it
seemed fitting that if Jaina was killed, he should die with her. One last stand
as a team.
Hopefully that stand doesn't come for a long, long time, he thought. Jaina
has a husband and two children to take care of.
Kyp loved Jaina's children. Anakin was always eager to impress him, and the
little boy had never failed to do so yet. Padme liked to crawl up into his lap
and drape her little arms around his neck and listen to him tell stories about
the adventures he'd had as a Jedi. They were always happy to see him, and they
never forgot to send him a present on his lifeday.
It wasn't the same as having his own children, but it was enough.
"I'm never going to a jungle planet again," Hajima said, panting hard
as they weaved through the maze of foliage. The ground was wet and marshy,
making it hard to walk, even with the Force. They were using their Force energy
to follow a hidden path through the trees, but they could do nothing about the
heavy dirt tugging at their boots. The humidity didn't help, and the heat
beating down on them from the scorching sun only made Kyp more aware of the
fact that they had no water.
"I'm never going to any planet in the Unknown Regions again," Chane
grunted.
"I think I have to agree with you on that," Alema said, sweat
trickling down her face. "I think I'll stay clear of the Unknown Regions
all together."
"Wise plan," Imara replied hoarsely.
The entire squadron was back together again. They had all survived their dives
from the raging Bandit, and had regrouped at the cliff, all relieved to
see one another alive and whole. They had been even more relieved to see Jaina
alive, for they had all feared the worst when they heard the explosion.
Jaina had shaken it off, not choosing to share how close she had come to dying,
but Kyp could not just shake it off. He had never been so terrified in his
entire life, and they were still stuck on this planet with no food, no water,
no ship.
And they might be stuck there forever.
No one knew where they were, no one knew what had happened, and Kyp had a
horrible feeling they might die there, and no one would ever know. There
friends and families would never have any idea what had really happened to
them.
It was a morbid thought, and a maddening one, so Kyp pushed it aside, burying
it in the back of his mind. It wouldn't do them any good to think like that,
and it wouldn't do Jaina any good to pick up on such negative thoughts when she
was trying to find a way for them to survive.
She already did that once, Kyp thought with a smile. He had been sure
they were dead when the battle cruisers took out the shields, but Jaina had
been determined and had pulled off the most amazing emergency landing Kyp had
ever heard of. He would have to make sure to tell Han about it if they made it
back.
When we make it back, Jaina said sharply. We have to make it back. I
promised Jag and the children that we would.
Kyp glanced at her, saw the fierce determination in her eyes, the same that had
been burning when she brought the Bandit in for a crash landing, and
knew that she was right. They would find a way off this planet.
Somehow.
"I ssmell ssomething," Tesar hissed softly, his tail perking up in
the air. He raised his head and sniffed the air carefully.
Jaina motioned for everyone to stop and waited, watching Tesar patiently, and
Kyp felt her reaching out with her own senses to probe the jungle around them.
Tesar's eyes widened and his mouth opened hungrily. "I ssmell food,"
he hissed. "Ssomeone is cooking meat."
"Which means we're not alone on this planet," Octa said. "Maybe
they have a ship we can use or at least a communications device to call for
help."
"I just want some of whatever they're cooking," Valin groaned,
licking his lips. "I could eat an entire mynock by myself."
"Let's go check it out, then," Hajima said, her eyes wistful.
Kyp looked at Jaina expectantly. She shrugged. "We need to find out where
we are, and Octa's right, they might be able to help us." She waved at
Tesar. "Lead the way, Tesar. We'll follow your nose."
Tesar took off a brisk pace through the jungle, his nose raised in the air. Kyp
followed, with Octa matching him pace for pace as if it was a race to see who
could get there first. Behind him, he was aware of the others running along at
a more relaxed pace, and could hear Valin and Tam discussing all the types of
cuisine they could go for right then.
Kyp plowed on after Tesar, with Octa at his heels. He was oddly pleased to know
that he could outdistance her at any time if he chose to.
I have a bad feeling about this all the sudden, Jaina called tensely.
As soon as she said that, so did he. Me, too.
Up ahead, Tesar came to a sudden and stiff halt. "I do not think that
thesse oness will offer the kind of help we wissh," he hissed softly.
Kyp darted up behind him and peered over his shoulder.
Ahead was a massive military compound, swarming with soldiers. From the design
of the warehouse, it was very obvious what was stored there was not military
personnel, but a complete high powered weaponry arsenal.
The soldiers were wearing dark green uniforms, but Kyp didn't need to see them
to know who they were. He would have known from the seal on the side of the
warehouse.
Or from the large anti-Jedi logo that he had come to know as the signature of
the Revolutionaries.
He felt Jaina come up beside him, and heard her hiss of surprise as she took in
the scene before them. He glanced over his shoulder at her, and gave her a grim
smile.
"Well, looks like we found that weapons base after all, Goddess," he
said.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ben
Skywalker awoke to the sound of soft crying.
Blinking, he opened his eyes and saw Padme huddled beside him, her face buried
in her brother's shoulder. Anakin was hugging her tightly, rocking back and
forth, using the Force to whisper silent reassurances to her.
What happened? Ben thought, wincing as his head exploded in pain.
The last thing he remembered was playing in the meadow. Padme had screamed, and
they had started running, and the air had been coarse with fear, but after that
everything was still dark and fuzzy.
He groaned and sat up, drawing the attention of his cousins. Padme's eyes went wide
and she squirmed out of Anakin's embrace to throw herself at Ben, sobbing and
clutching him desperately. Ben draped an arm around her gently, hugging her.
"What's wrong, Pady?" he asked.
"Bad men, Ben," she sobbed. "Bad men take us."
Take us? Ben blinked. He looked at Anakin over her head, raising an
eyebrow inquisitively.
"Peace Brigade," Anakin replied quietly, his eyes red and shimmering
with unshed tears. "They..." he trailed off, unable to say anything
more.
He didn't need to, though. Ben remembered men chasing Padme, remembered green
uniforms and the sounds of blaster fire, and the darkness, Padme's scream
echoing in his mind.
"They kidnapped us?" Ben asked. "From the meadow?"
Anakin nodded sadly.
Ben was in shock. How could the Peace Brigade have gotten onto Naboo, much less
into Theed? The Jedi would have felt them, wouldn't they? At least Dad
should have, Ben muttered silently. But he didn't, or he would have
stopped them.
"They came in while you were asleep," Anakin said, jolting Ben out of
his revere.
"They did?" Ben asked. "Why? What did they want?"
"They brought stuff for Padme's cut," Anakin replied.
Cut? Ben hadn't seen a cut. He felt a prick of fear in the back of his neck.
"She's hurt?" he asked. "Where at?"
"Pady, show Ben your cut, okay?" Anakin asked her.
Padme disengaged herself from Ben's arms, and rolled up the sleeve on her left
arm. Ben distractedly noticed that she had lost her robe. A bacta strip wrapped
around her slender lower arm, and Ben could see the outline of a long gash on
her skin.
"How did you get this?" Ben asked her worriedly.
She swallowed. "The bad men hurt you, and I tried to help you, and-"
Ben stiffened. "Tried to help how, Padme?" he asked, sharper than
he'd intended to. Padme winced and he felt his expression soften. He placed a
hand on her shoulder. "I'm sorry, Pady. I'm just tired and scared. I
didn't mean to snap at you, okay?"
Padme nodded. "'Kay."
"Can you tell me how you tried to help us?" Ben asked, gently this
time. "You didn't use your powers, did you?"
Padme shifted uneasily. "Only a little," she said softly. Ben cringed
mentally. "I built the barrier around you," she said hurriedly.
"Like Uncle Luke showed me. He said I could do it if it was
important."
Ben nodded, relieved that she hadn't done anything too extreme. "Yes, he
did. And it was important. Very important. Thank you for trying to protect me
and Anakin. That was very brave."
Padme beamed up at him. "The bad men tried to touch you, but they
couldn't, cause of my barrier. The mean man said I was doing it and they tried
to grab me. I yelled and yelled and the mean man got mad, and he was so mean to
me, and he hurt me, Ben. He hurt me."
"And her powers sort of lit up the air around us," Anakin added.
"I saw a bright light before I fell asleep."
Ben felt a wave of anger wash over him. They had not only kidnapped them, but
they had hurt Padme. She was just a little girl, only four years old, and they
had hurt her. His cousin. They had hurt his cousin.
Just wait until Jaya finds out, he thought to himself with cold
satisfaction. Jaina would come for them, he knew that, and maybe Jag, too. And
he was certain that his parents were already searching for him. They would find
them, and they would deal with the Peace Brigade. Especially his mother. If
there was one thing Ben knew about his mother, it was that it wasn't a smart
idea to make her angry. And nothing made her angrier than when people hurt her
family.
Ben almost felt sorry for his kidnappers. They had no idea what a powerful
force they had unleashed on themselves.
And Ben was sure that his mother would not be the only one out for blood. He
wouldn't be at all surprised if his Uncle Han and Aunt Leia came along, too.
Everyone knew Han Solo was a nasty person to have as an enemy, but Ben knew
that his Aunt Leia could be even worse. She was, after all, a Jedi.
Maybe they'll bring the Falcon, Ben thought. And we can all ride home
together. Uncle Han promised he'd teach me how to fly it sometime.
He reached out with the Force for his mother, calling to her as loud as he
could, but he hit a wall of some kind, some obstruction limiting his
perceptions to the are he was enclosed in. He could not extend himself beyond
the walls of his prison.
Of course they'd have ysalamari, Ben thought with a sigh. We are
Jedi, even if we're just kids. And after what Padme did in the meadow, they're
probably afraid of us.
Which was not necessarily a bad thing.
"They said they was going to hurt Mama if we didn't behave," Padme
sniffled, her eyes brimming with a new set of tears. "They can't hurt
Mama, can they?"
Ben hesitated, not wanting to give her false hope, but he found that he didn't
believe anyone could beat Jaina. Who cares if I am a little biased? he
asked himself. It's what I believe, and it's what Padme and Anakin need to
hear.
"Your Mama will be fine," he promised. "She's out on a mission,
remember? I bet those dumb Peace Brigaders don't have a clue where she is. And
as soon as she finds out they've taken us, she's going to be very upset with
them, and we know what a bad idea it is to upset your Mama, don't we?"
Padme nodded. "Mama don't like bad men."
"No," Ben agreed. "None of us do."
Padme frowned, her lip trembling. "But what about Papa? What if they try
to hurt him?"
"Papa's still on Coruscant," Anakin muttered dully, bitterness mixed
with the fear in his voice.
Ben squeezed Padme's hand. "Don't worry about your Papa. He'll go to Naboo
and Uncle Jacen and Gramma and Granpa, and my Mom and Dad will be there with
him. The Jedi will protect him."
"They didn't protect us," Anakin grumbled.
Ben shot him a dark look, but he was aware that Anakin did not say it out of
spite or annoyance, but out of fear. Looking back at Padme, he squeezed her
hand again. "Your Mama and Papa will be fine. And so will we."
"Promise?"
"Promise," he said firmly.
It amazed him how that was always enough for Padme. If Ben or Anakin said it
would be okay, then it would. She never doubted them, trusted them to keep her
safe, and that trust filled Ben with a warmth brighter than the twin suns of
Tatooine.
Ben glanced around the gray room they were being kept in, which was completely
bare except for a pile of blankets and ration bars in the opposite corner. He
stood and walked over to them, picking them up and carrying them back to where
Padme and Anakin waited.
He dropped the blankets at their feet, then handed them both a rations bar. He
kept one for himself, then placed the extras off to the side since they didn't
know how long they would have to last.
Padme wrinkled her nose at the bar in her hand. "This yucky," she
said.
Ben rolled his eyes. She hadn't even opened it yet. "Just try to eat it,
okay, Pady? It's all we have and I know you're hungry."
Padme shook her head. "Not that hungry."
"I am, though," Anakin said. "And I can't eat unless you
do."
Padme sighed, but began to unwrap her bar. She took a large bite, and made a
face of disgust, but Ben was pleased to see she kept eating.
He opened his and took a bite, nearly gagging at the stale taste. Padme was
right, these were horrible. She must have used her powers to check, Ben
realized. They weren't supposed to use their powers without permission, but
this was only a small thing, and he didn't think his Dad would mind.
Anakin ate his first bite, and his entire little body grimaced, but he took
another bite, and then another. They didn't have anything else to eat, and they
needed to keep their strength up.
Padme was done first, and she curled up with her head on Anakin's lap, closing
her eyes. Her face was pale with exhaustion, and Ben thought she was asleep
before she even laid down. He reached over and grabbed one of the blankets,
gently wrapping it around her.
He leaned back against the wall, watching her sleep, and wondered if he looked
that serene while he slept. Padme looked calm now, which was not a word Ben
would ever use to describe wither of Jaina's children. Padme was always full of
energy and Anakin craved excitement as much as Ben did. The three of them would
sneak off on their own little adventures all the time.
And look what happened this time we did that, he thought to himself.
"Ben?" Anakin asked softly.
Ben looked over at him, and noticed that there were tears in his eyes. "Yes,
Anakin?" he asked.
"Do you think Mama is alright?" Anakin asked quietly.
"I'm sure of it," Ben replied. "Your Mama is strong. No one's
going to get the best of her, I promise."
"I hope not," Anakin said weakly.
Ben squeezed his shoulder. "Don't worry. Your Mama is smarter than any old
Peace Brigader. She'll probably be able to rescue us by herself they're so
stupid."
"You think so?" Anakin asked hopefully.
No, Ben admitted to himself. Out loud, he laughed. "Of course. And
don't you worry about her out on her mission, okay? I bet you she's doing
everything she can to stay far, far away from any Peace Brigaders."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jaina
stared at the compound before her, swarming with Peace Brigade soldiers.
"We need to get closer," she hissed at her team.
"Closer?" Chane asked. "I was thinking more along the lines of
farther away."
"You know Jaina," Merik whispered wryly. "She's got a daily
quota of 'totally insane, crazy things to do to get your squadron killed'
to fill."
"I'm all for it if you're the one who gets killed," Kyp muttered.
"Me, too," Octa growled, shooting Merik a dark look.
Kyp blinked in surprise. Did we just agree on something? he asked
himself in shock. And even more shocking was that she had opted for Merik to be
killed instead of him, as he would have expected from her.
Maybe you two are finally starting to connect on a level other than being
obnoxious brats, Jaina snickered in his mind.
Kyp glared at her. Cute, Jaina. Cute.
I thought so, she replied smugly, then turned her attention back to the
base ahead of them, and he felt alarm prick through her. "Hey, where did
those guards go?" she hissed.
Kyp blinked and looked over her head. As far as he could see, the soldiers were
still going about their business.
"They're still there," Imara whispered. "Are your eyes okay,
Jaina? Maybe you hurt them in the crash. The Peace Brigaders are still
there."
"Not them," Jaina whispered tersely. Kyp saw every muscle in her
well-toned body tense. "There were a group of them right in front of that
skiff, and now they're gone."
"I saw them, too," Valin said quietly. "They were looking at
some sort of scanner."
Kyp stiffened. A scanner? Could they have... No, he told himself,
shaking his head. There's no way a scanner could have picked up our
presence. We're Jedi, we're shielding. No machine could have pinpointed our
location.
Could it?
"Thiss one hass a bad feeling about thiss," Tesar hisses just behind
Kyp's ear.
"It's a trap," Alema said, anger and panic seething in her voice.
"They know we're here."
"How?" Hajima demanded. "How could they possibly know we're
here, Alema? You're not thinking clearly."
"I think Alema is right," Nianne said softly, fear in her voice.
Kyp felt a presence behind them and turned to find a legion of Peace Brigaders
standing behind them. Before he could even comprehend that they had managed to
sneak up on Jedi, on a whole group of Jedi, Jaina was flipping over his head,
lightsaber drawn and slicing through the first guard.
Kyp called his own blade to life in his hand and lunged forward, the others
just a second behind him. he swung his lightsaber downward to slice through a
blaster, then flicked it up to deflect a shot aimed at his face.
"Throw it!" one of the soldiers shouted. "Throw the stang thing,
Jerison!"
Jerison, a shorter man who was in the center of the group, well hidden from the
Jedi's lightsabers, made a grunting sound, then chucked something round at the
Jedi. Kyp dodged it, and it hit the ground with a thud.
It was a gray sphere, and as Kyp peered closer to examine it, it popped open
and red mist began to seep out of it. Kyp jumped back in surprise, and a thick
red cloud expanded around them, engulfing the Jedi and the Peace Brigaders.
Since none of the Peace Brigaders had on breath masks, and since they weren't
worried about breathing in the mist, Kyp decided it wasn't toxic.
They're probably hoping it will distract us, he thought with a snicker. They
think we won't be able to fight in this mist.
They didn't know much about Jedi.
The other Jedi coughed, and Kyp found that he, too, was coughing as the vile
smoke burned his nostrils and scorched his throat. He felt hot and dizzy, his
head was spinning, and everything felt heavy and awkward all of the sudden.
What was that stuff? he thought to Jaina.
Only then did he realize he could not feel Jaina. In fact, he could not feel
anything.
The Force was gone.
"Ysalamari," Jaina rasped. "It's some kind of ysalamri
gas!"
The Peace Brigaders were laughing and blaster bolts whizzed through the cloud
of smoke, barely missing the Jedi. "Give up now and we'll let you
live," Jerison sneered.
Sure you will, Kyp thought bitterly. And the Yuuzhan Vong were as
harmless as bantha cubs.
"Run!" Jaina coughed, her voice sounding scratched and rough.
"That's an order! Run!"
Kyp didn't need to be told twice. Even without their Force bond, he knew Jaina
well enough to know she understood they couldn't win an outright fight at that
moment, and she was ordering a retreat in order to save their lives.
He couldn't see much, only blurs and shapes, but he knew there was a Jedi
beside him, a human female from the curves of her body, and he grabbed her by
the arm, determined to keep together. "Hold your breath!" he shouted.
"Durron?" she coughed. "That you?"
Great, Kyp thought. I have to end up grabbing Octa. Why couldn't I
have grabbed Jaina? Or even Hajima or Imara? Stang, even Nianne would be better
than Octa. At least they don't bite my head off every time I open my mouth.
"It's me," Kyp rasped, dragging her towards the line of trees ahead.
He was stumbling and running and coughing and panting all at once. He couldn't
think clearly, everything was strange and hard. All he could focus on was the
jungle ahead and getting to it.
He heard pounding footsteps behind them and could only hope it was the other
Jedi and not the Peace Brigade. If it was, they were dead.
"Keep running," Tam's voice called hoarsely. "Just keep
running!"
At least some of the others got away, too, Kyp thought. And the more
that manage to stay together, the better.
He only hope Jaina had gotten away. He was tempted to turn back and make sure
she had, but he had others with him. Octa was coughing violently and he could
tell she was struggling to keep going. He was supporting her weight as best he
could as they ran.
Besides, Jaina had been the one to give the order to retreat. Kyp knew that she
would not have stayed behind, she would have run, and run as far and fast as
she could. He had to believe that she had made it, and had to hope that she was
not alone, that she, too, had found some of the others to flee with.
And he had to trust her to stay alive.
But that didn't make him worry any less.
They ran and kept running for a long time. Kyp didn't know how long, or how
far, they'd ran for, but when Octa cried out that she couldn't run any farther,
they had finally stopped and collapsed to the ground, gasping and panting for
air.
Kyp glanced around at the group with him, doing a mental check of who had ended
up with him. Octa and Tam were both choking in air desperately, and Chane and
Imara were laying sprawled on the dirt, both looking too exhausted to move.
Five, Kyp thought, a lump rising in his throat. Five of us got away.
What about the other seven?
What about Jaina?
"Is this how Force blind people feel?" Chane groaned.
"If it is I feel sorry for them," Tam said, his breath coming out
short and labored.
"What was that stuff?" Imara asked. "Some kind of ysalamari
mist? It completely knocked the Force away from me."
"From all of us," Kyp replied grimly. "I think we figured out
how the Peace Brigade has been getting the jump on so many Jedi. That stuff
makes us more vulnerable than a bantha in a rancor pit."
"Why hasn't it worn off?" Octa asked hoarsely. She struggled to sit
up, failed, and Kyp offered her his hand. Later, when he could think clearly,
he would be surprised that she had taken it gratefully, and leaned against him
for support. "We're out of range of the Peace Brigade. So why can't we
feel the Force?"
Kyp frowned. She was right. They were definitely far enough form the base now
that the effects should have worn off, but they hadn't. While he no longer felt
sick, he still couldn't feel the Force. It was like being blind, deaf, and half
paralyzed all at once.
"They must have made some kind of gas using ysalamri in it," Imara
rasped. "Somehow they managed to alter it enough that it would stay in our
systems."
"But for how long?" Tam asked. "I mean, it's not permanent,
right? It can't be."
No one answered, and even thought he could not feel the Force, Kyp knew that
they were all scared that it might be. He swallowed hard, refusing to think
that way. "No, it can't be," he said. "When we get back to
Naboo, we'll have to warn Master Skywalker about this, though. Maybe we can get
a sample for Cilghal to study. She might be able to come up with a cure, or
some kind of immunization."
"That doesn't really help us now, though," Chane said.
"No," Imara agreed. "It doesn't. But it will help others in the
future, and that is what matters."
"So what now?" Tam asked. "What do we do? We don't have any idea
where the others are, if they've been captured or killed. We don't know where
we are, we don't have the Force, and we're stranded on a planet overrun by
Peace Brigade and Revolutionaries. This is just not our Sithspawned day."
"The others are okay," Kyp said. "They ran, too, I'm sure of
that. They probably just got separated form us in the smoke. I don't think the
Peace Brigade could have caught up to them if they took off the way we
did."
"You can't feel Jaina at all, can you?" Octa asked softly.
Kyp shook his head. "No," he said quietly. "I can't."
And it's more painful than I ever imagined, he added silently. He
wondered if this was how it felt for Jaina when she had been cut off from Jacen
after Myrkyr. It couldn't be half as painful, because he knew she wasn't dead,
or hoped anyway, and he was only her partner, not her twin. But if the empty,
hollowness he was feeling was half as bad as what Jaina had felt, he wasn't
sure he could have tolerated what she went through.
"I hope she's okay," Octa said quietly.
"Me, too," Kyp said softly.
Silence hung over them for a long moment, then Imara said, "I'm sure
they're all fine. They're probably sitting around just like we are, trying to
plan their next move."
"What is our next move?" Chane asked.
Kyp shrugged. "Survive, first of all. After that, we should try to find
some kind of shelter and food. It would probably be a good idea for us to start
looking around for the others some, and trying to find our way back to the
base."
"Back to it?" Tam asked in surprise.
Kyp nodded grimly. "We need a shuttle to get off this Sithspawned planet,
and I doubt we're going to find one anywhere else. Besides, if I know Jaina,
she'll be thinking that same thing. The others will probably start making their
way towards the base in the morning, after they all get some rest. We should do
the same."
"Kyp's right," Octa said, and Kyp managed to keep the shock off his
face. "We have two main objectives right now. Survive, and find a way off
this planet. The others will have the same goal in mind, so we'll just have to
trust that they'll find a way to join us. We can't waste time and energy out
searching the jungle for them when they could be anywhere."
As much as Kyp hated to admit it, what she said was true. It would be a waste
to spend their time searching for the others, and it wasn't worth the risk. Not
even for Jaina.
If you don't survive, Jaina, Kyp thought at her, even though he knew she
could not hear him. I swear I will never forgive you. Or myself.
"So what's first?" Chane asked. "Food or shelter?"
Kyp's stomach growled and Octa laughed. "I'd say Kyp's voting for
food."
She has a nice laugh, Kyp thought to himself. When Octa flashed him a
smile, he decided she had a nice smile, too. She should do both more often.
"Let's find food first," Kyp agreed. "Then we'll figure out
something for shelter." He stood and glanced up at the sky overhead. It
was already growing dark, which meant nightfall was fats approaching. They
needed to find food and build some kind of dwelling to last the night soon.
The others stood as well, Octa with a little bit of trouble. Kyp helped her to
her feet, and she gave him a grateful smile, which, for reasons he could not
understand, made him smile back at her.
There was a faint howling off in the distance, and the hair on the back of
Kyp's neck stood on end. He felt Octa squeeze his arm worriedly. The others
looked around nervously, the tension thick enough to be cut with a vibroblade.
"It's nowhere near here," Kyp promised, although for all he knew it
could have been only a few meters away. "Don't worry about it. Worry about
food instead."
Everyone seemed to relax some at his reassurance. Everyone except for Kyp. He
really had no idea where the noise had come from, any more than he did what had
made it. All he knew was that they were without the Force, lost in the middle
of the jungle on a strange planet they knew nothing about. All sorts of
creatures could be lurking in the foliage around them, just waiting to make
them their supper.
Kyp swallowed hard, then started forward, looking around for some kind of
berries or fruit, or anything that was even remotely edible.
He only hoped that the others were safe, especially Jaina. He hoped they had
managed to escape, to find shelter and food. But most of all he hoped that
whatever had made that howling sound had been nowhere near them.
Let's just hope nothing stumbles across us, either, he thought grimly. I
don't think we want to become a meal for some pack of hungry, ravenous beasts.
The howl echoed again, this time sounding louder, and Octa tightened her grip
on Kyp's arm. Part of him was wondering why it felt so nice to have her
clutching him so close to her, but the rest of him was too distracted to worry
about that.
The howling was getting closer.
Much, much closer.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jacen
Solo's eyes snapped open and he let out a hiss of air.
Jaina? he called desperately. Jaina?
Had he imagined her voice? He had been asleep, maybe he had only dreamed it.
He shook his head. No, he had not imagined it. Jaina had cried out to him, and
somehow, despite the distance between them, he had heard her.
He felt his wife stir beside him and turned her head to him, blinking.
"Jacen, my love?" she asked, her voice groggy. "What is
it?"
"I felt Jaina," Jacen replied quietly.
Tenel Ka sat up quickly. "She is alright, then? You can feel her?"
"I felt her," Jacen said. "I can't feel her anymore. There was a
surge of her presence, and then it was cut off, like someone switched off a
light."
He felt Tenel Ka stiffen in worry. "She is not..."
"Dead?" Jacen asked. He shook his head. "No. She's not dead.
Just in trouble." He met her gray gaze steadily. "I think she's
surrounded by ysalamari. That's the only thing I can think of. I know she's
alive, it wasn't her death that I felt, more like a surge of surprise and
anger, and then nothing."
Tenel Ka took his hand in hers. "I am certain Jaina will be fine, my love.
She is quite resilient."
Jacen smiled weakly. "Yeah, I know." He sighed, running a hand
through his hair. "I think I should go speak to Jag. He needs to know
Jaina is definitely alive, and I want to talk to Uncle Luke about this."
Tenel Ka nodded. "I think that is a good idea." She climbed out of
bed, her teal slip clinging to her body in an alluring manner. Had Jacen not been
distracted, he would have forgotten where he was planning on going. "I
will check on Owen. Just to be certain he is alright."
Jacen nodded. He knew that Tenel Ka had felt uneasy about her son's safety ever
since his niece and nephew had been kidnapped. He understood that fear, for he
felt it, too, but he knew that Owen was safe among the Jedi. And no one would
get past Tenel Ka, no matter what.
He slid on a white shirt over his sleep pants, and went to the 'fresher to
splash water on his face. As soon as he was fully awake, he slipped out of the
apartment and headed for the suite of rooms that belonged to his sister and her
husband.
He knocked on the door softly and Jag's voice called out, "Come in."
Jacen was not surprised to find Jag awake. He knew his brother-in-law had not
been sleeping well since Anakin and Padme's kidnapping, he had felt his
restlessness through the Force, and he suspected Jag had not slept at all since
word of Jaina's accident.
He was, however, surprised to find Corran Horn sitting in the living area,
leaning forward in one of the hoverchairs and talking to Jag eagerly.
Jag and Corran looked up at him. "Jacen," Jag said, smiling.
"I'm glad you're here."
Jacen blinked in surprise. Jag was smiling? Had he already heard that Jaina was
alive? That seemed the only explanation, but Jacen couldn't figure out how he
would have known.
"I felt Valin," Corran said, answering his unasked question. "I
felt him clearly, and Jaina was with him. I got just enough to know they were
both alive and okay when my connection to him cut off." He raised an
eyebrow. "I take it you felt the same thing with Jaina?"
Jacen nodded. "I think there's ysalamari nearby. That's the only
explanation I can think of that would explain the way they snapped out."
Corran pressed his lips together grimly. "That's what I think, too.
They’re cut off from the Force, but definitely alive.”
“Which is good enough for me,” Jag said. Jacen studied him for a moment,
pleased to see that his coloring had started to return to normal, and, even
with the dark circles under his eyes, he looked happier than Jacen had seen him
in days.
“They’re in trouble, though,” Jacen said, biting his lip. “Jaina, at least.”
“What else in new?” Jag asked with a weak smile.
Jacen snorted in agreement. “I wish we had an idea of where they might be. I
couldn’t locate her, but I got that she was very, very far away.”
“The Unknown Regions,” Jag said without hesitation. “That’s where their signal
cut off. Jaina must have found a way to touch down on one of the planets nearby
before the ship exploded.”
Jacen gave him a dubious look. “They might have been captured.”
Jag shook his head. “Not Jaina. She’s too good a pilot to have let their ship
be taken. If it was destroyed, it was after she and the others had abandoned
it.”
Jag sounded so sure of it that Jacen couldn’t find it in himself to argue. He
hoped Jag was right. He wanted to believe he was.
“So now what?” Corran asked. “Do we send people out to look for them? Luke’s
already committed those Jedi not on missions right now to finding the kids. And
the military won’t give us aid to find a Jedi strike team, no matter how badly
they may want to. They can’t afford to with all the problems the
Revolutionaries are causing. There’s no way Chancellor Elyasian can give an
order to assist us. It would be political suicide. The Senate would go space
happy.”
“Couldn’t your uncle do something?” Jacen asked Jag.
Jag shook his head. “No. He has already pressed the extent of his authority with
maters dealing with the Revolutionaries.”
“And with the coordinates of those smaller weaponry bases Jaina sent us,”
Corran added. “Wedge is going to have his hands full.”
“What about Rogue Squadron?” Jacen asked Jag.
Jag hesitated, his eyes flickering. Jacen felt turmoil rise up in his
brother-in-law, even though his face remained passive. “I have yet to decide
where we will be most useful. Out searching for Jaina, or out searching for the
children.”
Jacen winced, regretting his words. Jag had to have been torn, unsure of who he
needed to rescue, his wife or his children. Jacen knew Jag loved his children,
he didn’t need the Force to see how fiercely devoted he was to them. But he
also loved Jaina, loved her enough to risk his life, his soul, to keep her from
harm.
Who would I save, Jacen wondered sullenly, if it came down to it?
Tenel Ka or Owen?
He didn’t know. He only hoped he never had to be in the position to make that
decision.
The position Jag was in now.
Corran picked up on Jacen’s realization and shot him a dark look of agreement.
Then he turned back to Jag and squeezed the pilot’s hand. “Jaina is a survivor,
Jag. Always has been, always will be. It’s in her blood. If anyone can get out
of this mess she’s in, it’s her. Whatever you decide, just make sure it’s the
decision Jaina would make.”
What would Jaina do? Jacen wondered. Go after Jag or Anakin and
Padme?
It was an easy answer. As heartbreaking as leaving Jag to fend for himself
would be, as much as it would kill her, she would go after their children.
Jacen didn’t know what he wanted Jag to do.
“I’ll go speak with the Council,” Corran said, standing. “Perhaps something has
been found about the children.”
Jag nodded silently.
Jacen smiled at Corran as he passed. Thank you, he called with the
Force.
Corran nodded, then slipped out of the apartment, leaving Jacen alone with Jag.
Jag didn’t seem to notice he was even there. He sat still, staring at his hands
as if they could give him an answer to the horrible choice before him. His face
was rigid, his jaw set tightly, and his eyes burned with a sorrow that Jacen
could neither comprehend nor understand.
Jacen felt sorry for Jag. The decision before him was an agonizing one, one
Jacen did not know if he could make. If he chose to go after the children, he
would be abandoning Jaina, but if he went after Jaina, he would be forsaking
Anakin and Padme.
Either choice would bring great pain to the dark haired pilot.
“Jacen?” Jag asked quietly, not looking up.
Jacen swallowed. “Yes?”
“Would you mind leaving?” Jag asked gently. “I’d like to be alone for a while.”
Jacen nodded. “Of course. I’ll go see if my uncle has anything new to report.”
“Thank you,” Jag said.
Jacen let himself out of the apartment, pausing for a moment just outside the
door.
May the Force be with you, Jag, he prayed silently. And with Jaina
and the children, where ever they are.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jag Fel had
faced many tough decisions in his life, but none as hard as the one before him
now.
What do I do? he thought desperately. Who do I save?
Jag had never dreamed he would be forced to choose between his children and
Jaina. His children and his career, yes, his children and Coruscant,
definitely, but his children and his wife? Never.
Even though Jag was not a Jedi, he knew that Jacen understood the dilemma he
was facing. He wished he knew what Jacen thought he should do, but at the same
time he did not want anyone else making this decision for him.
He asked himself what Jaina would do, but that was all too easy an answer.
Jaina would choose the children. She would torture herself with guilt and
sorrow, she would hate herself forever for leaving him, but she would choose
the children over him.
And that was exactly how Jag would want it.
But he could not bring himself to leave Jaina. He had loved her forever, it
seemed, and he could not imagine going on without her. How could he, when she
was the fire that breathed life into his very being?
He knew what Jaina would have him do. He knew what she would ask of him, if she
could speak to him at that moment. She would say that it was a terrible thing
that he had to choose between her and the kids, but she was an adult, they were
only children. She had lived twenty-five years, they no more than five. They
were two lives, she only one. She was only his wife, and as much as he loved
her, they were his children. Their children. The most precious creation
from the very love that he shared with her.
She would tell him to let her die before abandoning the children.
He knew that, knew it with all of his heart, and yet he could not bring himself
to make that decision.
Jaina was more than just his wife, she was his heart, his soul. There was no
life without Jaina.
And yet Padme and Anakin were his children. Jaina's children. They depended on
him, looked up to him, trusted him to keep them safe and make all their
problems go away. They had faith in him when he didn't have faith in himself.
Anakin wanted to be like him, it was obvious from the way his son would run
around the house on Coruscant with Jag's TIE helmet on his head, pretending to
be a fighter pilot. Padme believed that there was nothing he couldn't fix, she
ran to him when she was scared or hurt and knew he would move the planets and
stars to make her smile.
Anakin had his mother's spirit, her cocky smile. Padme looked like a green
eyed, miniature copy of Jaina. They weren't Jaina's children, they were more
than that. They were Jaina. They were her hopes and dreams, her strength and
weakness, all rolled into one.
Jag knew what he had to do.
He hated it, hated himself for it, but he knew it was the right thing to do.
He walked over to the comm-unit in the back of the living area, and swiped his
ID card, his heart heavy in his chest. A moment later, Piggy's face appeared on
screen. The Gammorean looked didn't look surprised to see him, and Jag saw a
flash of pity and sadness flicker across his face.
So they knew, then. Not just about the children, but about Jaina, too.
"Colonel Fel," Piggy said.
"Piggy, I need you to gather the squadron," Jag said. "We're
going after my children."
Piggy nodded. "As ordered, sir." He hesitated, then asked, "Any
news about the Goddess?"
Jag swallowed hard. "No. She's alive, but I don't know for how long. As
soon as my kids are safe, we're going to find her, too. If it's not too
late."
"I hope it's not, sir," Piggy said quietly. "The squadron is
ready and willing. We've been expecting your call. We can reach Naboo within a
standard day."
"Thank you," Jag said. "I will see you then."
He cut the transmission, feeling wearier than he could ever remember feeling.
It was done. He had made his decision.
He would go after the children, and Jaina would have to fend for herself. If he
could save Anakin and Padme, and if Jaina was still alive by then, he would
return the kids to Naboo and he would go after her alone. He would not stop
searching until he found her, even if he had to rip apart the stars themselves
to find her. He would scour every corner of the Unknown Regions until she was
back in his arms.
He straightened suddenly, as the words rang in his mind. The Unknown
Regions.
He slid his ID through the comm-unit again, this time typing in the data for
Nirauan. His father's face leapt onto the screen after a long pause, this one
taking longer than the connection to Coruscant had, given the distance between
Naboo and Nirauan.
"Jagged," his father said, his eyes holding surprise. "I haven't
heard from you in a while. Are you-"
"I do not have time for this, Father," Jag cut him off. "Padme
and Anakin have been kidnapped."
Soontir Fel's eyes went wide in shock, and Jag saw a cold anger settle in his
father's dark eyes. "Who?" he demanded.
"The Peace Brigade," Jag answered.
Soontir scowled, and Jag remembered how much his father detested them after the
encounter on Mon Calamari years ago, when Jaina had been taken after Peace
Brigaders had attacked her while on an outing with Soontir and his family.
"I will send troops to Naboo at once," Soontir said, his voice gruff
with barely checked anger. "We'll help you find the children and destroy
the Peace Brigade, regardless of what Harger wants."
Jag shook his head. "I appreciate that, but I must decline." Seeing
the surprise on his father's face, he explained. "I need something else
from you, something that is just as important, but something that I cannot do
myself." He felt his breath catch in his throat, but he forced the words
out. "Jaina is missing. Her ship was destroyed somewhere in the Unknown
Regions, but she is still alive. The Jedi have felt that. She's somewhere with
ysalamari, so they can't get a lock on her location, and that means she's
without the Force."
Jag watched a range of emotions play across his father's face. Fear, worry,
anger, sadness. Finally the Baron spoke. "I am sorry to hear about
Jaina."
"Thank you," Jag said hoarsely.
"You wish for me to send out squadrons to search for her?" Soontir
asked.
Jag nodded. "Please."
"Of course," Soontir said. "I will go after her myself, and I'll
take the best pilots I have. We'll find Jaina. Don't worry about that. You just
concentrate on finding the children."
"I will," Jag said, a new wave of determination washing over him now
that he knew Jaina would not be forsaken. "And Father? I can't tell you
how much this means to me that you're willing to go behind Harger's back and
find her for me."
"You don't have to tell me how much it means," Soontir replied.
"I can see it in your eyes." A slight smirk crossed his lips.
"Besides, I hate Harger. I can't think of anything I'd rather do than
rattle his skull around a little."
Jag smiled despite himself. "That would be an unforgettable sight."
Soontir chuckled. "It would, wouldn't it?" His jaw set grimly, and
his dark eyes flashed with a cold fury. "Vape a Peace Brigader for me,
son. And then vape another one."
Jag's gaze was just as deadly as he nodded. "I intend to, Father," he
replied coldly. "I intend to."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Valin?"
Jaina called, panic barely concealed in her voice. "Valin, where did you
go?"
Valin stuck his head around one of the massive tree trunks. "I'm right
here, Jaina."
Jaina blushed slightly. "Sorry. It's weird not being able to feel you with
the Force. I keep thinking you wandered off."
Valin shrugged. "Don't feel bad. I've been looking over my shoulder every
couple of minutes to be sure you're still there."
Jaina laughed. "I'm hard to loose."
"I'm glad," Valin said. "And I'm glad you're here with me."
Jaina grinned. "You mean so you aren't the only one lost in the jungle,
wandering around without food or water, suffering from exhaustion and hunger,
surrounded by Force knows what, with Peace Brigaders searching for us, and no
way off this Sithspawned planet?"
Valin nodded. "Yep. Exactly."
"Okay, good," Jaina replied. "Just checking."
They started walking again, and Valin felt his stomach growling. He
instinctively reached out with the Force to calm his hunger, only to remember
that he could not feel the Force. he sighed in frustration.
"I keep doing that, too," Jaina told him, catching on to what he was
trying to do. "We'd make horrible bantha scouts, huh?"
Valin snorted. "My grandfather was a bantha scout, and he probably
couldn't get himself off this planet."
"Yeah, well, my grandfather was an evil Sith Lord," Jaina shot back
dryly. "And somehow I don't think even he could find a way out of this
mess."
Valin thought she was probably right.
Jaina's stomach rumbled this time and she shook her head. "I'm so hungry I
could eat that mynock you were drooling about earlier."
"I'm so hungry I'd eat a Hutt," Valin replied.
"Eeew," Jaina wrinkled her nose. She gave him a playful shove.
"That's just Sith, Valin."
Valin shot her a wry grin. "When you're hungry, you're hungry. Besides,
you know us men. We think with our stomachs, not our heads."
"That's definitely true of most of the men I know," Jaina snickered.
She ducked under a low hanging branch, and Valin saw the toe of her boot catch
on an unearthed root. She stumbled, going down, but he darted to her side and
caught her by the arm. He steadied her against him, shooting her a wry smile.
"Not quite as graceful as I remembered you being, Jaina. I think bearing
children has slowed you down."
He got another playful smack for his comment, but Jaina's eyes were bright with
amusement. "At least I have an excuse, Horn."
"Hey, I have one, too," Valin protested.
Jaina raised an eyebrow challengingly. "Really now?"
"You try having Syal Antilles for a girlfriend," Valin shot back with
a smirk.
Jaina chuckled. "Syal has the kind of natural grace my mother does. She
makes it look easy."
Valin frowned. "You're graceful, too."
"Not in the same way," Jaina replied. "I'm graceful when I fight,
when I run, when I fly. The rest of the time I'm just confident and bold. My
mother, and Syal, too, have a regal grace about them. It's there all the time,
but it shines through in the simple moments instead of in battle, you
know?"
The scary thing was, Valin did know. Syal moved with simple, gently movements.
She was quiet, but spoke with firm conviction. She had a way with words, and
with people, that Valin could never have. He supposed she was a lot like
Jaina's mother.
He just hoped she didn't decide to be a politician.
"Uh oh," Jaina murmured, drawing Valin's attention away from his
thoughts. He turned to see her staring up at the sky, a frown on her face.
"What?" he asked. "What is it?"
She nodded at the sky. "Storm clouds," she answered. Valin looked up
and was startled to see she was right. Thick, dark clouds were billowing
overhead, and in the distance he heard a low rumbling that sounded like
thunder. "Looks like we're in for a storm."
"Another thing to add to the list of things that have gone wrong on this
mission," Valin muttered. "Now we're going to get soaked."
Jaina grimaced. "Great."
Valin looked her over carefully, judging the thickness of her clothes. The
fighting pants she wore had been ripped and torn, both knees were open to the
elements, and one strap of her tank top had been broken. He seriously doubted
they would offer much protection from the rain. Although it was hot and humid
in the jungle during the day, he knew, from his lessons and from living on
Yavin Four, that once the sun went down, the temperature would, too, especially
if it began to rain.
Glancing down at his own tattered pants and shirt, he realized that they were
both going to be very, very cold during the night.
"Hypothermia, here we come," he muttered darkly.
Jaina shot him a weak smile. "Better than being killed by the Peace
Brigade if you ask me. I'd rather let the planet kill me than give them the
pleasure."
Valin nodded his agreement. "Still, I'd rather not die of hypothermia if
it's okay with you. I'd feel rather pathetic after surviving the Yuuzhan Vong
war if all it took to kill me was a little rain."
Jaina's smile brightened slightly. "You have a point there. Imagine what
people would say about us."
"Jaina Solo Fel, hero of the Yuuzhan Vong war, and Valin Horn, daring Jedi
Knight, whom not even Lord Shimmra could destroy, defeated by the cruelest
enemy of all. Mother Nature."
Jaina laughed, and Valin found himself laughing with her. It wasn't even funny,
not really, but they were so tired and hungry, so tense with worry and fear,
that they could not help it. Jaina had to lean against him to keep from
collapsing, her tiny body shaking harder than his.
When they finally managed to pull themselves together, Jaina grinned up at him.
"I'm glad you're with me, Valin. And not so I'm not the only one stuck in
this mess. You're a good friend, and you make excellent company."
"So I've been told," Valin replied, grinning back at her.
There was a loud clap of thunder overhead and before they could react, rain
began to pour down on them, angry, furious torrents of water slapping their
faces and soaking them within seconds. Jaina let out a yelp and Valin looked
over at her, and burst out laughing.
She was soaked to the bone, her clothes sticking to her like a second skin, and
her hair was plastered against her face. "You look like a drowned
Wookie," he laughed.
Jaina glared at him. "You don't look much better yourself, Horn. If I
didn't know better, I'd say you were a wet pitten."
Valin snorted. "I'm much cuter than a pitten. Maybe a wet farren, but a
pitten? No way."
Jaina grinned and Valin shook his head in amazement. Even soaked from head to
toe, covered in dirt and grime, she somehow still looked beautiful. If she
could bottle her secret she could make a fortune selling it at those spas Mom
and Iella go to.
But as he looked closer, he realized that Jaina was still shaking, and it was
not from laughing.
Sithspawn! he cursed to himself. I was only joking when I said we'd
die from hypothermia!
"We need to find shelter," he said. "And now. You're going to
freeze to death."
Jaina shot him an incredulous look. "I'm fine. I can handle a little cold.
I've survived weeks on Hoth before, remember?"
"I know," Valin retorted. "I was there. But we don't have the
Force this time, Jaina. And it's not going to take a Hoth storm to kill
us."
Jaina's face paled, but whether it was from the realization or the cold Valin
wasn't sure. "Let's find shelter," she agreed.
They stalked through the thick foliage for what seemed like forever, until,
finally, Valin spotted a hill with an overhang. It was a small dwelling,
probably not big enough for two men, but maybe he and Jaina could squeeze into
it. He had a wiry build, and she was a slender woman.
"There," he said, pointing. His teeth were chattering and his hand
shaking as he gestured at the tiny enclave.
Jaina followed his finger and nodded, water dripping down her face and rivers
of it cascading down her hair. "R-right behind y-you," she said
through clattering teeth.
Valin grabbed her cold hand, and trudged through the water pooling on the
ground. He dragged her over to the hill and knelt beside the opening. It was
going to be a tight fit, but it would do.
"In," he said, gesturing at the opening.
Jaina hesitated, then knelt down and lowered herself into the hole, pushing
herself as far back as she could to make room for him.
Now Valin was the one to hesitate. It was going to be even tighter than he'd
thought. The only way they were both fitting under there was if they
practically slept on top of one another.
Valin frowned. Maybe he should just sit under one of the trees.
"What are you waiting f-for?" Jaina demanded. "Get in
h-here."
Valin hesitated. "Jaina, there's not room for t-two of us."
Jaina glared at him. "Valin Horn, I am your c-commanding officer. If I say
t-there's room, then b-by the Force there's room. Now unless you w-want to
f-freeze to d-death, get your Sithspawned t-tail in here t-this instant!"
She said it with the usual fire and snap, but somehow it just wasn't as
powerful when she was shaking like a skeleton leaf and stammering every couple
of words. Valin smothered a grin. "Yes, ma'am."
He lowered himself in next to her, carefully and gently, and tried to find a
way to lay down beside her instead of on top of her.
I wish Kyp was the one with her instead of me, Valin thought. This
wouldn't be nearly as awkward if it was him having to share a makeshift bed
with her.
"C'mere," Jaina said, grabbing him by the shirt and pulling him down.
She shifted to the side so he could lay flat on the ground on his back, then
positioned herself against his side, her head resting on his chest.
Valin wondered if she could feel how fast his heart was beating.
"Somehow I d-don't think Jag would like this t-too much," he said
with a forced smirk. Or Syal, he added silently.
"Yeah, well, they can b-both just deal with it," Jaina said. Seeing
his surprise, she said, "No, I can't h-hear your thoughts, b-but I know
you, V-valin Horn. You're w-worrying about w-what my husband and your
g-girlfriend would think if they h-happened by and s-saw us like this."
Valin shrugged, or tried to anyway, but there wasn't even enough room for him
to do that.
"Well, they aren't g-going to happen by," Jaina said. "And even
if they did, it w-would be obvious t-that we're trying to survive here. We're
g-going to d-die of hypothermia unless we cons-serve heat, and the b-best way
to do that is w-with body heat."
Valin felt a blush creep onto his cheeks. "I guess you're r-right."
"Stang right I am, I'm the commanding officer here," Jaina replied.
"Now g-give me a hug or something, cause I'm c-colder than an ic-cicle
here."
Valin smiled and draped his arms around her tiny body. She was still shaking,
rather violently he noticed with concern, and he could feel her body trembling
against his.
She's going to freeze, he thought with alarm.
Determined not to let that happen, he tightened his grip on her, pressing
against her as tight as he could, trapping the warmth of the enclave between
himself and the back wall so that she was as warm as possible.
"T-thanks," she rasped. "You're getting a prom-motion when we
get home."
If we get home, Valin thought grimly.
Aloud, he said, "Could you m-make me a Colonel? I've always w-wanted to be
able t-to order around my old man."
"I'd l-like to s-see t-that," Jaina chattered.
"Don't t-talk, okay?" Valin said softly. "We should try to
c-conserve our energy."
Jaina nodded. "'Kay," she said weakly.
Valin felt her warm breath on his neck, but even that felt cool in the dark,
damp little cave they'd crammed themselves into. After a few moments of eerie
silence, Valin felt Jaina's breath even out and he realized she was asleep.
Thank the Force, Valin thought. Maybe sleep would help her. I just
wish she could go into a healing trance.
Still, sleep could also be a bad thing, he remembered that from one of Kam's
lessons back at the Academy. So Valin stayed awake, despite how exhausted he
was, and kept an eye on her. If she stopped breathing or if her body got too
cold, he would wake her up, he would do whatever he had to do to keep her
alive.
He was not going to let Jaina die.
So he kept a silent and watchful vigil over her, while the angry storm howled
outside, plunging the world around them into darkness.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Luke
Skywalker felt like he was back in the Rebellion again.
He was seated beside one of the Jedi computer technicians, who was busy trying
to track down any and all shuttles that had departed Naboo on the day of the
kidnapping. On the other side of Kiko Starkk sat Mara and Jacen. Though the
three of them were not computer people, Luke knew that they were more than
capable of the job.
Besides, it gave them something to do to take their minds off of the anger they
felt towards the Peace Brigade.
"Master Skywalker?"
Luke looked up to see one of the younger Jedi, Harm Lien, if Luke's memory
served him correctly. "Yes?" he asked.
Harm shifted uneasily. "There's a message for you that just came over the
comm-unit. Do you want to take it here or in your private chambers?"
Luke glanced around the room, noting that it was deserted except for Corran
Horn and Jag Fel, who were talking quietly in the corner. Corran had offered to
fly with Rogue Squadron in the rescue mission, and they were going over tactics
that Jag's pilots used.
"I'll take it here," Luke answered.
"I'll have it relayed," Harm said. "It's holo-coded."
Mara frowned. "I haven't heard of anyone using holo-coding since the war
ended." She shot Luke a sharp look. "The Peace Brigade?" she
asked.
Luke nodded. "Possibly." He pushed back his chair. There was an open
space between the terminals. The holo would play there.
The air rippled, then smoothed into a see-through wall.
"It's coming from a long distance away," Harm commented.
Luke felt a wave of uneasiness wash through him. He glanced at the others and
noticed their jaws were clenched. They felt it, too. He glanced over his
shoulder and saw Corran and Jag walking towards him, frowns on their faces.
The ripples shifted and a human face appeared in the air. It was a man, with
red hair and a red beard, a brawny set to his face, and cold gray eyes that
spoke of death and horrors long ago endured.
"Luke Skywalker," the man sneered. "The Jedi Master of Jedi
Masters."
Luke clenched his jaw. "I am he," he said evenly.
There was a long pause, and Harm whispered something about the transmission
coming from somewhere very far away from Naboo.
"I think you know who I am," the man replied.
"Peace Brigade," Luke said calmly, though he felt anything but.
The man nodded. "You may call me Dirk, Skywalker."
"Alright, Dirk," Luke said. "Why have you contacted me?"
"To deliver a message," Dirk said, a smug smirk tugging at his lips.
The image flickered and was replaced by one that sent a rush of ice through
Luke's veins. Behind him, he heard Mara growl, Jacen gasp, and Jag make an
angry noise he couldn't even begin to define.
On screen was an image of the children. Ben sat in the corner, with Padme and
Anakin huddled against him, a blanket wrapped around all three. As far as Luke
could see they were all unhurt, but Padme had a bacta strip on her arm.
Jag saw it, too, and stepped forward, his fists clenched at his sides angrily.
"What did you do to my daughter?" he demanded.
The image wavered, and Dirk appeared back on screen. "That was an
unfortunate accident, Colonel Fel. I assure you. The solider who caused the ...
accident was reprimanded." A cruel smile lit his pale face. "However,
there will be more unfortunate accidents unless you do two very simple things,
Skywalker."
"And what is that?" Luke asked, although he already knew.
"First, you are to disband the Jedi Order," Dirk said. "Second,
you are to order all Jedi to stand down and lay down their weapons. They are to
surrender to the Peace Brigade at once."
"That's ridiculous," Mara snapped. "He can't make them do
that."
"He can, Mara Jade," Dirk said coldly. "Or your son will be the
first to die."
Luke felt Mara's anger explode in a blur of icy hatred, pounding madly to get
loose. Luke was afraid she was going to pull out her lightsaber and slice right
through the comm-unit, but she didn't. Her entire body was shaking with rage,
though, and Luke could almost feel the dark side beckoning to her.
That cooled his own fury about a hundred degrees. Mara, love, he
whispered with the Force. Your anger.
He threatened our son, Skywalker! Mara snarled back. Your son!
I know, Luke said gently. And I also know he won't kill him. At least
not yet. We'll come up with a plan to rescue him, but I need you to stay calm
so we can do that.
He felt Mara reign in her anger and the room returned to its normal
temperature.
"If I refuse to disband the Jedi, you will kill the children," Luke
said. "Do I understand you correctly?"
"You do," Dirk grinned wickedly.
"And if I still refused?" Luke asked. "What then?"
He felt Jag's shock, Jacen's confusion, but blocked it all out. Dirk frowned,
confused and surprised. "You would refuse?" he said coldly. "At
the life of your son and the Fel children?"
"I haven't made any decision yet, Dirk," Luke said coolly. "I am
merely learning my options."
"Then I will destroy the Jedi," Dirk sneered.
"Aren't you already doing that?" Luke asked.
Dirk scowled. "You will not sacrifice your son, Skywalker, any more than
Colonel Fel will sacrifice his. You and I both know that you will do as I say.
You will not condemn the children to death."
No, Luke thought. I won't. "How do I know you won't kill
them anyway?" he asked. "I have no reason to believe you'll let them
live if I do disband the Jedi."
"You'll just have to take that chance then, won't you, Skywalker?"
Dirk snapped. "If you don't disband the Jedi within one standard week, I
will start killing the children. For every day after that that you have not met
my terms, I will kill another child."
"And when you run out of children, Dirk?" Luke demanded. "When
all three are dead and you have no leverage to hold over us? What then?"
Dirk scowled and shifted his gaze over Luke's shoulder. "Colonel Fel,
these are your children, too. He is willing to sacrifice your children. Will
you allow him to do this?"
Luke felt Jag's cold fury raging beneath his calm exterior. His Chiss military
training paid off as well as Luke's Jedi techniques in this situation. "I
am not a Jedi. I have no influence over Jedi matters, nor over Master
Skywalker."
Dirk's lips twitched in a cruel manner. "Then perhaps your children will
die first, Colonel. Which one would you like for it to be? Your son? Or your
daughter?"
"You will not kill my children," Jag stated, his tone frosty and
dark, razor sharp and just as deadly. "Or the Chiss Empire will hunt you
down and see to it that you die the most excruciating death imaginable. And I
assure you, the Chiss have torture practices that even the Yuuzhan Vong would
find cruel. If you lay one hand on either of my children, or on Ben Skywalker,
I will not hesitate to demonstrate some of them on you myself."
Through the Force, Luke sensed that Jag wasn't bluffing in the slightest. If
the children were harmed, Dirk would quickly find himself on the recieving end
of the young Colonel's anger.
"Where is your wife, Colonel?" Dirk sneered. "I'm surprised that
Jaina Solo has not threatened to show me the wrath of a goddess by now. Maybe
she has something more frightening to add to your moving speech."
Despite his bold words, Luke sensed an uneasiness in Dirk, one that was a
result of Jag's threat. "My wife is busy plotting which method of
execution would best befit you," Jag snapped coldly, his eyes glossy with
a raging gleam. "But I would love to pass along a message to her for you.
I'm certain hearing from you would help give her some ... creative ideas."
Luke felt another flinch of concern from Dirk and smiled inwardly. Ah, so
he's afraid of Jaina, too. I suppose he has reason to be.
"If not I can gladly help her out," Mara snarled. "Serving as
the Emperor's Hand, you sort of pick up some interesting methods of torture.
I'm sure Jaina and I could come up with some very intriguing
possibilities."
Dirk's face remained calm, but the spike of fear that shot through him was
evident to everyone in the room, even Jag, who was not Force sensitive.
"You have one week, Skywalker. Then the girl dies."
The transmission cut out sharply, and Dirk's image was gone.
"Padme," Jag rasped, his face pale.
Luke placed a hand on his shoulder. "We won't let him hurt her. I promise
you. We are going to find them, and we are going to see to it that the Peace
Brigade never bothers anyone again."
Jag gave a curt nod of agreement.
"Master Skywalker," Kiko called from his position leaning over the
computer. "I have a confirmed tracking on that transmission."
Luke felt a surge of hope swell up in him. "Where did it come from?"
"Almania," Kiko replied.
Luke froze. Almania? It didn't seem possible. "Are you certain?" he
asked.
Kiko nodded. "Yes, Master. Positive."
"Luke?" Mara asked, concerned. "What is it? What's wrong with
Almania?"
Before Luke could answer, the door flew open and Leia and Han hurried in.
"We heard there was a transmission," Leia said, glancing at Jacen,
and Luke realized her son had called to her. "Did you get a trace on it?"
"Yes, ma'am," Kiko said. "It came from Almania. A planet in
the-"
"I know where it is," Leia cut him off, her eyes meeting Luke's
searchingly. Luke didn't need the Force to know she was remembering when he had
crashed his sabotaged X-wing there, and was taken captive by a former student
named Dolph, who was masquerading as a man named Kueller who tired to take over
the New Republic by threatening to kill Leia's family.
Luke had survived the ordeal only because Leia had come to recuse him, and Han
to rescue her. Luke did not like to recall how close he had come to sacrificing
himself as Obi-Wan had, and he knew that Leia liked remembering it even less.
"What is it with this planet?" Mara demanded, sensing the unspoken
connection between the Skywalker twins.
"A former student of mine named Dolph took me hostage and tried to get
Leia to disband the Republic and hand over the power to him," Luke
answered.
"You were probably too young to remember, Jacen," Leia said.
"But he threatened you children, so I had you sent back to Anoth for
safety."
"I think I remember," Jacen frowned. "Wasn't his name Kewller or
something?"
"Kueller," Han replied coldly. "It was a year before Thrackran
kidnapped you kids."
"Do you know how to get there?" Mara and Jag demanded at the same
time.
Leia nodded. "Yes. We do."
Jag whirled on his heel, yanking out his comm-link and barking out orders to
Rogue Squadron. Mara shot Luke a cool smile. "I'll prep the Shadow."
"We're coming, too," Leia said.
Han nodded. "I'll have the Falcon up and ready to go whenever
you're ready to leave."
"I'm coming along, too," Jacen said. "And Tahiri won't stay
behind even if you order her to. So that's two more on the Falcon."
Luke turned to Corran. "You're in charge while we're gone. I'll try to
keep in contact with you, just in case. If you hear anything from Baron Fel, or
from anyone on Jaina's team, contact me right away, alright?"
Corran nodded. "You just worry about getting those kids back. I'll take
care of everything else."
"And I'll take care of Dirk," Mara sneered.
Luke had no doubt about that.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Zena Fel
strolled into her father's office, and was surprised to find her brother Wik
there waiting.
"Hello, Wik," she said, kissing him on the cheek, since she had not
seen him in several months. "You've grown taller."
He had, and more handsome, too. He was starting to grow a goatee on his chin,
and he looked like a younger, and blonder, version of their father all of the
sudden.
Maybe he always has, Zena thought. And I just never noticed it
before.
"Hello, Zena," Wik said, kissing her on both cheeks gently. "You
look lovely, as always."
"Hello, Father," Zena said, content with a nod in greeting since she
saw him nearly every day.
Soontir Fel nodded, a grim set to his handsome face. "Thank you both for
coming. I have serious news that concerns both of you, as well as your mother.
I have already notified her, but I wanted to tell you both in person."
For a horrible moment Zena thought he was going to say Jagged was dead, that he
had somehow been killed in the line of duty.
Zena gritted her teeth, as if to keep the words from reaching her ears. She did
not want to hear she ad lost another sibling.
She could not hear it.
Her father must have seen this, for he gave her a gentle look. "No one has
been killed," he assured her. "Yet."
Zena nodded, relief crashing down on her. "What's happened, then?"
Soontir sighed, looking weary and haggard. "Jagged called. Anakin and
Padme have been kidnapped by the Peace Brigade."
Cold terror seized Zena's entire body. Not the children. Oh Sith, not the
children!
"Are they alright?" Wik demanded, his jaw clenched.
Soontir nodded. "As far as we know. The Republic and the Jedi are sending
out troops to recover them as we speak."
"But we're going to join them, right?" Wik asked sharply. "We're
not going to just sit back and watch, are we?"
"No," Soontir replied. "We are not. But we are also not going
after the children."
Zena blinked in confusion. Wik's jaw dropped in shock. "What?" her
brother demanded angrily. "What the Sith are we doing, then?"
"I offered to help in the search for the children," Soontir said
calmly, his eyes narrowed. "But Jagged asked me to do something else.
Something much more important."
More important than his children? Zena thought incredulously. What
could possibly be more important to Jagged than his children?
And realization hit her full in the face, like a harsh Hoth wind.
"Jaina," she said softly. "Jaina's in trouble."
Soontir nodded. "She was on a mission with her squadron in the Unknown
Regions when their ship's signal was destroyed. The Bandit was blown up, but
the Jedi say that Jaina is still alive. Her team in believed to have survived
as well. They just don't know where they are."
"But they're in the Unknown Regions," Zena said.
"And we're going to find them," Wik said with a grim sternness.
"My squadron can be ready to deploy within a standard hour, sir."
"Mine is ready to go now," Zena said, ignoring the annoyed glance Wik
shot her.
Why does he always think I'm trying to compete with him? she thought
with a groan.
"Wait for your brother," Soontir said. "I'll join you both at
the hangar in an hour."
Zena started in surprise. "You're going to fly with us?" she asked.
Her father met her gaze evenly. "Jaina is my daughter-in-law. I do not
take kindly to people trying to kill my family." He allowed one corner of
his mouth to lift in a smirk. "Besides, I think I need to teach you two a
thing or two about flying."
Wik scoffed. "Of course."
Soontir ignored him. "I won't be piloting a fighter, though. Someone to
fly a transport to ferry these Jedi off whatever planet Jaina managed to touch
down on. I don't think you want all of your pilots to cram a Jedi into their
cockpits, now do you?"
Zena blushed slightly. "I hadn't thought of that," she admitted.
"No doubt," Soontir replied. "Luckily I had."
"Should I have my pilots carry extra ammo?" Wik asked, his entire
body tense with an eagerness that Zena could relate to. The sooner they got
Jaina out of this mess, the better they would all feel.
"Yes," Soontir replied. "And extra med-kits, as well. The Jedi
have reason to believe that there is ysalamari on this planet. The Jedi may be
hurt."
They're without the Force, Zena thought in horror. She remembered asking
Jaina what it was like for her to be near ysalamari, and her sister-in-law had
replied that it was like being deaf, blind and awkward.
Zena did not like to think how easily it would be for Jaina to be killed with
ysalamari present.
"Which means there's Peace Brigade around," Wik concluded.
Soontir nodded. "Most likely. So I think it would be wise for us to be
prepared for a battle to win custody of the Jedi."
"You think they've been captured?" Zena asked worriedly.
"Jaina, no," Soontir replied. He fixed her and Wik both with a grim
stare. "But if one of her pilots was captured, I think we all know she
would surrender before letting them kill one of her men."
Zena once again felt hatred for the people who had ambushed them all those
years ago, who had used the Fels as hostages to get Jaina to surrender. Once
they had Jaina, they had planned to kill them anyway, and would have, had Kyp
Durron and a group of other Jedi not shown up.
Zena felt a little better knowing Kyp was with Jaina. The Jedi Master would
give his life for her in a heartbeat, and Zena feared that he might have to.
"There are so many planets where she could be," Zena said. "How
are we ever going to find her? It would take forever to search them all!"
"Which is why we are starting immediately," Soontir said. "We
will figure out what planet Jaina is on, and we'll get there in time to rescue
the Jedi."
"And if we arrive only to find Jaina is already dead?" Wik asked
quietly.
Soontir's eyes glazed over with a cold fury. "Then we make certain that
not a single one of those Peace Brigaders makes it off of that planet alive. Do
you understand me?"
Zena nodded, a blazing rage billowing up inside of her. "Yes,
Father."
"Perfectly," Wik said, his voice deadlier than a rancor's claw.
"I understand you perfectly."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Merik?"
a feminine voice called. "Merik, wake up!"
Merik groaned, rolling over. "Go away, baby."
Giggling jolted him out of his sleep and opened his eyes, surprised to see
Nianne leaning over him. Behind her, Hajima was smirking. "Somehow,"
she drawled. "I don't think Chane would appreciate you calling his
girlfriend 'baby', Merik."
Merik rolled his eyes, pushing to his feet. He blinked around groggily. The
cave they had managed to hide out in during the night was still dark, but rays
of sunlight were streaming in through the opening ahead. The floor was dry,
thankfully, and Merik found he actually felt well rested.
"Sleep well?" Nianne asked.
Merik nodded. "Surprisingly, yes. You?"
Nianne shrugged. "I was worried about Chane. I don't sleep well when I'm
worried."
"I'm sure he's fine," Hajima said, placing a hand on her shoulder.
"Chane is a resourceful man, and he is most likely with the others. They
probably found another cave or some other type of shelter to hide in from the
storm."
"I hope so," Merik replied. "That was a nasty downpour. Lasted
all night. I feel sorry for anyone, or anything, that was caught in it."
"I just hope that the others are all okay," Hajima said quietly.
"Without the Force we are vulnerable, and we have no way of knowing if the
others are even still alive."
"I'm sure they are," Merik said, forcing a smile. "After all,
look at all the times Jaina should have been dead but lived to boss me around.
I'm sure they're all huddled together somewhere, plotting some crazy, kamikaze
mission."
"Knowing Jaina," Hajima smiled weakly. "That's probably true."
Merik glanced around, frowning. "Hey, where did Alema and Tesar go?"
There was a thud outside the cave and Tesar stuck his head in. "Thiss one
hass brought breakfast," he hissed.
Merik's stomach growled ravenously, and he bounded out of the cave, temporarily
blinded as his eyes readjusted to the bright sunlight. He could smell meat
cooking, but he didn't see any fire.
"What is that?" Hajima asked.
Merik turned to see Alema leaning over some kind of small rodent-liked animal,
her lightsaber carving and cooking the flesh at the same time. He felt a lump
of bile rise up in his throat, but forced it back down. This was all they had
to eat. If he wanted to survive, he'd eat it.
"I don't know," Alema admitted, glancing up at them. "It was
fast, though, and hard to catch. Tesar had to sprint just to keep up with
it."
And I thought Barbels were supposed to be fast, Merik snickered to
himself.
"We have to ... to eat that?" Nianne asked, sounding like she might
faint.
"You don't have to do anything," Alema replied. "But this is the
only meal you're going to get today, so I would suggest that you hold your nose
and eat it."
"I'm so hungry I'll eat anything," Merik said, his mouth watering as
the aroma wafted into his nose. "Even whatever the Sith that is."
"Then you can be the first to try it," Alema said, holding out a
piece of brown meat to him, a slight smirk on her face.
Merik swallowed hard, and slowly took the meat form her. He stared down at it
for a long moment, swearing that when they got back to Naboo he was going to go
on a strict diet of nothing except nerf steak cooked so well it was black.
"'Do or do not, there iss no try'," Tesar said, his hissing
sounding suspiciously like laughter.
He's right, Merik told himself. Just do it and get it over with.
Closing his eyes, he took a bite out of the meat in his hand, ignoring the way
it oozed in his mouth. He swallowed, forcing the rough meat down his throat,
and opened his eyes in surprise. "Wow," he said hoarsely.
"How is it?" Hajima asked.
"Is it terrible?" Nianne added weakly.
"It tastes like mynock," Merik replied with a slight smile.
"Mynock cooked with a lightsaber, but mynock."
Tesar made a hungry growl and tore himself off a large piece, swallowing it
whole. He licked his lips, his reptilian eyes flashing. "Thiss one likess
the taste of thiss."
Alema and Hajima exchanged a glance, then shrugged and tore off their own
pieces. "Here goes nothing," Hajima muttered, opening her mouth and
dropping in the piece of meat. Her eyes widened in surprise. "Hey, it does
taste like mynock."
"Really?" Nianne asked, and Merik heard her stomach growl.
He tore off another two pieces, popping one in his mouth and handing the other
to her. "Time to find out for yourself."
Nianne hesitated, then slowly placed the meat on her tongue. Merik watched her
face contort in disgust, then relax as she swallowed. "Not bad," she
admitted, still looking ill at what they were eating, no matter how it tasted.
They sat around eating until they were full, and Tesar carried the carcass off
into the jungle to leave it for other predators who would be searching for a
meal. Merik figured that was a good thing, since it would keep them from
being something's next meal.
"What's our plan?" Hajima asked once Tesar had rejoined them.
"We can't just sit around playing bantha scouts all day."
"I always wanted to be a bantha scout," Merik said. "They have
those neat little uniforms with those cool patches and they-"
"Merik?" Alema said, her voice dripping with fake sweetness.
"Fantasize about your misplaced youth later. Right now we have to find a
way off this stang planet, and that's not something bantha scouts could help us
with!"
"What do you think the others will do?" Nianne asked. "We should
probably try to find them. Then we can work on escaping together."
Unless the others have been captured, Merik thought grimly. Or
killed.
"They'll probably head back towards the base," Alema said.
"Which is what we should do, too."
Merik eyed her cautiously. Did she really think the others would go back, or
was she just out for some payback, eager to cause some damage to the Peace
Brigade?
Hajima must have wondered, too, because she said softly, "Just remember we
don't have the Force, Alema. If they find us, we're sitting farrens."
Alema's lekku twitched. "We are still Jedi, even when we cannot touch the
Force."
"Yess," Tesar hissed. "But we are outnumbered sso greatly that
it would be foolissh to russh in and let oursselves be captured or
killed."
Alema glared at him, then sighed in acceptance. "You are correct, Tesar. I
was not thinking clearly. It would be foolish to attack when we are
vulnerable."
Thank the Force she seems to respect Tesar more than she respects me,
Merik thought with relief. Then again, sometimes I think she doesn't respect
me at all.
"So what do we do then?" Nianne asked quietly.
"We find the others," Hajima replied firmly. "And then we let
Jaina decide what to do from there. She's our commander, after all. Let her
decide."
If Jaina's still alive to make that decision, Merik muttered silently. Or
any decision for that matter.
"I hope she's okay," Nianne said softly.
"Of course she is!" Alema scoffed. "Jaina has survived more
impossible situations than all of us put together. She's constantly getting
herself into trouble, and constantly getting herself back out." Her eyes
blazed indignantly, but Merik did not miss the fear there. "Just watch,
we'll find the others and Jaina will be there waiting for us, looking bored to tears."
"She'll probably want to know what took us so long," Merik added,
plastering a fake smile on his face. "I bet she and Kyp have already found
us a way off this planet, and are just sitting around with the Peace Brigaders
they stole it form waiting on them hand and foot, just waiting for us to
stumble by so that we can go home."
"Thiss one hopess sso," Tesar hissed. "Jaina Solo iss a friend.
I have known her many yearss. I would like to know her for many more."
You and me both, Merik thought.
"Let's get started, then," Hajima said, standing. "We have no
idea how far we are from the base, but you should be able to find our way back,
right, Alema?"
Merik was suddenly grateful to have the Twi'lek along. Twi'leks had an uncanny
sense of direction, and Alema had sharpened hers incredibly over the years. She
could probably lead them back to the base blindfolded.
Although the idea of going back was even scarier when you added that to the
mix.
"Yes," Alema said. "Follow me."
Merik groaned. "Why do I have a bad feeling about this?"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Leia Solo,
for she had long since decided to drop the Organa when she dropped out of
office, smiled as the image of Chancellor Elyasian flickered to life on the Falcon's
holo-comm screen.
Kyrie Elyasian was a pretty woman, with a simple, elegant grace that came
naturally and easily. She had fine, narrow features, amber brown eyes that
seemed warm and yet challenging at the same time, and shoulder length hair that
was a rainbow of blond and brown, different shades of both streaking through
her hair.
Kyrie had been a Senator during the Yuuzhan Vong war, but once her planet of
Teyr had fallen to the Vong, she had fled to Mon Calamari and had taken an
active role in the Resistance. In that time, Leia had come to know the woman
quite well, and now considered her among her closest friends.
When Leia had been elected to serve as Chancellor, she had made it clear that
she would only serve until she felt the galaxy's balance had been restored. She
had appointed Kyrie her successor at that time, giving the younger woman a year
to prepare for running the reestablished government. That year had paid off,
and Kyrie had been running things so smoothly that the majority of the Senate
actually supported her.
If that had ever been the case when I was Chief of State, Leia thought
with a smile, Borsk would have died of shock.
"Hello, Leia," Kyrie said, her informality signaling to Leia that
this call was on a private, secure line.
"Hello, Kyrie. Thank you for taking my call," Leia replied with a
smile.
"I'd not refuse a message from the Princess who saved the galaxy,"
Kyrie said with an amused smirk. "What would people think?"
Leia chuckled. "I'm glad to see things are running smoothly on Coruscant,
at least."
Kyrie's face turned serious immediately. "Have you heard any word on
Jaina, yet?" she asked, her tone sympathetic and understanding. Her own
daughter was seventeen, and Leia could well imagine the trouble she found to
get into. Jaina had been the same way at seventeen, only her trouble had always
managed to be more dangerous than not.
"No," Leia said quietly. "The Force is being blocked around her.
Luke meditated for a while, and he's certain that it's ysalamari, although he
felt there was something different about it."
"I'm sure that General Baron Fel will find her," Kyrie said.
"He'll search as long as it takes. He is a very persistent man."
"I'll say," Leia heard Han mutter wryly form the cockpit. "A
persistent pain in the-"
"I agree," Leia said hurriedly, drowning out Han's comment. "I'm
sure that Jaina will be fine. She is her father's daughter, after all."
She smirked, knowing Han was listening. "You just can't get rid of either
of them."
"Not a chance, sweetheart," he drawled. "We Solos are impossible
to lose."
Kyrie smiled. "In this case, I think that is a relief to know. I look
forward to seeing Jaina upon her return to Coruscant."
"I'll be sure to tell her to come see you," Leia promised.
"Now," Kyrie said, leaning forward. "I have come to understand
that this Dirk has threatened the children's lives if the Jedi are not
disbanded."
Leia nodded grimly. "Yes. He has."
"And I trust Luke believes that your strike team can rescue them?"
Kyrie asked.
We have to, Leia thought. They're depending on us. I know what it's
like for Jag, and for Luke and Mara. I remember how painful it was to have the
children taken from me. I found a way to save Jaina and her brothers then, I'll
find a way to save her children now.
"Yes," she replied. "Luke, Mara, Jacen, Tahiri and I are all
Jedi. Jag has trained his pilots for ground combat, as well as aerial battle.
And Han is ... well, Han Solo. Between the seventeen of us, we should be able
to rescue the children and cause a bit of damage to the Peace Brigade base on
Almania."
"If only we knew where their main weapons base was," Kyrie said.
"We could destroy it before they declare war on us."
Leia nodded grimly. "I know. Hopefully, though, we'll be able to get the
location out of one of the soliders on Almania. As soon as we do, I'll send
word to you so you can deploy the fleet to destroy it immediately."
"No need," Kyrie shook her head. "The fleet is going to be
waiting for you in hyperspace just outside of Almania. Our Intel reports
suggest that they have a strong defense force on Almania. I'm going to have the
fleet knock their base out of this galaxy and into the next one."
Leia blinked in surprise. The move Kyrie was making was a bold one, and a risky
one, at that. However, it felt right to Leia, and she knew the Force would not
steer her wrong. "What about us?" she asked. "We'll be on planet
trying to rescue the children."
Kyrie nodded. "I know. That is why the fleet is going to stay in
hyperspace until you reach orbit. Once they're certain that you are all clear,
they'll make the transition to real space and engage the Peace Brigade forces
that will try to detain you."
Leia frowned. "How are they going to know if we're all off planet? The Falcon
and the Shadow might both make it off, but what if one or two of the
Rogue Squadron pilots are lagging behind? They might get caught in the
crossfire."
"Colonel Fel knows the deployment code," Kyrie assured her. "The
fleet will not drop out of hyperspace until he gives them the proper
code."
"So we'd better make sure the kid makes it off Almania then, huh?"
Han said wryly.
Leia rolled her eyes. Of course they would make sure Jag got off the planet. He
was a part of their family, a very loved and respected part of their family,
and everyone liked him. Leia could not have picked a better husband for her
daughter, nor a better father for her grandchildren.
And whether Han wants to admit it or not, she thought with a smirk. Neither
could he.
"You better make sure whoever you stick in command of this fleet knows the
right password," Han said. "Cause I am not going to be happy if some
idiot nerf herder vapes my son-in-law, you hear me, Kyrie?"
Kyrie smiled. "I assure you, Han, you don't need to worry about that. The
officer in command of the fleet would blow up his own ship before vaping his
nephew."
Han blinked. "You mean?"
Kyrie nodded. "General Antilles has agreed to command the assault
fleet."
Leia saw a gleam enter Han's eye. "Well, then, we might just have a chance
in hell to get this done right."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Daddy?"
Wedge Antilles looked up from the datapad on his desk to see his daughter Syal
standing in the doorway of his office. For a moment he almost thought she was
Iella, but her features were much too young to be her mother's, even if they
were almost identical.
Iella Wessiri had been the most beautiful woman Wedge had ever seen when he
first met her all those years ago. With her slender, trim form, her long,
golden blond hair and her brilliant blue eyes. He had fallen in love with her
at first sight.
Now it seemed Syal had inherited her mother's beauty, and Myri, too, now that
Wedge thought about it, but Myri was still young. Still just a child.
Syal was a woman.
"Hey, sweetheart," Wedge smiled, standing and pushing aside his
datapad. He walked around the desk to embrace his daughter. "What brings
you here?"
Syal hugged him tightly. "I had a break between examinations for
schooling. I heard about Padme and Anakin."
Wedge tightened his hold on his child instinctively, even though he knew she
was in no danger. "I'm sorry. I should have called you, but I didn't want
to distract you from your studies."
Syal nodded that she understood. "You're going after them, right?"
she asked. "Mom said that you were."
"Yes," Wedge replied. "Jag and the Solos and Skywalkers are
already under way. The Peace Brigade contacted Luke and they traced the
transmission to Almania."
"I read something about that in my books at school," Syal said, a thoughtful
look on her face. "Luke was held captive there, and Mon Motha sent you and
Leia after him. She was going to denounce you as rogues if you failed."
Once again Wedge was astounded at how much his oldest daughter absorbed form
her books. He had never been much of a scholar, neither had Iella or anyone on
her side of the family. Wedge and his sister had discussed it, but they could
not remember anyone in their family ever being an intellectual of the sort that
Syal was becoming.
"Right," Wedge said. He gave her a crooked smile. "Don't worry
about your cousins. We're going to get them back safe and sound."
"I know," Syal replied. "But those Peace Brigaders..." She
clenched her fists angrily. "They make me so mad. Padme and Anakin and Ben
must be so scared! How dare they steal children?! Especially Jaina and Jag's
children?!"
"Just wait until Jag gets a hold of them," Wedge told her.
"There's going to be hell to pay."
That's an understatement, he thought to himself.
Syal smiled coolly. "Good. They deserve it."
Wedge was inclined to agree with her.
Studying her face, though, he saw tension and fear. It was in the set of her
jaw, the grimness in her eyes. He had seen the same look on Iella's face too
many times, and he knew what it meant.
"Sy," he said softly. "What else is bothering you? Why did you
really come to see me?"
Syal bit her lip and was silent for a long moment. When she spoke her voice was
faint and weak. "I'm worried about Valin," she admitted quietly.
Mixed feelings settled inside of Wedge. He was pleased that his daughter and
Valin Horn were dating, but at the same time it was hard to see his little girl
growing up, and he had never known so much that she was an adult as he did
right then.
"I'm sure he'll be okay, sweetie," he said.
Syal shook her head, her face pale. "You don't know that, Daddy, don't
pretend that you do. Even Corran doesn't know for sure whether or not Valin is
going to be alright, and he's a Jedi."
Wedge knew she was right, but he could not bring himself to think like that.
Once he did, he would be plagued by doubts and fears. Fears for Valin, fears
for Jaina, fears for Jag and the kids if anything happened to Jaina. He hated
not being able to do anything about that situation, but he knew that he could
do something about this one.
"Your Uncle Soontir is going to search for them," Wedge told Syal.
"He'll tear apart every corner of the Unknown Regions to find them if he
has to. You know he won't rest until he finds Jaina."
Syal nodded miserably. "I know. But what if Valin's not with Jaina?"
She grimaced. "I feel like such a brat for thinking that way. I love
Jaina, I really do. She's smart and funny and pretty and brave and she treats
me like an adult. She makes Jag happy and she's absolutely wonderful. And here
I am worrying about whether or not Valin will be okay, and I'm acting like
Jaina's not out there in just as much danger."
"Sy, honey," Wedge placed a hand on her shoulder. "It doesn't
make you a bad person to worry about your boyfriend. It makes you human. And I
know you're just as worried about Jaina as you are about Valin, but Jaina seems
more capable and indestructible to you. You've grown up idolizing her and
following all the amazing things she did in the Yuuzhan Vong war. In some aspects
Jaina is much older than you or Valin, even if you were only born a few years
later. It's natural to be more concerned for Valin's safety than hers."
Syal looked relieved, and Wedge realized that she had been beating herself up
inside for putting Valin before Jaina. He was glad she knew that she wasn't
being selfish by doing that.
"I'm just scared," Syal said softly.
Wedge frowned. "Scared of what, honey?"
"Sacred that Jaina might die," Syal answered hoarsely. "Scared
that Anakin and Padme might be hurt. I'm scared that Jag might not make it back
from Almania. I'm even scared that you might not make it back."
Wedge felt a lump rise up in his throat. All the things he worried about, the
things he was trying not to think of, were making his daughter suffer, too.
"But most of all," Syal said, her eyes quivering with tears.
"I'm afraid..." she swallowed and tears slid down her cheeks.
"I'm afraid I'll never get to tell Valin that I love him."
Wedge's heart fell to his stomach. His little girl was in love. She was grown
up and in love with a boy, a man, really, that she wanted to spend her life
with. That was hard enough for a father to deal with, but then there was the
fact that the man his daughter loved might not be coming back alive.
Wedge opened his mouth to tell her it would be okay, but the words caught in
his throat. Instead, he slid his arms around her and held her close, rocking
her back and forth.
"He knows, Sy," he whispered in her ear. "He knows, and he loves
you, too."
"What if I never see him again, Daddy?" Syal sobbed into his
shoulder.
Wedge didn't have an answer. There wasn't one, really.
Not when there was no way to know if Valin would come home alive.
So he just held her, and prayed, for her sake, that Valin came home at all.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Kyp Durron
awoke when a drop of water hit him square in the face.
He blinked, jerking his head in surprise. Everything was a green blur, but as
his vision cleared, he realized two things.
One, he was surrounded by huge leaves. Two, he was about ten meters off of the
ground.
For a moment Kyp was bewildered, as anyone who woke up in a tree would be. Then
the events of the previous night came rushing back. He remembered the storm
coming, and remembered Chane spotting the large cluster of massive trees with
huge, fan shaped leaves that could offer them shelter from the rain.
Kyp, Tam and Chane had shimmied up the trees and then helped Octa and Imara
climb up into the highest bows of the trees. The thick canopy of leaves
overhead kept them dry, but they had climbed as high as they could go because
of the ravenous predators roaming the ground below.
The growls had lasted long into the night, and Kyp had been grateful to be high
above their heads.
He could almost see Jaina snickering, could almost hear her wry voice saying, The
mighty Kyp Durron had to hide up a tree? He could almost feel her beside
him, even though he knew that was not possible.
Then he realized that there was someone beside him.
Someone feminine with dark hair. It took Kyp a long moment to realize it was
Octa. The rain had washed out the red dye from her hair, and she was sleeping
peacefully against his shoulder.
Kyp stared at her for a moment. She really was beautiful. He'd never really
noticed before, but she was. Her high cheek bones and pale skin were a drastic
contrast to her short, jet black hair and her brilliant blue eyes. Kyp had
never seen her features look so serene.
His arm felt numb and he looked over to see Octa's weight pinning it against
the tree. Careful not to wake her, he shifted so his arm was freed. Octa
stirred, pressing her cheek against his chest, and snuggling closer to him.
Kyp's heart was pounding. It was impossible not to notice the proximity between
their bodies, and Octa wasn't helping any by pressing against him like she was.
Kyp was just grateful that they were without the Force, because the way Octa
usually reacted to anything involving him, she was likely to wake up, see the
position they were in, turn to the dark side and fry him with Force lighting.
Kyp was surprised to find that that bothered him. The way Octa treated him in
general bothered him. He didn't know why, it never had before. Or maybe it had
and he had just accepted it, learned to ignore it.
Durron, he told himself. You're an idiot.
Octa whimpered in her sleep and Kyp instinctively reached out a hand to caress
her cheek gently, and she relaxed against him. As soon as he realized what he'd
done, Kyp yanked his hand away in shock. But he didn't want to. In fact, he
liked his hand where it had been. In fact, he liked the position he was in. In
fact-
Kyp shook his head. No, he told himself. Not happening. No Sithing
way is that happening.
A voice in the back of his head, one that sounded annoyingly like Jaina,
snickered, Yes, it is.
"No," he muttered darkly. "It's not."
"What's not?" Octa asked sleepily.
Kyp jumped, startled. I really miss the Force, he thought with a groan. He
turned his head to look as her, and was surprised to find she was still curled
up against him, blinking groggily. "Nothing," he said. "Don't
worry about it."
Octa shrugged and yawned, stretching her arms and rolling over.
Kyp caught her just before she fell out of the tree.
"We're in a tree," Octa said, her eyes wide in shock.
Kyp nodded. "Remember? The storm? We came up here to stay dry and to sleep
out of reach of whatever was making those howls last night."
Octa blinked, then nodded. "Now I do." She glanced over the side of
the branch and her face paled. "Oh, that would have hurt."
Kyp grinned as she leaned back against him. "I imagine it would
have."
Octa shuddered and pressed closer to him. "I don't like heights," she
confessed quietly.
"Really?" Kyp asked, surprised. "I would never have guessed. I
didn't think you were scared of anything."
Octa shrugged. "Everyone's scared of something."
"True," Kyp agreed. "Jaina has an extreme dislike for
knaars."
Octa was quiet for a long moment, and Kyp got the feeling she wanted to say
something, but wasn't exactly sure how to do it tactfully.
Since when has she ever worried about tact? he thought. Especially
with me?
"Whatever you want to say," he said gently. "Just go ahead and
say it. I'm not going to get offended."
Octa hesitated, biting her lip, then said, "Are you in love with
Jaina?"
Kyp nearly fell out of the tree in shock. "What?" he cried
incredulously. "No. Absolutely not. Not even if Hoth melted." He
snorted. "Am I in love with Jaina? What kind of question is that?"
Octa shifted uneasily. "I don't know. You just seem to love her."
"I do love her," Kyp replied. "But I'm not in love with her.
Jaina is my partner, my friend. My best friend. I don't look at her like
that."
At least, I haven't in a long time, he amended to himself.
"So there's nothing romantic between you two at all?" Octa asked
dubiously.
"Not in the slightest," Kyp said firmly. "Jaina is like a
sister, almost. She's my other half, but not in any romantic sense." He
saw something akin to relief flicker across her face, and realized he wasn't
the only one unable to shield things without the Force. "I don't have a
girlfriend," he added, although he had no idea why.
Octa shot him a wry smile. "Well, I can see why. Not many women would
stand for their boyfriend to have a bond that intense with another woman."
Kyp felt his pulse quicken. "Would you?" he asked. He felt his face
redden. "I mean, if your boyfriend had a bond like that with another
female Jedi?"
He noticed Octa's cheeks flush slightly, and she looked down at the ground
below. "I would, if I knew that he wasn't in love with her."
Kyp's heart hammered in his chest, and he felt his hands grow sweaty, something
that had not happened to him in all the years that he had been a Jedi. Without
the Force, though, he was just a normal guy, and Octa was just a normal girl,
and before he knew it they were just leaning in to kiss one another.
Their lips were a centimeter apart when Tam's voice cut through the air.
"Hey, are you guys awake up there?"
Kyp and Octa both jerked their heads away from one another, their faces red.
Kyp leaned over the side of the branch to see Tam, Chane and Imara standing at
the bottom of the tree. Thank the Force they can't see us from down there,
he thought.
"Yes," he called down. "We'll be right down!"
"Hurry up," Imara yelled dryly. "I'm starving."
Kyp glanced back at Octa and was surprised to see her watching him, a rueful
shyness in her eyes. He offered her his hand, which she took without
hesitation, and began to climb down the tree, going slow so that he could help
her along.
When they reached the bottom, Chane gave them a wry smile. "Good morning.
I hope you two enjoyed your beauty sleep."
Kyp flashed him a crooked grin. "Looks like you could use a little more,
Margrey."
Octa snickered, and Kyp felt warmth creep through him.
Tam rolled his eyes. "Come on, we need to find Jaina and the others. My
guess is they'll be heading back towards the base."
Kyp nodded. "Probably. Those shuttles are the only way off this planet, so
that's where we need to go. Maybe we'll meet up with the others on the way. If
not, we'll have to steal a shuttle and go after them."
"And then get as far away from this Sithspawned planet as we can,"
Octa added. She shuddered slightly. "And hopefully away from the ysalamari
gas affects."
Kyp nodded grimly. He only hoped that the affects wore off soon. They were
vulnerable out here without the Force. Glancing at Octa, he murmured to
himself, And not just to the Peace Brigade.
"Let's go," Tam said, starting through the jungle.
"Do you have any idea which way to go?" Imara demanded.
Tam shot her a confident smile. "Of course. I was a bantha scout, you
know."
Octa groaned. "We're doomed."
Kyp winked at her. "I think you're right."
To his delight, she smiled brightly at him, and linked her arm through his.
"Well, then, if we're doomed, I'd better keep an eye on you, just to make
sure you go down with me."
She winked back at him and Kyp grinned.
Maybe it wasn't so bad grabbing her arm after all, the voice in his head
snickered.
Shut up, Kyp thought happily.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Tahiri?"
Tahiri Veila turned to see Han Solo watching her. The man might very well have been
her father-in-law by now, had Anakin not been killed almost eight years ago. It
still hurt for Tahiri, it probably always would. She had accepted that. For her
there would never be anyone else. Anakin Solo would forever be the only man she
ever loved.
She saw him in his father sometimes. And in Jacen. It didn't hurt anymore,
though, to see a glimpse of the man he might have become. Anakin was part of
the Force, and one day she would join him.
"Yes?" she asked.
Han tossed her an extra blaster. "Just in case," he said, flashing
her a lopsided smile.
A few years ago, Tahiri might have argued that she didn't need it, that she had
her lightsaber, but she understood it was more about reassuring Han than any
necessity on her part. Han and Leia Solo had taken her into their family, and
though she was not a replacement for Anakin, he could never be replaced for any
of them, her presence as part of their family did ease a little of the
emptiness they felt. In her they saw a part of Anakin living on.
His love.
"Thank you," Tahiri said, holstering it in her belt. "Always
nice to have a blaster at your side."
Han grinned. "Now you sound like a Solo, kid."
"Don't insult her, Han," Luke Skywalker called from the other side of
the trees.
The strike team had managed to touch down on Almania undetected, and was busy
preparing to sneak into the base. Jag, Luke, Piggy and Sharr were busy dividing
up routes and objectives off to the side, while Jacen and Leia made sure that
all of the Rogue Squadron pilots had plenty of ammo on them, and at least two
blasters a piece.
The heavy artillery was being distributed by Han.
Tahiri recognized all of the weapons, most of them had been used on the strike
mission to Myrkyr all those years ago. Since then, Tahiri had made a point of
learning how to operate each and every one of them, just in case.
Blaster rifles, thermal detonators, grenades, flechette mines, and vibro-axes
were being strapped onto the Rogue Squadron pilots, and Tahiri could not
imagine what they would do with so many weapons. But she had the Force, the
greatest weapon of all, and she supposed they were merely trying to even out
the score a little.
Besides, she thought. Who knows what we're going to run into in there.
The better armed they are, the better the chances we get the kids out safely
and all get out alive.
"Alright," Luke said. "Everyone, listen up."
Tahiri squeezed past the Solos, shooting Jacen a grateful smile as he stepped
aside to let her pass. While Han and Leia had made Tahiri a surrogate daughter,
Jacen and Jaina had openly accepted her as a surrogate sister. Tahiri knew that
Jaina knew she and Anakin would have gotten married if things had been
different. She didn't know whether Jacen understood that, but he did seem to
understand that Anakin would want him to care for Tahiri as best as he could,
so Jacen did just that.
"We'll be splitting into three groups," Luke said, his voice quiet
but confident, the Force carrying it to everyone's ears. "Colonel Fel will
be leading one group, I'll be leading the second, and Han will have the third
and final team."
Tahiri already knew what her assignment was, she was a Jedi after all. She had
helped plan during their hyperspace jump with Luke and Mara. Still, she
listened intently in case any changes had been made.
"Leia, Mara and I will retrieve the children," Luke said, which made
sense to Tahiri. They were the three strongest Jedi present, and Ben was Luke
and Mara's son.
"Make sure you beat Dirk with that lightsaber for me, Mara," Jag
called.
Mara nodded, a feral smile on her lips. "Oh, I will, Jagged. Make no
mistake about that."
Tahiri smirked. Poor Dirk. Much pain and suffering I see in your future.
She snickered, unable to feel even remotely sorry for him. He had taken Anakin
and Padme, he had taken Ben. He deserved whatever form of torture Mara had in
store for him.
I'd say he deserved worse, Jacen said wryly, picking up on her thoughts.
But I can't thing of anything that would be than Aunt Mara's wrath.
I don't think there is, Tahiri replied. Except for maybe Jaina's anger.
Not a chance, Mara cut in with a mental smirk. I taught that girl
everything she knows.
Actually, dear, Luke corrected with a snicker. I was her teacher before
you.
And I'm her mother, Leia snapped lightly. She gets her grit from me.
How space happy have they all gone? Tahiri asked Jacen. They're arguing
over who taught Jaina to have a temper. Isn't that one of the things that
Master Skywalker tries not to teach us?
A satisfying silence filled her mind as the others withdrew ruefully, tossing
smirks in her direction.
"Jag's group is going to consist of Piggy, Sharr and Tahiri," Luke
went on, as if nothing had happened. "Jag's in charge, but Tahiri is your
Jedi. Listen to her, trust her. She may very well end up saving your
life."
"We know how to listen to Jedi," Piggy grunted. "Even if they
aren't the Great One."
"This one's much cuter than the Goddess," Sharr said, winking at
Tahiri.
Tahiri grinned. The Yuuzhan Vong war had been over almost five years, and the
two former Wraiths still insisted on calling Jaina by her Yun-Harla nicknames.
Piggy said it was a term of endearment, Sharr said it was too much fun to quit.
Jaina said it was all a conspiracy to drive her crazy.
Tahiri thought Jaina was probably right.
"Your job is to gain control of the security bridge," Luke continued
as though he had not heard the interruption. "As soon as you do that,
Tahiri will contact me, Mara or Leia, and we'll move in for the children."
"That leaves you boys with me and the kid," Han said, grinning
cockily at Rogue Squadron and draping an arm around his son's shoulders.
"Dad," Jacen said. "I'm hardly a kid anymore. I have kids of my
own already."
"You'll always be kids to me," Han grinned. "All of you. You,
Jaina, Kyp-"
"Han Solo, don't you even add my name to that list," Luke said.
"I may be young compared to an old man like you, but I'm hardly a
kid."
Jag made an exasperated sound, but Tahiri saw amusement in his eyes as he
turned towards his squadron. "Your objective is to secure the perimeter.
Take prisoners if they surrender, otherwise, shoot to kill. That's what they'll
be doing."
"What, you thought they'd invite us in for whiskey and nerf chips, kid?"
Han snickered.
Jag ignored him. "My father-in-law is not to be shot at, no matter how
many annoying comments he makes, or how aggravating he becomes. However, I have
heard that carbon freezing does wonders for shutting him up."
Tahiri couldn't help but laugh at the wicked look Jag shot Han as he turned to
gather up his equipment, and the look on Han's face was priceless.
"Alright, boys," Leia said, rolling her eyes. "That's enough. We
have children to save, remember? Your children, Jag, and your grandchildren,
Han."
That sombered both men immediately. Han clasped Jag's hand in his. "We'll
keep any more of them from getting in to bother you, you just worry about
securing that bridge and getting rid of that ysalamari."
Jag nodded. "I will. Luke and Leia will see to the children. We'll leave
Mara to deal with Dirk."
Mara grinned and held her lightsaber in her hand, tapping the hilt against her
palm eagerly. "Come out, come out, where ever you are, Dirk!" she
called with icy sweetness that made several of the Rogue Squadron pilots
shiver.
Dirk had better start running, Tahiri thought to Jacen with a snicker. He's
got something worse than the Death Star, Darth Vader and the Emperor put
together on his tail.
Jacen shot her a wry look across the field.
Stang straight, he said. My Aunt Mara.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jaina
coughed violently, and she stumbled through the thick overgrowth of the jungle
floor. She would have fallen, had Valin not caught her by the arm and steadied
her until her coughing fit passed.
"You okay?" he asked, looking at her worriedly.
Jaina nodded. "I'm fine."
Valin frowned. "Are you sure?"
Jaina could net help but smile. It was nice to know that he cared about her,
that he was concerned about her. "I've just got a little cold, that's
all."
"Yeah," Valin said, sniffling. "Me, too, I think."
Jaina knew that she was sick, probably more sick than a normal cold would make
her. She had slept in wet clothes in the cold all night long, and had woken up
coughing, burning up and dizzier than a spinning Hutt. But she didn't tell
Valin that. There was nothing he could do, and it would only make him worry
even more.
"I guess we Jedi take for granted that we don't get sick like most people
do," Jaina said with a rueful smile. "Without the Force, we're
vulnerable to all the things they are."
"I'm really beginning to hate my life," Valin said wryly, sneezing
halfway through the words. "Or rather, I'm beginning to hate this
planet."
"You and me both," Jaina replied. She took a deep breath, then
glanced at Valin. "Let's start walking again. I feel better, and we aren't
too far from the base."
Valin raised an eyebrow skeptically. "Are you sure? The entire jungle
looks exactly the same to me. How can you tell?"
"Women's intuition," Jaina said with a wink.
"Ah," Valin said. "My mother speaks very highly of that. She
claims it's more powerful than the Force itself."
Jaina chuckled. "Don't let my uncle hear you say that. He'll think you
need a few more years at the Academy."
"No thank you," Valin snorted. "I did my time."
They walked in silence for the rest of the way since they were close to the
base and didn't want to chance that any Peace Brigade soldiers would happen by
and hear them. Jaina ran a hand through her loose hair as they trudged on. The
rain had washed most of the dye out, but her hair was still a few shades
lighter than its normal dark brown. Golden streaks made the top layer seem
brighter, the sun glistening on carmel strands.
Valin's hair was completely black again, since he had less hair it had been
easier to wash out all of the dye. They had both taken out their colored lenses
on the Sky Bandit, so Jaina felt like Jaina Solo again, instead of Arwyn
Sunflare. She only wished she had clothes befitting Jaina Solo.
Her tight, black fighting pants were shredded at the knees, with slashed and
tears scattered across the material, and her black tank top was missing a
strap. She was sore, bruised and scarped all over, and her skin felt clammy and
hot.
I used to love the jungle on Yavin Four, she thought with a sigh. But
this wasn't Yavin Four, it was some nameless planet in the Unknown Regions, and
she didn't have the Force here like she did on Yavin Four. Besides, she
reminded herself. Yavin Four doesn't have a jungle anymore really.
Everything is still growing back.
Jaina knew that her uncle, Tionne and Kam made the trip twice a year to Yavin
Four, to check on the progress of the regrowth, and to help it along a little
with the Force. The Jedi planned to relocated the Academy back to Yavin Four
once it was stable again, and Jaina couldn't wait for that day to come. She had
been among the Jedi who had fought for the jungle moon, and she would never
forget the emotion in her uncle's voice when she commed him on Mon Calamari to
tell him they had retaken Yavin Four. It had been a surge of hope for the Jedi,
one that had given them strength to keep fighting.
One day Yavin Four would house the Jedi Academy again, but for now it served as
a memorial. The Yuuzhan Vong had not destroyed the temple, much to Leia and
Luke's relief. The temple had been their shelter during the Rebellion, and for
them, and the other Rebellion survivors, it held a place of great importance in
their hearts. Now, though, the temple served a much more important cause.
A reminder to the Jedi that they were not invincible, a reminder of how near
they had come to extinction. And a reminder of just what victory had cost them.
Jaina had been to Yavin Four only once since the day they had reclaimed it. She
had gone back to the temple, to the room that had once been Anakin's, to sit
and meditate in the dark, her brother's presence so near and yet so far at the
same time.
Being there, in the room that held so many memories for her brother, Jaina had
found her peace. She still mourned her fallen brother, but she had finally been
able to lay him to rest, to trust in the Force and what it had in store for
him, for all of them.
I sure wish you were here now, Little Brother, Jaina thought. You
always were good at impossible puzzles. You could find a way out of this mess
in no time.
But Anakin wasn't there, and Jaina would have to solve this puzzle on her own.
She only hoped the solution she had come up with would work. If it didn't, it
would cost her and Valin their lives.
Ahead of her, Valin came to a sudden stop. He turned, his finger at his lips,
and then held up two fingers, gesturing beyond him.
Jaina peered past him, leaning on his shoulder so she didn't loose her balance,
and let out a satisfied hiss of surprise at what she saw.
Two Peace Brigade soldiers, a man and a woman, relatively close to their age,
were walking towards the base, their backs to them.
Maybe the Force is with us even if we can't feel it, Jaina thought with a
smile.
She looked at Valin, nodded, and gave him a thumbs up to go. They both tensed,
readying their muscles, unhooking their lightsabers silently. Taking a deep
breath, Jaina took a silent, stealthy step closer. She felt Valin do the same,
and, even without the Force, they made their move at the same time.
Leaping at the Peace Brigaders from behind, they ignited their lightsabers and
swung at their necks.
It was over before the Peace Brigaders even got their hands onto their weapons.
Jaina panted, feeling the affect of using a lightsaber without the finesse of
the Force. It had been a sloppy strike, one that could have failed easily, had
the Peace Brigaders been better trained. She felt slightly guilty for attacking
them with their backs turned, but there had been no other choice. They might
not have succeeded had the soldiers drawn their weapons, and if the soldiers
had gotten to their comm-links, everything would have been ruined. Jaina's plan
was depending on the element of surprise.
And it had been necessary to kill the soldiers instead of just rendering them
unconscious, because if they came to and found their way back to base, the
Peace Brigade would know that there were Jedi among them, and the plan would be
useless.
Jaina hesitated, then reminded herself that this woman had chosen to
join the Peace Brigade, she had chosen to pursue the extermination of
the Jedi and their very way of life.
Sighing, Jaina removed the Peace Brigade uniform from the dead woman, aware of
Valin doing the same to the male solider. Thankfully, lightsabers made clean,
cauterized cuts, so there was no blood on the uniforms, no sign of any struggle
at all.
Jaina pulled her boots through the pant legs of the green jumpsuit, then tugged
it on over her clothes, wincing a little as she moved her bruised ribs too
much. She clipped the Peace Brigade comm-link at her belt, and slid on the
woman's blaster holster. Satisfied that she looked like a Peace Brigade
solider, she turned to inspect Valin.
He was holding his lightsaber in his hand, blade extinguished, a worried look
on his face. There was pain in his eyes, pain that Jaina understood all too
well.
"We'll have to come back for them," she told him. "Find a safe
hiding place for them for now, and once we've done what we came to do, we'll
pick them up again."
Valin nodded, but there was uneasiness in his face as he looked around for a
hiding spot. "What about over there?" he asked.
Jaina followed his gaze to a large, dying tree with its roots protruding from
the ground. Beneath the roots was a small opening, big enough for their
lightsabers, and small enough to keep them from being seen.
"That'll do," Jaina said. She held out her hand to him. "Give me
yours."
Valin hesitated, then placed the hilt in her hand. Jaina walked over to the
tree, knelt down, and placed the two lightsabers as far back as she could.
Content that no one would be able to spot them, she stood and walked back to
Valin.
"Let's go," she said quietly, forcing herself to ignore the hollowness
she felt at leaving her weapon behind. Her lightsaber was like an arm or leg,
an appendage of herself. She felt incomplete without it. But she knew that they
had to leave them behind, if they were discovered with lightsabers on them, the
Peace Brigade would know they were Jedi.
Jaina started walking, and Valin fell into step beside her. They walked through
the jungle, and emerged in the clearing that held the base. Glancing to her
left, Jaina saw the spot where they had been ambushed with the ysalamari gas,
and she felt another pang of worry go through her.
Were the others okay? Were they out in the jungle somewhere, or had they been
captured? Were they even alive? And, the more selfish part of her wanted to
know what had happened to Kyp.
Durron,you better not be dead, she thought at him, tears stinging her
eyes. If you are by the Force I'll...
She didn't know what she would do. She didn't want to know. Jaina couldn't
imagine living without Kyp any more than she could living without Jacen or Jag.
Valin tensed as they drew near the entrance to the base. He glanced at her,
nervously, and she flashed him a quick, cocky smile. He relaxed a little, and
waggled his eyebrows as they approached the guards.
The guards stepped aside and let them enter, and Jaina forced down a wave of
uneasiness as they entered the heart of enemy territory, virtually unarmed.
Jaina had never felt more vulnerable.
Well, she thought grimly. Here goes nothing.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Anakin Fel
was awaken by the sound of the door sliding open.
He blinked, sitting open groggily, and saw one of the Peace Brigade men placing
something in the corner. Anakin tried to see what it was, but he was too weak,
too dizzy and too tired to tell. Part of him wondered why when he had just
woken up from a long nap, but everything was all fuzzy and wrong.
The man glanced at him, a cold smile on his face, then slipped back out of the
room.
Anakin felt feverish, his head was spinning, and he thought he might collapse
as he struggled to his feet. He stumbled over to the corner and came to an
unsteady halt before some kind of metal wire cage.
Inside was the reason he felt sick.
Great, he thought. Now it's in our room instead of just in the base.
Behind him he heard Ben moan and he turned, somewhat wobbly, to see his cousin
kneeling on the floor, holding his head. "I feel like someone dropped a
starship on my head," Ben groaned, his voice weary.
"Almost," Anakin said, finding it hard to think clearly. "They
brought in the ysalamari."
Ben crawled over to him, blinking. "Why?" he asked.
Anakin shrugged. "Don't know."
Ben's eyes went wide. "Our parents. Maybe they came and the Peace Brigade
knows and they don't want our parents to find us. Now they can't fight if they
come here. Don't you think?"
Suddenly Anakin did think, and he thought Ben was right. The Peace Brigade had
made a point of keeping the ysalamari close enough to them to block the Force,
but far enough that it would not make them sick. They didn't want to deal with
sick children.
But suddenly they do? he asked himself.
"Yeah," he answered. "You're right."
Ben nodded, and just about fell over because of it. He steadied himself,
blinking heavily. "We gotta get rid of it," he said. "Gotta get
rid of it before Mom and Dad get here."
Anakin had the sense not to nod after seeing Ben do it, so he said,
"Yeah." He wanted to say more, but he couldn't think clearly. He felt
like he was wading through mud, or trapped underwater. Nothing felt right, and
it was all because of the lizard in the cage before him. "How?" he
asked.
Ben frowned. "Don't know," he said. "Can't think."
"Me, too," Anakin replied.
A soft cry of pain and fear made them both spin so fast they stumbled into one
another. Padme was trying to stand, blinking, tears streaking down her cheeks.
"It hurts," she said. "My head. I hurt. Everything hurts."
"It's the ysalamari," Ben told her gently. "It's in here."
Padme scowled. "Get it out," she said.
"We can't," Anakin told her.
Padme's green eyes darkened. "Get it out, get it out, get it out!"
"Pady," Ben cried. "We just told you, we can't get it out
of here."
Padme ignored him, ignored them both, and dragged herself gracelessly over to
the cage. She wrung her little fingers through the wire cage, shaking it with
all her strength. "Get out, get out!" she yelled at the lizard, then
turned to glare at them. "Help me!"
"Pady, we can't-"
"Help me get him out," she cried angrily.
And suddenly Anakin realized what she was talking about. Ben must have, too,
because he grabbed onto the cage from the opposite side at the same time as
Anakin. "On three," Ben said, sweat trickling down his forehead.
"One ... two ... three!"
On three all three children tugged. Hard.
Anakin felt his arm straining, felt like he was going to break his arms off of
his body, and let out a cry of pain. Tears welled up in his eyes, and he was
about to scream when he heard a loud snap and felt the resistance against his
arms give way.
He fell back, almost hitting his head on the floor. He groaned, lifting himself
up on unsturdy elbows to see Padme and Ben both struggling to stand, their
movements slow and clumsy.
The cage lay broken on the floor, and the ysalamari was scurrying towards the
door frantically. "Get it!" Anakin choked out.
Padme, smacking her hand down so fast Anakin was impressed, caught the lizard
by the tail. Her face contorted in a horrible expression and she looked like
she was about to faint, but she did not let go of the ysalamari.
Ben trudged over to her, raised his foot somewhat clumsily, then brought it
down hard.
The blanket around Anakin's mind fell away and he suddenly felt as if someone
had switched on a bright light. For a moment he was blind, overwhelmed, but
then the Force settled in him again, and he found that he was normal again.
"It worked!" he cried excitedly.
Ben nodded, a grin on his face. He helped Padme to her feet, smiling proudly at
her. "That was a good catch, Pady. Thanks."
Padme rubbed her eyes, looking a little dazed. She dried the streaks of tears
from her cheeks, then smiled. "All better."
Anakin laughed. "Good."
Padme turned to look at him, and he felt her reach out and touch his mind
gently with the Force, just to reassure herself that everything was okay. He
brushed her back, and smiled as a broad grin lit her pretty face.
"Ani!" she cried, running to him and throwing her arms around him.
Anakin hugged her back, so relieved to feel her through the Force that it
brought tears to his eyes.
"I knew it!" Ben cried, ecstatic.
Anakin turned to look at him. "What is it?" he asked.
Ben grinned triumphantly. "My Mom and Dad are here! I felt them, and they
felt me! They're coming to rescue us!"
Anakin blinked in astonishment, then reached out with the Force. Tentatively,
he searched for the presences of his family, and let out a small gasp as his
Uncle Luke and Gramma Leia brushed him with the Force.
We're coming for you, Uncle Luke promised. Just hold on.
Don't be scared, Gramma Leia said. Everything's going to be alright
now.
Stretching out a bit farther, Anakin found Aunt Mara with Uncle Luke and Gramma
Leia. Aunt Tahiri and Uncle Jacen were there, too, but farther away. Anakin
reached out, calling for his mother, but he couldn't find her.
She wasn't there.
She wasn't anywhere.
Anakin's lip started to tremble. Mama? he thought desperately. Mama,
where are you?
There was no answer. Anakin couldn't feel his Mama anymore. He could feel
everyone else, but he could not feel her.
And nothing had ever terrified him more.
"Papa's here!" Padme cried, squealing happily. "Papa!
Papa!"
Anakin frowned, reaching out for his other parent, and was surprised to find
Padme was right. Their Papa was here, along with Granpa Han, and he was angry.
Very angry. But he was also scared. For Anakin, and for Padme.
Anakin wished he could reach out to his Papa, to tell him he was okay, but his
Papa was not a Jedi. Anakin could sense him, because he shone so brightly in
the Force, but his Papa could not sense him.
That was okay, though. Anakin could wait. He could wait until he got to hug his
Papa again, and cry into his shoulder, and ask him what was wrong with Mama.
But first they had to find him.
"We gotta get out of here," Anakin said.
Ben nodded. "Yeah. We gotta find our parents and get away from here."
"Mama not here," Padme said softly, and Anakin saw tears welling in
her eyes. "Mama not anywhere!"
Ben frowned. "What are you talking about Pad-" his voice broke off
and his face paled slightly. Anakin didn't need to ask to know he had reached
out for his Mama and felt the same blank spot that Anakin and Padme had.
"Mama," Padme sniffled, looking on the verge of tears.
Ben snapped out of his shock and placed a hand on her shoulder. "She's
fine, Pady. She's probably just near some of the ysalamari or something.
Remember how no one could feel us when it was near us? That's why we can't feel
her. So don't cry, okay?"
Padme sniffled. "'Kay."
Ben looked at Anakin. "She's fine," he said again, but somehow Anakin
didn't think that he believed it.
"Okay," Anakin said dully.
Ben walked over to the door and peered at it curiously. He reached up a hand to
press the touch pad, but nothing happened. "It's locked," he
reportedly with a sigh.
Anakin pushed past him and pressed his hand against the pad. He closed his eyes
and reached out with his powers to look at the inside of it. He found the
locking mechanism and gave it a nudge. The door slid open and Anakin
grinned in delight.
Ben shot him a dirty look. "Show off," he muttered, winking at him.
"Padme, come here. Hold Anakin's hand, okay? Don't let go of it, no matter
what, until we find the adults. Understand?"
Padme nodded. "'Kay, Ben." She took Anakin's hand in hers and
clutched it tightly. "Stay right with Anakin. Won't get lost, Ben,
promise."
Anakin smiled despite himself. His Mama was always telling Padme to hold his
hand so she didn't get lost. Well, he didn't want her to get lost, so he was
glad that Padme was going to stay with him. It was hard sometimes, having a
little sister to worry about. Especially one who got herself into as much
trouble as Padme did.
"I know you won't," Ben grinned at her. He glanced down the hallway.
"Okay, it's all clear. Let's go. And try to be quiet, okay? We don't wanna
get caught again."
Anakin sure didn't. He wanted to find his Papa, he wanted to go home.
He wanted his Mama.
"Okay," Anakin whispered, squeezing Padme's hand.
Ben smiled at him, then started down the corridor, waving for Anakin to follow.
Anakin squeezed Padme's hand once more, then took off after Ben, Padme in tow.
I hope Papa's nearby, he thought.
A hollow feeling in his tummy stirred at the thought of his parents. He
swallowed hard, remembering the cold blank spot where his Mama should have
been.
And Anakin ran faster.
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Alema Rar
drew to a sudden stop in front of them, and without the Force to warn them, the
others all ran into her, almost knocking her off her feet.
She glared at them, and they at her, and Nianne Terrat groaned, rubbing her
head where it had collided with Tesar's rough scales.
"I apologizze," Tesar hissed, looking at her. "Without the Force
thiss one iss clumssy."
"We all are," Imara said gently. "Alema, try to be more careful
next time, okay? I know you didn't do it on purpose, but we can't sense what
you're going to do without the Force. Let's try not to trip each other
again."
"Why did you stop anyway?" Merik asked.
Alema nodded ahead of them. "There is someone coming. Several someones
from the way they're moving, and they had something with them."
"Something?" Nianne asked, swallowing.
"I don't like the sound of that," Imara said nervously.
"Neither do I," Alema replied. "Tesar, can you smell them? How
many are there?"
"And more importantly, what do they have with them?" Merik added.
Tesar raised his nose into the air, his nostrils flaring against the slight
wind. "There are three guards coming this way," he said. "They
have some sort of ... creature with them."
"Creature?" Imara echoed, her face going pale. "What kind of
creature?"
"One with sharp claws and very big teeth," Merik said, his voice
sounding strange. Nianne heard a soft growl and felt the hair on the back of
her neck stand on end. Slowly, she turned to look past Merik, and her blood ran
cold at what she saw.
The three Peace Brigaders stood behind them, cold, smug smiles on their faces.
At their heels were three reptilian predators with brown, rusty looking scales
and cold, primeval yellow eyes. They stood upright, on their hind legs, which
had fearsome looking claws on the ends, and their arms were tensed, razor sharp
claws outstretched, ready to slice flesh from flesh. Their mouths were full of
hideously large and powerful fangs, and they snapped their jaws at the Jedi
hungrily.
"Oh Sith..." Imara gasped, her voice catching in terror.
"They're called torikks," one of the Peace Brigaders sneered.
"They're flesh eaters, as I'm sure you've noticed."
"Run," Alema said, her voice tight with fear. "Run, now!"
Nianne didn't need to be told twice. She turned and broke into a sprint, the
others doing the same around her. Behind her she heard the Peace Brigaders
laugh and heard the horrible sounds of claws scraping the ground as the torikks
took up chase.
Oh Sith, Nianne thought, terror coursing through her veins. Oh Sith,
oh Sith, oh Sith!
Her heart was pounding furiously, so loud that she could not hear anything else
except the horrifying screeches of the bloodthirsty predators behind her and
the pounding of feet around her.
If they had been able to touch the Force, the torikks would have been no
problem. Five Jedi against three simple minded beats? It would be an easy
victory for the Jedi Knights.
But without the Force they were easy prey.
Nianne hated being anything's prey.
I think I'd rather die at the hands of the Yuuzhan Vong than be ripped apart
by one of those things, Nianne thought grimly. And that was saying
something, indeed.
Tesar and Alema were in the lead, being the most agile runners, and Nianne
envied Tesar's Barbel speed.
As if he knew she was thinking of him, Tesar turned his head towards her.
"We musst ssplit up," he hissed. "It will be harder for them to
catch uss, and we have a better chance of killing them one at a time."
Nianne knew he was right, but she had a horrible fear of trying to kill one of
the monsters behind her. She wasn't sure it was possible given the situation.
"Right," Alema said. "We'll spilt up in three groups, they'll
divide to chase us."
"Thiss one will go alone," Tesar hissed. "Alema, take Imara,
Merik, take Nianne."
"We'll break left," Alema replied.
"We've got right," Merik added.
"Sstay closse," Tesar warned. "We musst watch one another'ss
backss."
Nianne nodded her agreement. She felt Merik grab her hand, heard him say,
"Break!" and was tugged hard to the side.
A torikk rushed past her, plowing through the spot where she had just stood.
There was an echoing snap-hiss as lightsabers flickered on, and Nianne somehow
managed to ignite hers and get it in her hand before the torikk who had run
past her turned back. Merik stepped close to her, holding his scarlet blade out
in front of them both. She brought her own pale yellow blade up behind his,
swallowing hard.
You are a Jedi, she reminded her self firmly. Even without the Force,
you are a Jedi. A Jedi knows no fear.
Well, this one did.
Beside her, Merik planted his feet firmly on the rough ground. The slavering
torikk was not at all intimidated by their lightsabers, and leaped forward,
snapping its powerful jaws. Nianne jumped sideways, and Merik dove to the
ground, gracelessly rolling to his feet.
As the torikk untangled itself from the vines it had run into, Nianne risked a
glance at the others. Alema and Imara were to her left, lightsabers raised
high. They were ducking and slashing, but their thrusts were clumsy and awkward
without the Force. Somehow, though, they managed to avoid the gnashing teeth
and gnarled claws.
Tesar was jumping nimbly, his Barbel grace giving him equal footing with the
torikks. His lightsaber moved slow and uncomfortably in his hands, but he was
darting in and out of the creature's reach, and Nianne was thrilled to see his
blade sever one of the torikks forearms.
"Nianne!" Merik shouted a warning.
Nianne whirled to find the torikk lunging for her. She tried to bring her
lightsaber up, but it was heavy and ungainly, and her movements too slow.
Some detached part of her mind wished she had gotten to tell Chane she loved
him one more time, for it seemed her life was about to come to a brutally
painful end.
And then Merik was there, his lightsaber sweeping out in a blazing swath of
crimson to cleave the monster's head clean off its shoulders, and the body
slumped to the ground at Nianne's feet, still writhing ravenously.
Nianne couldn't breathe for a long moment, staring in horror at the beast
before her. She raised her eyes to Merik's pale, weary face and opened her
mouth to thank him, but he waved her off. "You'd have done the same for me,
and you know it. Don't even bother."
A loud roar of agony filled the air and they whirled in time to see Tesar sever
the legs out from under his torikk, knocking the creature to the ground. He
pounced on it, driving his blade into the throat, and the screeching growl cut
off sharply as the torikk's eyes glazed over.
As disgusted as Nianne was, she was impressed.
Tesar didn't seem to be, though, and he leapt immediately to help Alema and
Imara, who were hacking furiously at the remaining torikk as he snapped at
their flesh, cornering them against one of the trees. Nianne and Merik broke
into a run towards them, but skidded to a halt as the Force suddenly rushed
back into their veins, blindsiding both of them.
Apparently it came back to the others, or at least to Alema, because she swung
forward with sudden grace, tearing open the torikk's rib cage. It fell,
screeching and thrashing. Tesar plunged his blade into its throat as he had
done with his, dispatching the last of their attackers.
Alema was panting hard, and Imara looked ready to faint her skin had gotten so
pale. "Thanks, Tesar," Imara said quietly.
"Thiss one wass honored to," Tesar replied dismissively.
"The Force is back," Alema said, her voice betraying sweet relief.
"The affects of the ysalamari gas must have worn off," Imara replied
shakily. "I still can't feel it, so I guess it wears off at different
rates in different species."
"I feel it," Nianne said, shaking her head.
"So do I," Merik added. "So it must not be a species thing. It
must just wear off differently for each individual."
"Thiss one regretss to say that he doess not have accesss to the Force
yet," Tesar hissed, a decidedly dejected tone to his voice.
"It'll come back," Merik assured him. "It shouldn't be too much
longer if three of us can already tap into it again."
"Right," Imara said, nodding. "It's only a matter of time."
"We need to find the others," Nianne said. "As soon as they can
touch the Force again, it'll be easy."
Alema nodded. "Let's go." She started to switch off her lightsaber,
then hesitated. She drew her finger away from the switch, deciding to leave it
on.
Nianne raised an eyebrow inquisitively.
"Just in case," Alema said grimly.
Nianne followed her gaze to the dead torikks and shivered. Just in case,
she agreed silently.
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"Think
they know we're here?" Jacen Solo asked his father.
Blaster bolts whizzed past his head, and Han Solo glared at his son. "I
think it's safe to assume they do, kid."
"I don't know," Jacen said calmly. "They're doing some horrible
shooting to be aiming for targets."
"Jacen, son," Han said wryly. "Not everyone in the galaxy can
have Jedi accuracy like you. These idiots are trying to kill you. They aren't
likely to succeed, but they are trying. Give them a break."
Jacen grinned despite himself. "Whatever you say, Dad."
"Solo," Captain Blackwing rolled his eyes. "And Solo. Could you
two save the witty banter until after we live through this?"
"Hey, Fel put me in charge here, not you," Han shot back. "I'll
make as many comments as I want to, seeing as how you can't shoot me and I
don't see any carbonite stash around here."
"Sir, do I have to live through this then?" Dowen called
dryly.
Han scowled. "Yes, you do."
Jacen stifled a laugh as his father turned and opened fire on the Peace
Brigaders shooting at them. Jacen himself was not fighting, not yet. He was
saving his energy for the right moment, listening to the Force guide him and
trusting it to tell him when to enter this battle.
His father and the nine members of Rogue Squadron present were pressed up
against the side of the building, locked in a shootout with a horde of Peace
Brigaders across the way. They probably could have snuck farther into the base
before being seen, but they had not bothered to conceal their presence. In
fact, they had purposely drawn as much attention to themselves as they could.
That was the plan.
While Jag's team infiltrated the base security bridge and took control of the
base, while his uncle, his aunt and his mother went after the children, Jacen
and his group had one very simple job to do.
Act as bait, and survive.
So Jacen's team was making as much noise, being as obvious as possible, to make
it known that they were there. While the Peace Brigaders swarmed to their
location to stop them, it was giving the other two teams time to slip into the
base and carry out their objectives.
Probably shouldn't let Jaina hear you calling her children objectives,
he advised himself.
Jacen was trying not to show it, but he was worried about his sister. Very
worried. He knew she wasn't dead, he would have known if she had been killed,
but the ysalamari near her and the distance between them was running
interference. He hated not being able to touch his twin's mind, not being able
to sense if she was hurt or not.
His only reassurance was that she was not alone. Her squadron, or most of it
anyway, was with her. And more importantly, Kyp was with her. At first it had
been awkward for Jacen, to come back from Yuuzhan Vong captivity to find that
Jaina had developed such a strong and unyielding bond with someone else, but as
time passed it became easier to accept. Kyp wasn't taking his sister away from
him, he was only giving her the friendship Jacen could not. In many ways, Kyp
had assumed Anakin's role as Jacen's partner in caring for and protecting
Jaina, even though Kyp would never replace their little brother. Nor would Kyp
ever want to. No one could replace Anakin. He was just too ... well, just too
irreplaceable.
"We need to secure the perimeter to the annex," Blackwing said,
glancing at Jacen. "Was Skywalker right? Is that where the kids are?"
Jacen closed his eyes, reaching out to the annex. He sensed Tahiri and Jag
inside, making their way towards the security bridge, passed over them, and
continued extending himself through the annex. His team was going to secure the
annex regardless of whether or not the kids were there, Jag's team needed them
to prevent anyone from getting in so they could do their job, and Luke needed
them to prevent anyone from getting out so he could do his.
Jacen blinked in surprise as he found the children. Somehow, they had gotten
themselves free. And not just from the ysalamari bubble, but from their cell.
He gaped in astonishment.
"What?" Han asked, noticing his expression. "What is it?"
"The kids escaped," Jacen said in disbelief. "They broke free of
their cell and are moving towards Jag and Tahiri right now. They're using the
Force. They got free."
Han grinned cockily. "Don't act so surprised, kid. I seem to recall you
kids doing that a few times yourself. Amazed your Mom and Uncle Luke, that's
for sure. Me, I knew you kids were going to be impressive. You were Solos after
all."
Jacen stretched out to his mother. The kids are free, he told her. They're
headed towards Jag and Tahiri now.
We know, Leia replied. Luke told them to go that way. We're going to
find Dirk.
The best way to kill the Peace Brigade is to sever its head? Jacen asked.
Stang straight, Mara replied. That and I just feel like ripping his
head off. But your theory sounds better. Can you tell that to your uncle?
Jacen tilted his head to the side distractedly, and a blaster bolt sailed right
past. His father ignored him, as if nothing had happened, but Blackwing
blinked, surprised.
Excuse me, Jacen, Mara said. I think I've found the man I want to
have a little ... discussion with.
Good luck, Dirk, Jacen snickered. You're going to need it.
"Do we secure the annex still?" Blackwing asked.
Jacen glanced his way. "Yes. The kids are en route to Colonel Fel as we
speak."
Blackwing nodded. "Then let's get that perimeter set up now."
"Excellent idea," Han drawled as blaster fire poured down on them. He
shot back twice, then grinned at Jacen. "Let's go, son."
"I suppose you want to just waltz in there with your blaster and shoot
them all single handed?" Blackwing snorted.
Han rolled his eyes. "I've got a secret weapon."
Blackwing looked dubious. "Oh yeah? What's that?"
Han jerked his blaster at Jacen. "My son."
Before Blackwing could reply, Han stood and stepped aside, letting Jacen slip
past. Jacen called his lightsaber into his hand and prepared to step out into
the open.
"Hey, son?" Han called. Jacen turned to look at his father
inquisitively. Han flashed him a lopsided smile. "Give 'em hell,
kid."
Jacen grinned. "I will, Dad. I will."
Igniting his green blade as he emerged from behind the wall, Jacen smirked in
satisfaction as the Peace Brigaders' eyes widened in fear. Guess my
reputation precedes me after all, he thought. Now is it my reputation as
a Solo, as a Skywalker or as a Jedi?
It was probably a little of all three, just like Jacen.
His blade came up unconsciously to deflect the shots aimed at his head, and
Jacen began to make his way closer to the barricade of soldiers, turning back
each shot that came close to him, and letting those that missed continue on
their way to hit the wall behind him.
When he was certain he was close enough, he leapt onto the roof of the
building, ignoring the startled gasps from both Rogue Squadron and Peace
Brigade as he cleared the three story jump easily. Extending his hand down
towards the Peace Brigaders, Jacen focused his mind on their blasters, weaving
a Force net around them, and gave a hard tug.
The weapons flew out of their hands and up into his reach. Jacen deposited them
on the rooftop, then flipped back down to the ground, landing in the center of
the courtyard. He heard his father give the signal and saw the Rogue Squadron
pilots move along the side of the quad, their weapons aimed at the Peace
Brigade soldiers.
Confident that Rogue Squadron would lock down the perimeter, Jacen kept his
attention on the men before him, who were fidgeting anxiously. He knew some of
them were going to attack him, but he didn't want to kill those who were ready
to surrender. Death would be quick and painless. He would much rather they
spend their lives in prison.
Or the Kessel mines, he added to himself with a snicker.
They had stolen the children, after all. Jacen wouldn't have minded at all if
all of them attacked, so that he could work out some of his frustrations.
But he had a feeling the New Republic might like to take some of them alive, if
only to get the locations of the other bases out of them.
"Anyone who doesn't want to be killed should surrender now," he said
in a loud voice, using the Force to inflict his words with a deadly calm he
knew was unnerving. "You will be allowed to live, and handed over to the
New Republic."
"We don't surrender to Jedi," one of the Peace Brigaders
sneered. "Besides, if you kill us, the Jedi brats die, too."
Jacen tried to keep calm, he really did. But he was tired, and he was angry,
and he was worried about the children, and the fury he had been struggling to
smother out since the kidnapping roared up inside of him.
His father knew somehow, and called out, "Hey, kid. I won't tell your
uncle if you don't!"
A cold smile crept onto Jacen's face. "Tell him if you like, Dad. It's not
going to stop me one way or another." He took a menacing step forward, his
lightsaber ticking form side to side. "If you plan to surrender, I suggest
you lay down and cover your heads. Now."
More than half of the soldiers scrambled to the floor, but Jacen was pleased to
see that the rude man who had threatened his niece, his nephew and his cousin
was not one of them. The man drew an extra blaster from his coat and aimed at
Jacen.
As he easily deflected the shot, Jacen smiled coldly. He shot first, Uncle
Luke. So this isn't aggression. It's a defensive assault.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Stay
down," Kyp advised his group. "Keep low to the ground and out of
sight."
"That would be a good idea, huh, Durron?" Octa said wryly.
He grinned over his shoulder at her. "Only if we want to stay alive."
"I don't know about you two," Tam hissed quietly. "But I'd like
to survive. So could you shut up and talk about how Kyp actually had a good
idea later?"
Kyp shot him a dark look, then turned back to what they were doing, which was
crawling along the outer wall of the base, hidden behind the brush. It was
uncomfortable, and more than a little degrading, to be crawling around on their
hands and knees, but given the situation, Kyp imagined it was better than the
alternative.
At least Jaina's not here to see this, he thought to himself. But in
truth he wished Jaina was there. He was worried about her, and he wanted
nothing more than to see her healthy and whole again, to have her in front of
him and to be able to see for himself that she was alright.
He was worried about the others missing, too, but not as much as for Jaina. He
didn't care if that was selfish, none of them meant as much to him as Jaina. No
one did.
But maybe someone could come close one day, a voice in the back of his
mind said, and he glanced back again at Octa, his cheeks flushing when she
smiled at him. She noticed, and smiled even more.
Kyp really needed to get the Force back.
As they drew near the docking field, Kyp came to a halt. In the center of the
field was a shuttle that looked big enough to seat all twelve Jedi, and big
enough to have a med-bay if any of the others were hurt.
That's our ship, then, he told himself.
The other pressed close behind him, and he was extremely aware of the fact that
Octa was pressed against him and her breath spilled across his cheek as she
asked, "Do you see a ship that we can use?"
Focus, Durron, he ordered silently. And not on her!
"Use, yes," he replied, not turning to look at her for fear she would
see his thoughts expressed on his face. "As for whether or not we can take
it, I don't know. It's pretty well guarded."
And it was. There were at least six armed guards patrolling the field, all
carrying high powered long blasters.
For the millionth time that day, Kyp wished he had access to the Force. It
would have made this easy. They could have snuck aboard a transport and stolen
it before the Peace Brigaders even realized they were there.
He was about to say something, when Octa's voice rang out in his mind. He
really is handsome, isn't he?
Kyp blinked, startled. He turned to look at her and grinned. "Thank
you," he said.
Octa's eyes went wide. "I didn't say anything."
And suddenly Kyp could feel everything around him. He could feel the vegetation
growing in the jungle, he could feel the Peace Brigaders nearby, and he could
feel the other Jedi with him.
But only some of the Jedi.
Now it was Kyp's eyes that went wide. "The Force is back," he said softly,
breathing it in and letting it run through him like water, seeping into every
corner of his being, filling him with its warmth and light.
He felt Octa touch him through the Force, and was surprised at how easily he
could hear her thoughts. I can see again, she cried happily. Really
see. With the Force.
I know, he thought back, flashing her a mental grin. Me, too.
"I don't feel anything," Hajima said, frowning.
Chane shrugged. "Me neither."
Kyp glanced at Tam, who had his eyes closed and was taking long, slow breaths.
"I have it," Tam said without opening his eyes.
"Maybe the gas wears off at different speeds," Octa said. "Kyp
and I got hit with it before you two did, so maybe that's why it wore off on us
first."
"Sounds logical," Chane replied evenly, but Kyp could tell he was
slightly disappointed that the Force had returned to the others and not him.
"Well," Kyp said, grinning at the others. "This certainly makes
stealing a ship much easier."
"I'll say," Octa smiled. "We might not even have to draw our
weapons if you can exert enough mental persuasion over them, Kyp."
Kyp nodded grimly. "I can try, but I'm not making any guarantees. If this
doesn't work, I need you and Tam to be ready to intervene."
"Don't worry, Durron," Tam said, clapping him on the shoulder.
"We won't let you get hurt." He smirked slightly. "Not too
badly, anyway."
"Thanks," Kyp said dryly.
Octa placed a hand on his shoulder. "I'll help you. I'm not very good at
mind wiping, but I can convince one or two of them that they never saw
us."
Through their Force bond, which was suddenly much stronger and clearer than it
had ever been before, Kyp could tell that she believed him more than capable of
doing it by himself, but she wanted to help him.
"Okay," he told her. "You can help. Follow me, and be
careful."
"I will if you will," Octa replied, pushing to her feet behind him
and giving his hand a warm squeeze before starting off.
I should die of shock, Kyp thought as he crept towards the Peace
Brigaders
Yeah, well, if you die you won't get to give me that kiss that Tam
interrupted, Octa called.
Kyp jerked his head towards her in surprise, but she had her back to him,
silently making her way up behind one of the guards on his left. Even though he
couldn't see her face, Kyp had a feeling she was smiling.
Is that an offer? he called.
Her amused smile flickered in his mind. Maybe. Right now concentrate on what
you're doing, Durron, or we won't survive long enough for you to find out.
Yes, ma'am, Kyp thought back with a slight smirk. He reached out with the
Force, luring the first guard to turn his way. Before the guard could even
react to seeing him, Kyp sent a thick fog into the man's head, You see
nothing, he ordered, his words dripping with the full weight of the Force. We
were never here.
The guard stared at him blankly, and Kyp allowed himself a small smile of
satisfaction. He did the same to the other four guards, being careful not to
muddle any other memories. When he was done, he turned to see how Octa was
doing.
She waved her hand slightly and he heard the guard mutter, "You were never
here."
Octa reached out and grabbed something off the guards' jumpsuit, then turned to
face him, grinning. Easy enough, she thought, holding up one of the spheres
of ysalamari gas.
Don't jinx it, he warned. But nice work, anyway.
She grinned. Thank you.
You're welcome, Kyp replied, then turned to face Tam. Get the others and
get onto the ship, now.
He saw Tam tap Chane and Hajima on the shoulder, gesture towards the shuttle,
and the three of them stood, hurrying across the field and up the ramp into the
ship. Kyp waited for Octa to reach him, then started up the ramp together.
They met up with the others inside, and Kyp sank into one of the seats, Octa
slipping into the one beside him. "I am so ready to go home," she
moaned.
Kyp shot her a smile. "We'll leave as soon as we find the others."
"Why don't we call to them with the Force?" Tam suggested.
"Worth a shot," Kyp said. "I'll try for Jaina."
Closing his eyes, he reached inward first, finding the part of him that was
Jaina, and then started down the link between them, calling her name. Jaina?
Jaina, you there? Can you hear me?
But there was no answer, and Kyp slammed into a black hole where Jaina should
have been.
Sighing, he shook his head. "No good," he said. "Jaina's still
contaminated with the ysalamari gas. I can't get anything from her."
"I'm not getting anything from Tesar or Imara," Tam reported.
"And Valin's still out, too."
"Try Alema," Octa suggested. "She's so hot tempered she could
force the Force back into herself."
Kyp smiled at the wording, then reached out for the Twi'lek woman. Alema?
Alema, where are you?
Durron? her voice came back, edgy and surprised, but relieved, too. Is
that you?
No, Kyp drawled. It's Darth Vader.
Aloud, he announced, "I've got Alema." Everyone relaxed a little at
that.
Funny, Durron. Funny, Alema retorted. Can Jaina use the Force yet? I
think I'd rather talk to her.
Kyp tensed. You mean she's not with you?
No.
A shiver of fear, or perhaps forewarning, crept through Kyp's mind. Was Jaina
alone? Captured? Killed?
Who's with you? Kyp asked Alema. I've got Chane, Tam, Octa and
Hajima.
Tesar, Imara, Nianne and Merik are with me, Alema replied.
That leaves Valin with Jaina, then, Kyp said grimly. Either that or
they're both alone.
I cannot reach either of them through the Force, Alema said.
Kyp pressed his lips together. I know. Neither can we.
Silence hung between them for a moment, and Kyp could sense anxiety and concern
from the Twi'lek woman.
Where are you? he asked.
About a hundred meters from the base, Alema replied. Where are you?
Kyp smirked. On a shuttle we've commandeered. We're in the docking field.
Come to us, we'll be watching for you.
Then what? Alema asked.
Then we find Jaina, Kyp replied.
And Valin.
Yes, Kyp agreed. And Valin.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
General
Baron Soontir Fel checked the display board of the Chiss frigate he was flying.
He would have been more comfortable in a clawcraft, or even an X-wing, but he
knew that he was needed to fly the shuttle. It was going to take some great
flying to rescue twelve Jedi from within enemy territory, and Soontir just
didn't trust anyone else to do it right.
Not when his daughter-in-law's life was at stake.
Soontir loved Jaina, he had no problem admitting that. He had liked her from
the very moment he first met her, at a Rogue Squadron party thrown for her and
Jag, celebrating their marriage.
Soontir smiled to himself slightly. That had also been the very moment he found
out that they had eloped and gotten married in secret. At first Soontir had
been angry and disappointed in Jag, but he had quickly come to see that
marrying Jaina was the best thing that had ever happened to his son. She was
perfect for him, complementing and completing him in a way that constantly
amazed Soontir.
Jaina was a good wife to Jagged, and a good mother to Anakin and Padme. She
somehow managed to balance her duties between the Jedi, the Republic and her
family, and she always made time for her children.
Soontir was not looking forward to telling her that her children had been
kidnapped. He could not imagine how horrible she would feel, being so far away
and not even knowing. He was certain that Jag would rescue the kids, nothing
short of a hundred Death Stars could keep him from finding them, and even then
Soontir thought his son could probably find a way around them.
Soontir was just glad he and Syal had never had to deal with people kidnapping
their children. Jaina probably wouldn't be that surprised, from what Soontir
understood people had always been trying to kidnap her and her brothers as
children, and they had succeeded on more than one occasion.
Maybe it's that Solo blood, Soontir thought in amusement. Han never
could keep out of trouble, and now he's passed that on to his children and
their children.
It was for Jaina that Soontir worried now. There had been so much fear in
Jagged's voice when he had called, so much sadness and despair. Soontir had not
gotten the specifics of what the Jedi believed the situation was, but he had
gotten enough. Jaina was without the Force, crashed on a planet overrun by
Peace Brigaders, and no one knew if she had been seriously hurt in the crash.
Just because she had been alive when Jag called, didn't mean she still was.
For all Soontir knew, his daughter-in-law was already dead.
It was a terrible thought, one that brought sadness and regret, but Soontir had
to accept that it was a possibility.
"Father?" Zena's voice came across the comm-link with a burst of
static.
"Yes?" Soontir replied.
"My scanners are picking up a large vessel just outside of Corbos'
orbit," Zena called. "It appears to be a battle cruiser, sir."
Soontir frowned. What was a battle cruiser doing out in the middle of the
desolated Corbin Sector? None of the planets in the area were populated, not to
Soontir's knowledge, anyway.
"Could that have been what knocked Jaina's ship out of space, sir?"
Wik's voice filled the shuttle cockpit. "It looks big enough."
"I suppose it could have been," Soontir agreed. "It certainly
looks suspicious for a battle cruiser to be hovering around Corbos for no
reason."
"Maybe Jaina is down there, sir," Wik suggested.
Soontir paused for a moment to consider that. Corbos was a jungle world with
plenty of oxygen and an average gravitic pull. It was definitely habitable. And
the presence of the battle cruiser suggested that there might be Peace Brigader
on planet.
Which means Jaina might be down there, too, Soontir thought.
"Perhaps," Soontir replied. "I think we should check it out
then. Major, bring your squadron with me. We're going planetside to
investigate. Captain, remain in orbit. If that battle cruiser so much as moves,
I want you to hit it so hard the commander sees a super nova before his ship
explodes. Understood?"
"Understood, sir," Zena replied, an eager edge to her voice.
Be careful, Zena, Soontir thought silently, but he did not dare say it
over the comm-link. It would only distract her, and Soontir Fel was not a man
to openly express his feelings. Jag never had been growing up, but Jaina had
changed that in him. Maybe she'd changed that a little in Soontir, too.
"Keep your eyes open, Captain," he advised his daughter. "I
expect to come back and still see a full and complete phalanx.
Understood?"
"Understood," Zena replied gently. "Father."
Soontir smiled slightly, then turned the frigate towards the planet, with Wik's
squadron taking up formation around him, Wik's clawcraft just to his left,
close enough that Soontir could see his son's profile through the cockpit.
"Watch for any signs of a shipwreck," Soontir told him. "I doubt
Jaina would have stayed near the wreck, but it will give us a general area to
start looking."
"Maybe we should be looking for a base, too, sir?" Wik asked.
"The Peace Brigade must have a base here, so Jaina might have snuck near
it, or been captured."
"I doubt she's been captured," Soontir replied. "But you're
right, Major. We should keep an eye open for any signs of civilization."
His display board lit up and Soontir glanced out of the cockpit to see the
battle cruiser turning towards them, weapons warming up quickly.
"Captain," Soontir called to Zena. "I think that-"
"Already on it, sir," Zena replied shortly. "Engaging now."
Flashes of red shot across space, and Soontir watched for a moment as the
squadron of twelve clawcrafts, each piloted by an elite Chiss pilot, swarmed
over the battle cruiser, unloading wave upon wave of laser fire.
Satisfied, Soontir turned his attention back to the green planet looming before
him.
I hope you're down there, Jaina, he thought. And I hope you're alive.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tahiri
Veila stepped over the guards slumped unconscious on the floor, a small smirk
of satisfaction creeping onto her lips.
"That was interesting," Sharr Latt said form behind her.
Ignoring him, Tahiri led the way into the security bridge. It had been all too
easy to get in. With most of the guards rushing outside to engage Jacen Solo,
there weren't many left inside, and those who remained were weak minded. A
simple wave of her hand and Tahiri had them all piled on top of one another in
the middle of the hallway.
She came to a halt in the center of the computer line room and turned to face
the others. "Okay, my job is done. Piggy, get on those computers and do
whatever it is you do."
"You heard Auntie Tahiri," Sharr snickered.
Tahiri glared at him. "Don't do anything Kell ever tells you to do, Latt.
I can't kill him because his wife is a Jedi. You, on the other hand..."
Sharr raised his hands in surrender. "Point taken."
"If only it was that easy for us non-Force users to shut him up," Jag
Fel drawled. "I have to settle for pointing my blaster at his head."
"And even that doesn't work all the time," Piggy grunted, moving to
the main computer. His chubby fingers began to fly across the display board,
moving so fast Tahiri had no idea what he was doing. Not that she would have
known even if she could see. Computers weren't really her strong point.
"What are you doing?" she asked, moving to his side and peering over
his shoulder curiously.
"I am lowering the base's defenses so that it will be easier for the fleet
to destroy it," Piggy answered without slowing. "I am also shutting
down the security system so that Master Skywalker can sneak up on the Peace
Brigade leader-"
"Dirk," Jag interjected coldly.
"-without having the security alarms warn him of their approach,"
Piggy finished. He glanced at her. "I have also asked the computer to do a
BioScan to pinpoint the location of any other ysalamari they might have in
storage so that we can destroy it."
Tahiri liked that idea. "You'll have to destroy it, not me," she
said. "I'm not inclined to make myself sick by going near one of those
things unless I have to."
"I wouldn't want you to," Jag said. "We'll take care of
them."
Tahiri flashed him a grateful smile. "Thank you."
He grinned. "Think nothing of it. Jaina would have my hide if I had you
expose yourself to ysalamari unnecessarily. She hates them. I think she's the
secret leader of the 'Jedi For the Extermination of Ysalamari' movement."
Tahiri snorted. It was true, though, Jaina did hate the Force blocking
creatures. But she wasn't the only one. Even though Jedi were supposed to
respect all life, Tahiri didn't know of a single Jedi who would be terribly
upset if all of the ysalamari were wiped out.
Even though Jag's comment was made in jest, Tahiri sensed the underlying
concern and fear behind it. He was worried about his wife, and, to tell the
truth, so was Tahiri. She knew how hard it was to be without the Force, and
just being around ysalamari made a Jedi sick. That mixed with the fact that she
was more than likely in the midst of Peace Brigaders, armed Peace Brigaders,
made Tahiri uneasy about Jaina's safety.
She was about to say something reassuring when she felt three familiar
presences coming towards her. She reached out with the Force, just to be sure,
and her eyes widened in shock.
Jag noticed and his jaw went tight. "What?" he asked. "What is
it?"
Tahiri blinked in surprise. "The children," she said in awe. She
hurried past him and darted out the open door, looking from side to side as if
she expected them to run into view at any moment. Jag followed her, his tension
so thick it was like a black of durasteel.
They're close, Tahiri thought. So very, very close. Almost as if...
"Papa!"
"Jag!"
Tahiri and Jag both whirled to see Anakin, Padme and Ben running towards them,
their little legs moving as fast as they could. Jag's relief filled Tahiri's
senses like a heatstorm, burning so fiercely that it was overwhelming.
"Papa! Papa!"
Jag broke into a run, scooping his children into his arms and holding them to
him fiercely. He buried his face in Padme's loose hair and Anakin's little
shoulders. Tahiri could feel that he could not bear to let them go, for fear
they would vanish.
Ben ran to Tahiri, throwing his arms around her waist. "Tahiri!" he
cried. "Oh, Tahiri! Am I glad to see you! Where's my Mom and Dad?"
Tahiri hugged him tightly, tears of relief stinging her eyes. "I'm glad to
see you, too. They went to go take care of something. They'll be here
soon."
"Papa, I was so scared!" Padme cried. "The mean men hurt me,
Papa! They made my arm hurt, and they were mean to me!"
"They brought that mean ysalamari into the room, too!" Anakin cried,
his arms wrapped tightly around his father's neck. "But Ben killed
it."
Tahiri looked down at Ben. "Is that how you escaped?"
Ben nodded. "We broke the cage and Padme caught it. I stepped on it. Then
Anakin figured out how to unlock the door. My Dad said for us to come find
you."
"I'm glad," Jag said, his voice thick with emotion. Tahiri could see
tears sliding down his cheeks.
"Papa, why are you crying?" Anakin asked.
"Don't cry, Papa, we okay," Padme said. "See?" She planted
a big kiss on his cheek. "Now you all better, too."
"Thank you, angel," Jag said, kissing her hair. He kissed Anakin's
head, then hers, then Anakin's again. "I was so worried about you
both."
"We okay," Padme said again. She turned her head and caught sight of
Tahiri. "Auntie Tahiri! Auntie Tahiri!"
Both children squirmed out of Jag's arms and threw themselves at her, clinging
to her legs tightly. Tahiri bent to hug them, and saw Jag embrace Ben out of
the corner of her eye, heard him asking if he was alright and then return to
hugging him.
"Auntie Tahiri!" Anakin cried, hugging her. "I felt you! I felt
you!"
"Me, too!" Padme insisted. "I felt you, too!"
"Oh, I missed you," Tahiri said, kissing both children on the cheek.
"You have no idea how worried everyone has been about you."
"Hey, it's the kids!" Sharr cried in amazement, stepping out into the
hallway.
"Mr. Piggy!" Padme cried in delight, running to Piggy and staring up
at him with wide eyes. "Hello, Mr. Piggy."
Tahiri turned her head away, trying no to laugh, and found herself face to face
with a pair of intense green eyes. She started in surprise, noticing the
seriousness in them. "What is it, Anakin?" she asked.
"Where's Mama? Anakin demanded, looking around in confusion, his little
brow furrowed worriedly and his eyes dark.
Tahiri exchanged a look with Jag as he approached and took Anakin's hand in
his. "Mama is still out on her mission," Jag said carefully.
"She doesn't know you were missing yet. We haven't been able to tell her.
She'll be so glad that you're okay, though."
Padme hurried back over to her father, tugging at his hand. "We can't feel
Mama, Papa! It's all icky inside where Mama was!"
"Mama's not anywhere," Anakin added, looking near tears. "Can't
find her!"
Jag looked up at Tahiri helplessly, his eyes filled with pain and grief. Tahiri
stepped forward and knelt before the children, pulling Ben to stand beside
them. His own fear was coming off of him in waves, even though he was trying
hard to shield it from Padme and Anakin.
"Your Mama is out fighting some very bad people right now," Tahiri
said gently. "The same kind of people who stole you form us."
"Peace Brigade," Anakin muttered coldly.
Tahiri winced at the slight thirst for vengeance she felt in him, but decided
to put it aside for now. "Yes, she's fighting the Peace Brigade. They're
doing the same with the ysalamari to her that they did to you. That's why we
can't feel her. They want us to be scared, but we can't let them scare us,
okay? We have to be brave, so we can help your Mama. Can you do that for me?
can you be brave to help your Mama?"
Anakin nodded solemnly. "Yes, Aunt Tahiri."
"For Mama," Padme added softly.
Tahiri glanced at Ben inquisitively. "Ben?"
"Yes," he answered in a soft, dejected voice.
He knows that there's more to it than that, Tahiri realized. He knows
we're not telling them everything, and he knows that it's much more serious
than we'd like them to believe.
"Good," she said, squeezing his shoulder. "Thank you."
Anakin, little Anakin who had been so angry with Jag recently, threw his arms
back around his father's neck and buried his face in his father's shoulder.
"Papa, I missed you!"
Tahiri didn't need the Force to see how much those words meant to Jag. It was
in his eyes. "I missed you, too, son," Jag whispered, his voice
choked with emotion. "I missed you so much." He reached out and drew
Padme into the embrace. "I missed you both so very much."
"Love you, Papa," Anakin said softly.
"Me, too," Padme said.
Jag smiled shakily. "And I love you both. More than anything in the whole
galaxy."
"The whole galaxy?" Anakin echoed.
Jag nodded. "The whole galaxy."
"Wow," Anakin replied in amazement.
Tahiri smiled. It was a beautiful sight. Jag and the children had been
reunited, and their family was back together again. She would have said it was
a perfect moment, except there was one thing missing.
Jaina.
Tahiri only hoped that Jaina got to be part of this scene again.
Please don't be dead, Jaina, she thought weakly. They need you. Jag
needs you. The kids need you. Jacen needs you.
Tahiri needed her.
She'll be fine, Tahiri promised herself. She has to be. She's Jaina.
Smiling, Tahiri leaned against the wall and watched with amazement as Jag and
the children hugged and kissed each other, crying out happily.
It really was beautiful, after all.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"You
are completely out of your mind!"
Jaina shot Valin a wicked grin. "I know, isn't it fun?"
Valin groaned, shaking his head. "Pass me that proton grenade, will
you?" he asked, holding out his hand. Since he was taller than Jaina, he
was stuck securing the explosives to the ceiling. Part of him was nervous, he
didn't want to set off the grenade by accident and kill them both, but he figured
Jaina had to know what she was doing.
Didn't she?
Jaina handed him the last one, and he placed it on the ceiling, setting the
timer for five minutes. "You're sure that's how long we have till the
first one goes?" he asked Jaina.
"Positive," she replied calmly. "Now hurry, we have to get to
their hangar and set up the flechette mines. I want their fleet wiped
out."
"Right," Valin replied, nodding grimly. During their undercover
search of the base, they had discovered two major strong points that posed
threats to the New Republic. One was the huge stock room full of proton
torpedoes, concussion missiles, and laser cannons, which they had just set
detonators around. The other was the vast hangar filled with battle cruisers,
fighters, and something that looked too much like a Super Star Destroyer to be
anything good.
They were on their way to destroy that now.
Valin followed Jaina out of the corridor, glancing around to be sure no one had
seen them. Most of the Peace Brigaders were outside of the base, for what
reason Valin didn't know, but he was grateful that they were. It made their job
easier, and it meant they would kill less people when the explosives went off.
"This way," Jaina hissed urgently, hurrying down the hallway. Valin
kept pace with her as she led him through the twisting corridors, making sharp
turns and quickening their pace with each new hall they emerged into. Valin was
about to ask her if she was sure she knew where they were going when the large
durasteel doors to the hangar swam into view ahead of them.
Valin glanced at Jaina once more, judging whether or not she was thinking
clearly. He couldn't help wondering if she was still feverish from their night
in the freezing rain, because what she had in mind was nothing sort of insane.
"Get those concussion grenades out," Jaina said, not taking her eyes
off of the hangar ahead. She pulled what looked like flechette mines from her
pack, and Valin felt a wave of uneasiness swell up in him as he unpacked his
concussion grenades.
Jaina pulled her blaster from her belt and checked the energy level. Valin did
the same, understanding what she intended to do once they got inside.
Jaina glanced at him. "Ready?" she asked.
Valin nodded. Jaina flashed him a cocky smile, then strolled towards the
hangar, with him following quickly at her heels. They swung the doors open,
striding into the hangar boldly. As Valin had hoped, there weren't many people
inside, and those that were proved to be easy targets for their blasters. As
soon as the last soldier went down, Jaina holstered her blaster and scanned the
hangar, her eyes sharp and full of fire.
"There," she said, pointing to the support beam to his right.
"That's the weak spot. Plant two concussion grenades there, and two on the
same spot on the opposite wall. That should bring down the hangar easily
enough."
Valin eyed her suspiciously. "And what are those for?" he asked,
nodding at the flechette mines in her hands.
Jaina met his gaze with cool eyes. "Those ships are going to be harder to
destroy. These are much harder at destruction."
"There's also no timer on those," Valin observed evenly.
Jaina's face remained expressionless. "I know. I'll set the detonator to
'motion'. As soon as your concussion grenades go off, the flechette mines will,
too."
Valin stared at her hard. "Jaina, there's only a three-second delay on
those things. As soon as we move an inch, they're going to blow."
"No, they won't," Jaina said calmly. "Go set your grenades,
Valin. We have two minutes until the other grenades go off."
Valin opened his mouth to protest, but she glared at him fiercely. Sighing, he
walked over to the point Jaina had specified and secured the grenades to the
wall, setting the timers for two minutes. He hurried to the other side of the hangar
and did the same, calculating ten seconds off for the time it took him to move
from one wall to the other.
When he was done, he turned back to see Jaina securing the last of her
flechette mines on the largest of the battle cruisers. She didn't take her hand
off of the mine, but she turned to look at him, a strange look on her face, and
Valin felt his heart stop unexplainably.
And then he saw her eyes, and he knew.
He knew.
"No!" he said sharply. "Jaina, no!"
"Valin," she began quietly. "It's-"
"No!" Valin snapped. "Jaina, you are not sacrificing yourself to
blow up this hangar!"
"We have to destroy these ships," Jaina said calmly. "We have
to, Valin. You can see what's around you, you know what this means. They're not
preparing to go to war on the New Republic, they're ready to go to war!"
"We can come back," Valin insisted, panic rising in his chest.
"We can escape and come back with New Republic forces and they can destroy
the base."
"They'll just change locations the minute we get off planet," Jaina
argued. "And then we'll never find their base again until it's too late.
Until they attack."
"Jaina, you can't do this!" Valin cried.
"Someone has to," Jaina replied, shrugging.
"Then let me!" Valin demanded.
"You?" Jaina cried incredulously. "Oh, no, Valin Horn. Don't you
even think about it! Your father would kill me if I let you do this!"
"And your husband will kill me!" Valin cried. "Please, Jaina,
listen to me," he pleaded desperately. "You have a husband! You have
children! They need you!"
"Your parents need you," Jaina shot back. "And what about Syal?
You think she can take having you killed? Valin, be rational!"
"Look who's talking?!" Valin yelled. "You're acting crazy,
Jaina! Destroying the base isn't worth your life!"
Jaina's expression turned as cold as ice. "Valin Horn, as your commanding
officer, I am giving you a direct order to leave this hangar immediately."
"No," Valin said, crossing his arms over his chest.
Jaina raised an eyebrow. "Excuse me?"
"I said no," Valin replied. "If you stay, I stay. I'm not going
anywhere."
"Valin-"
"If you stay, I stay," Valin said firmly.
Jaina's face flickered with pain. "Valin, you don't have to do this,"
she said quietly.
"Yes," Valin said. "I do. I'm not letting you die alone.
Besides, if I leave you here, I won't get off this planet alive. Once Kyp gets
a hold of me, I'd be better off handing myself over to the Yuuzhan Vong."
Jaina stared at him hard, and he stared back. He wasn't leaving her, not after
all they had been through together. If she was serious about this, if it was
truly the only way, then he would stay behind with her. He knew she would never
go through with it with him there unless it really was the only option, and the
haunted, resigned look in her eyes told him it was.
Valin Horn found he was not scared to die. He had always wondered if he would
be, when the time came and he was looking death straight in the eye, but he had
no fear. Only acceptance. If this was what they had to do, then this was what
they had to do.
He stepped up beside Jaina, placing his hand over hers and bringing his dark
gaze to bore into hers. "If you die," he whispered intensely. "I
die."
Tears welled up in Jaina's eyes, and Valin wished he could feel the Force to know
what she was thinking. She was touched that he was willing to die for her, to
die with her, but he knew she didn't want him to die, didn't want either of
them to die.
"Do you think Jag will be alright?" she asked softly, her voice
catching on her husband's name.
"I hope so," Valin replied hoarsely. "Syal's going to need
him."
"At least our parents have each other," Jaina said quietly. "And
the Jedi."
"And the Jedi," Valin agreed weakly.
Jaina smiled shakily at him. "You're the bravest man I know, Valin Horn.
And I'm honored to have you beside me."
Valin smiled back at her. "Maybe we'll get to see Anakin, you think?"
From the wistful flicker in her eyes, he knew she hoped so. For the first time,
Valin saw no pain in her eyes when she thought of her brother, and he
understood why. There was no reason to fell pain. They would be joining Anakin
soon enough.
Can we still become one with the Force even if we can't feel it when we die?
Valin thought, panic rising at the horrible thought that they might not be able
to. But Master Skywalker always said they were Jedi, even without the Force.
That had to count for something, right? And maybe the ysalamari would wear off
once they died, and they could leave their bodies behind and-
Force this is morbid, Valin scolded himself. Think peaceful thoughts,
Valin. At least you won't leave a body behind.
He hoped.
He did not want the other Jedi to come and find his body, find Jaina's body. It
would be bad enough that they would know they died, they shouldn't have to see
what was left behind.
"Ready?" Jaina asked softly, tears sliding down her cheeks. It broke
Valin's heart to know that this was the last thing either of them would ever
do.
"Wait," Valin said. He leaned forward and kissed her quickly on the
lips. Seeing her surprise, he grinned, his cheeks red. "I swore to Sannah
when we were at the Academy that I'd do that one day if it was the last thing I
ever did. I figured I might as well make sure the last thing I ever did was
something nice."
Jaina smiled, her lips trembling. "Thank you," she said.
"For what?" Valin asked.
"For making the last thing I ever do nice, too," Jaina said softly.
She closed her eyes. "I love you, Jagged," she whispered across time
and space. "Give my love to the children."
I love you, Syal, Valin thought sadly. I'll always love you.
Jaina took her hand off of the mine, and there was a loud beep as it armed
itself, three lights flashing on the top.
And suddenly the Force rushed back into Valin's senses, filling him with
strength and power that he had taken for granted all of his life.
The Force screamed at him to run, and he did not hesitate.
He could not feel Jaina through the Force, so he grabbed her by the arm,
yanking her behind him, and sprinted for the hangar transparisteel.
The first light blinked out.
Valin used the Force to shatter the transparisteel.
The second light went out.
He tried to throw Jaina with the Force, but couldn't, and had to resign himself
to pulling her along with him. He leaped through the opening, dimly aware of
the third and final light going out, and then the entire world erupted in flash
and fire.
He drew the Force to him as they hit the ground, and a flash of forewarning hit
him like a heat storm. He turned, trying to get out of the way in time, but the
shards of metal were flying down on him, like a shower of durasteel spikes.
His eyes widened as one plunged straight at his chest.
And then a blur of brown and black hit him, knocking him aside, and Valin's
head slammed into a tree. He struggled to his feet, his vision blurry, but he
couldn't see what was happening.
Not that he needed his eyes to know what had happened.
He could feel Jaina through the Force now, the Force was back for her, too.
And he could tell, before his eyes focused on her limp body, that the metal
spike intended for him had pierced her stomach fatally.
Force or no Force, Jaina was dying.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jag Fel
stood behind Piggy SaBring, watching with interest as the Gammorean ran through
files on the Peace Brigade computer, transferring a list of the other bases
into a datacard.
"This is great," Jag said. "General Antilles can definitely use
this. It's valuable information."
"Do you think that Rogue Squadron will be sent out to destroy any of the
bases?" Piggy asked. "I would enjoy blowing up one or two of these
facilities."
"Kell could do the job by himself," Jag said, smiling.
"But then we wouldn't get to have any fun," Sharr drawled from the
corner where he sat, feet propped up on one of the display consoles.
"You scare me with your ideas of fun, Latt," Jag said, shooting him
an amused glance over his shoulder.
"I do what I can," Sharr said with a grin. "I think-"
A chorus of screams pierced the air, cutting off his words. Jag felt his heart
stop in his chest. "Padme!" he cried, running for the door.
"Anakin!"
He dashed down the hallway, skidding to a stop outside of the room where the
kids were playing. He raced into the room, his heart pounding, and came to a
horrified halt.
Ben, Anakin and Padme were all rigid in place, their faces pale and eyes wide
in terror, screaming the most agonizing scream Jag had ever heard.
"Anakin! Padme!" he cried, grabbing their arms. "What is it?
What's wrong?" he pleaded desperately. "Oh Force, what's
happening?"
"Mama!" Anakin howled, tears pouring down his cheeks.
"Mama!"
"Jaya!" Ben wailed, clawing at his robes furiously. "Jaya,
Jaya!"
Jag's blood ran colder than a Hoth ice floe. Jaina. They were screaming because
of Jaina. Something was happening to Jaina.
"Mama!" Padme screamed, pounding her little fists on the floor so
hard she would have bruises. "Mama, Mama, don't go! Mama!"
Jag knew he should comfort them, knew they needed him to, but he couldn't. He couldn't
do anything. He was frozen in place, in time, in fear.
Jaina, he thought desperately. Please don't leave me. Please don't
die! I need you! Oh Force, I need you! I can't live without you!
Dimly he was aware of Tahiri rushing into the room, tears flying off her
cheeks, kneeling before the children and taking them all into her arms. Jag
staggered back, finding the wall and sliding down to the ground, his face pale
and his hands shaking.
Jaina was dying.
He didn't need anyone to tell him that. He knew. He knew from the agonized
screams of his children, from the tears spilling forth form Tahiri's eyes, knew
from some precognitive voice in the back of his head that had been screaming at
him since her ship had been destroyed.
His wife was dying, millions of light-years away, and there wasn't a stang
thing he could do about it.
After all that they had survived, after all that she had survived, Jag found it
impossible to believe that Jaina could be killed. Not when she had managed to
survive so many times when she should have been killed. Not when she was a
Jedi.
Not when she was his wife.
Jaina. Beautiful, brave, bold Jaina. She was breathtaking. She was
intoxicating.
Jag had loved her from the moment he laid eyes on her, so many years ago at
Ithor. He had flown under her command, given up his Chiss phalanx, risked his
father's wrath, just to be with her. To Jag it had always seemed like he had
never paid a high enough price for such a gift.
He found suddenly that he couldn't breathe. His lungs refused to work, and he
thought that maybe he was dying. He had to be, how could he live without Jaina?
She was all that supported him, all that sustained him. She was not his wife,
she was his breath, his blood, his spirit. Without her, how could he go on?
Jag had never loved her as much as he did at that very moment, at the moment he
knew he was loosing her. His body was shutting down, his agony so fierce and so
unyielding that it ate away at his very being. He could not live without Jaina.
He just couldn't.
Suddenly he could remember every detail, every memory, and he clung to them
furiously, as if holding them to him would somehow keep her alive. He
remembered the way her dark eyes shone with that wild fire, the way her hair
would curl slightly if she didn't brush it after she showered. He remembered
the way she favored one side of her mouth over the other when she smirked, the
way her body seemed perfectly contoured for his.
Her smile. Her laugh. Her morning voice.
The intensity with which she flew, fought, loved.
The way she kissed him.
Jag felt his restraint falter, and his head fell into his lap, and his body
shook with sobs. Jaina ... he thought in anguish. Jaina, please! I
can't live without you! I can't!
"Jag?" Tahiri's weak voice asked.
Jag raised a tear streaked face to look at her. She was pale and shaking, but
her tears had stopped. jag was dully aware that the three children were all
asleep on the floor, and some part of his mind wondered what Tahiri had done to
put them to sleep. Behind her, he saw Sharr and Piggy watching him worriedly.
They must have followed him into the room when the kids screamed.
Jag couldn't speak, there was no strength left in his voice, no strength left
in him period.
"She's not dead yet," Tahiri said softly. "Valin is with her.
They have the Force back."
They have the Force back.
Those words echoed in Jag's head for a long, agonizing silence before the
meaning finally seeped in. They had the Force. Jaina was a Jedi, with other
Jedi around her. They could use the Force to heal themselves, maybe even to
save Jaina.
That tiny shred of hope gave Jag a fresh wave of strength. He pushed to his
feet and grabbed Padme into his arms, calling for Sharr to grab Anakin and
Tahiri to get Ben. Not waiting to see if they had listened, Jag darted out into
the hallway and broke into a run towards the base doors.
They had to get to their ships. Now.
If they did, maybe they could get there, somehow, and save her. Maybe they
could meet Kyp and the others half way and Luke and Jacen could help heal her.
Maybe they could do something, anything, so that she might live.
Jag would trade his life for hers if that's what it took.
He heard the pounding of feet behind him and knew the others were coming.
Jag ran faster, as if his life depended on it.
Jaina's very well might.
Hold on, Jaina, he thought desperately. Hold on, love, I'm coming. I
won't let you die. I promise. Just hold on. Please, Jaina, don't die on me now.
Just hold on a little longer.
Jag only hoped that she could.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Mara Jade
had wanted to kill a lot of people in her life. She'd even wanted to kill her
husband once upon a time. But she had never wanted to kill anyone as much as
she wanted to kill the man before her now.
"H-how did you get in here?" Dirk demanded. "The security alarms
should have-"
"Have been turned off," Luke finished, a slight smugness to his
words. "Really, did you think we were going to just waltz in past the
monitors so you would know we were coming?"
"We're Jedi," Mara said, ticking her lightsaber from side to side.
"Not stupid."
Dirk's fear was radiating off of him in pulses, and it made Mara smile. Good,
she thought. You should be scared, you slimy piece of Hutt drool.
"If you touch me, your kid dies," Dirk warned sharply. "I'll
have my men kill him! And the Fel kids, too!"
That's what you think, Mara snickered to herself.
"The children have already been removed from the base," Luke said,
using the eerily clam voice that only Luke Skywalker could use. "They are
out of your reach, so I'm afraid you'll have to try again."
"Guards!" Dirk shouted. "Guards!"
Leia pressed the touch pad and the door slid open, spilling the bodies of two
guards into the office. "I'm afraid that they're unavailable right
now."
Dirk's face paled slightly. He reached under his desk, his hand slamming on the
emergency button again and again, but nothing happened. "Blast it!"
he cursed. "Where the hell are they?"
"Busy," Luke said calmly. "My nephew was kind enough to stage a
diversion. He's beating all of your men single handed, by the way. You really
should have given them defense against lightsaber training if you were going to
kidnap Jedi children."
Mara stepped closer to Dirk, a cold scowl on her lips. "Do you know who I
was before I became a Jedi, Dirk? I was a little thing called the Emperor's
Hand. Just a small, one person, deadly killing machine that could rip your
heart out of your chest and kill you in about a hundred different ways, each
more painful than the last."
Dirk's swallow was so loud it was audible.
"Now, maybe you forgot that when you stole my son," Mara said, her
blade still moving side to side, passing the hilt from hand to hand.
"Maybe you thought I had gotten soft in my age. Maybe you thought that you
were some kind of genius who could outwit the Skywalkers." She brought the
lightsaber to a stop, pointing it at him. "Maybe you just had a death
wish."
"Please don't kill me!" Dirk said frantically. "Please, I'll do
anything!"
"You'll die is what you'll do," Mara sneered.
Realizing he would get no mercy from Mara, Dirk turned to Luke. "Master
Skywalker, please. Please, don't-"
Luke silenced him with a cold glare and a shake of his head.
Swallowing, Dirk looked to Leia. "Princess, Princess, please. What would
your father think? What would Bail Organa think if you killed me?"
Mara saw Leia's face harden, saw her eyes darken in a way that reminded her of
Luke, and yet of someone she had never met. "My father was Darth Vader,
Dirk," she said with a cold smirk. "Somehow I imagine that he would
have no problem with this. In fact, I'm certain that he'd have a few
suggestions for Mara on what to do with you. He always was good at that sort of
thing."
Dirk was trembling in fear now, the realization that he was not going to be
shown mercy finally sinking in.
Mara flashed him the most feral smile she could. "Yes, well, Vader went
soft in the end. Luckily for us, I haven't." She took another step closer,
bringing the tip of her blade to rest close to his throat. "Isn't that
right, Dirk?"
She wasn't killing him out of hate, despite the fact that she did hate him. If
there was one thing the Yuuzhan Vong war had taught the Jedi, it was how to
detach themselves form their emotions in battle. How to kill someone that you
hated without giving in to that hate.
Mara was grateful for that training, because she felt a lot of hate for the man
before her.
"You should have just gone back with the Vong," Mara sneered.
"They would have shown you more mercy than I'm-"
Her voice trailed off as her connection with her niece flared and strengthened
suddenly. After so long not being able to feel Jaina, it was a relief to be
able to touch her again, but the pain that flooded through the Force was like a
Hoth blizzard. Fierce, hideous, and wildly out of control.
Mara gasped, just about dropping her lightsaber. Her chest constricted
painfully, her lungs stopped working, her head pounded as if someone was
beating her with a slab of durasteel. Everything was pain, and pain was
everything.
Mara screamed furiously, thrashing wildly, the agony so intense she could not
breathe.
She was dimly aware of Leia sinking to the floor in shock, inaudible noises
escaping her lips, of Luke staggering into the wall, breathing hard and gasping
Jaina's name.
Mara reached out for her niece, but found her in a dark place. Unconsciousness
or...?
Then she felt the presence with her and she felt a ray of hope. Valin!
she screamed as loud as she could, trying to be heard across the distance
between them. Valin, save her! Help is on the way! Soontir Fel is on his
way! Just hold on, Jaina! Save her, Valin, please!
She sensed Valin trying to do just that, sensed him frantically doing whatever
he could to keep Jaina alive, felt him wondering where Kyp was.
Kyp! Mara roared. Kyp Durron, wherever you are, save Jaina!
There was no answer, but Mara had the feeling that he was somewhere near Jaina,
shocked, frozen, but trying to come to terms with what was happening.
Mara prayed he could, for Jaina's life might be in his hands.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Dirk trying to slip something out of his
jacket. Mara shrieked, her agony and pain over Jaina fueling her movements with
a strength and speed she did not posses, and launched herself at him, her
lightsaber swinging down to slice through the blaster he had aimed at Leia,
then cutting upward to slice through his neck.
His body slumped under the desk and Mara stared at it for a long moment, then
kicked his head to come to rest beside his body.
"That wasn't necessary, Mara," Luke rasped out, clutching his side.
"I know," Mara said with a flat voice. "But it sure as hell was
fun."
She turned to find Luke helping a shaking Leia to her feet, whispering soft
reassurance with the Force, murmuring in her ear, kissing her cheek. Mara was
struck, as she often was, by the pure intensity between Jedi twins.
"Jag and Tahiri have the kids," Luke said hoarsely. "They're
heading for the ships now. We need to go."
"Are we going after Jaina?" Mara asked, noticing that her own hands
were shaking.
Luke nodded. "Yes." He offered his arm to his sister, as if to carry
some of her pain as well as her weight, but Leia waved him off, her eyes now a
steady gleam. She ignited her lightsaber and glanced at Mara.
"Let's go," she said coolly. "Feel free to slice through
anything that moves."
Without another word, Leia turned and swept out of the room, her ruby blade
bathing the hallway in a deep, red glow.
Mara saw Luke ignite his own blade, a cold look of determination in his eyes,
and then he, too started down the hall, blade raised to strike anything that
happened into their path.
Mara grinned as she took off after them.
Now for some real fun, she thought.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Not many
things could confuse Octa Ramis, but Kyp Durron was one of them.
She glanced over at him, where he sat talking to Alema Rar, comparing notes on
how their two groups had fared since they had been forced to spilt up. He
appeared at ease and relaxed, but Octa could sense that he was neither. He was
worried about Jaina, and, to Octa's delight, he was thinking about her.
At the start of the Yuuzhan Vong war, Octa had been one of Kyp's supporters,
and she had even been close to his apprentice Miko Reglia. Around the time of
Anakin Solo's death, though, Octa had come to realize that Kyp was wrong. About
a lot of things, but particularly about the direction the Jedi should take. He
had been leading her close to the dark side without even realizing it.
After Hapes, he had begun to change. It had been difficult to grasp why, but
Jaina Solo had been the reason. Now Octa fully understood what had changed for
Kyp. He saw that he was letting Jaina make the same mistakes he once made, and
he couldn't allow her to do that. In trying to save Jaina, he had saved
himself.
Still, things had been tense at best between Octa and Kyp, even after all these
years. So why, suddenly, had things changed?
Octa didn't know, but she knew something had changed.
Kyp had almost kissed her. And she had wanted him to.
She didn't know what would have happened had Tam not interrupted them, but she
wanted to find out.
Something had changed between them during their time without the Force. They been
forced to expose their true feelings, and they had managed to get along fine.
As if that hadn't been amazing enough, there was now a bond between them in the
Force. She had noticed it as soon as the ysalamri had worn off.
Sometimes Octa wondered if the Force didn't have a cruel sense of humor.
She could no longer deny it, the Force wouldn't let her.
She was in love with Kyp Durron.
If Daesharra'cor was here now, she thought with a mental shake of her
head. She would probably die of shock.
Or perhaps not. Daeshara'cor had always been annoyingly perceptive. She
probably would have noticed long before Octa ever did.
Octa felt Kyp watching her and turned, flashing him a smile. His green eyes
brightened, and her cheeks flushed. He opened his mouth to say something, when
a fearsome explosion tore through the jungle outside, shaking the ship wildly
and throwing them all to the floor.
"Sithspit!" Merik cursed, his head slamming into the floor.
"What the Sith was that?!" Chane demanded, helping Nianne to her
feet.
"The base just exploded," Tam cried in disbelief, staring out the
viewport. "The hangar, too. Force, that's got to be the biggest explosion
I've ever seen!"
"What caused it?" Imara asked.
"Thiss one ssupectss it wass Jaina," Tesar hissed.
"I have a feeling you're right," Kyp said through clenched teeth.
"Tesar, open the hatch. I'm going to go out there and-"
His voice trailed off suddenly and his face went as white as the surface of
Hoth. And then he began to scream.
It was a soul wrenching scream, one that echoed through the ship, ricocheting
off the walls and bouncing back twice as loud. Kyp sunk to his knees, tearing
at his tattered clothes wildly, tears streaming down his face, thrashing as if
he was in great agony.
And then it hit Octa through their tentative Force bond, all the fear, the
pain, the grief, the guilt, and the inconsolable emptiness. All accompanied by
one clear, agonized thought.
Jaina!
Octa staggered back, overwhelmed by Kyp's pain, and felt strong hands steady
her before she hit the floor. She reached out with the Force and severed her
link to Kyp, panting hard and feeling sicker than she had ever felt before.
"What is it?" Merik cried. "What's happening to him?"
It was Alema who answered, her voice unusually weak. "Jaina was in that
blast," she said. Her skin had faded at least three shades paler.
"Jaina's dying."
Merik's eyes widened, and he looked at Tesar, as if hoping he would disagree,
but the Barbel had his head pressed against the wall, his tail drooped
mournfully.
"Oh Sith," Hajima moaned.
Octa swallowed, blinking back tears, and threw herself at Kyp, struggling to
keep him still so he didn't hurt himself. "Kyp! Kyp, can you find her? If
you can find her we can try to save her!"
But Kyp wasn't there, not really. He was shell-shocked, reeling in Jaina's pain
as if it was his own, and he was shaking so violently that Octa feared he might
pass out.
Sithspit! she cursed, tears stinging her eyes. Jaina! Jaina, can you
hear me?
There was no answer, but Octa felt a familiar presence, one full of terror and
grief, nearby.
Valin! she screamed through the Force. Valin, are you with Jaina?
Octa? he called weakly. Yes. Yes, I've got her... her...I have her.
We're in a shuttle in the docking field, Octa told him. Bring her here.
We've got a med-bay onboard, we can try to-
Can't get there, Valin replied grimly. There's a fire raging out here,
and the rubble has blocked us off from that side of the base. The Peace Brigade
has us surrounded.
Octa felt a cold terror seize her. Not only was Jaina going to die, but Valin
was, too.
I have to go, Valin said, his tone oddly detached. They're here.
Octa sank to the floor, her face pale and her hands trembling. "What is
it?" Nianne asked weakly, tears staining her pretty face.
"Octa?"
Octa raised her face to the others, her voice catching in her throat.
"Valin... Valin says that there's no way for them to get here, or us to
get there. There's a fire, and the explosion cut them off from us." She
swallowed back a sob. "And the Peace Brigade found him."
She heard moans of despair from the others, felt their grief through the Force,
but nothing, nothing, shone through as bright as Kyp's anguish. He had stopped
screaming, but wasn't moving. His entire body was shaking, and his eyes were
wide and bloodshot and he looked like he was dying right along with Jaina.
For a terrifying moment Octa wondered if that was possible.
"Jaina..." he rasped. "Jaina..." He turned his face toward
Octa. "Get..." he choked out shakily. "Get Jaina."
Octa hesitated, remembering what Valin had said, then nodded. "We
will." She looked over her shoulder. "Tam, Tesar! Get this hunk of
metal in the air! We'll try to circle around and pick them up!"
"Right," Tam replied hoarsely.
The engines whined and the ship swayed as the two Jedi hurriedly lifted off
from the ground.
Immediately the sounds of laser fire filled the air and the ship shuddered
fiercely. "They've got ground lasers!" Chane cried.
"And fighters are lifting off from the ground," Imara reported
grimly.
"We don't have much shielding," Tam said weakly. "We can't take
this kind of fire. Our shields are only at four percent."
"Thiss one regretss to ssay that we can not do any good for Valin or
Jaina," Tesar hissed. "There iss nothing we can do."
There was silence for a long moment as the harsh reality of his words sunk in.
They could not get there. They would be shut down if they tried. Their only
choice was to go now while they could.
They had to leave Jaina and Valin behind.
They had no choice.
"It is best that we loose only two instead of twelve," Hajima said
softly.
"Best thing," Chane echoed weakly.
"It is what Jaina would want us to do," Alema whispered.
"Even Valin said there was no way," Imara said, her voice breaking.
"Do it," Octa said hoarsely, her chest tight. "We don't have any
other choice."
"It iss for the besst," Tesar said quietly.
The ship turned course, raising its nose toward the sky, and Octa felt tears
well up in her eyes. This time she did not force them back, though.
She looked at Kyp's ashen face. He was still too devested to realize what was
going on around him, but when he did, he would be destroyed. It would destroy
him. Jaina's death would.
"I'm sorry," Octa said, tears sliding down her cheeks. She touched a
hand to Kyp's face, and her turned his eyes toward her. "I'm so sorry. We
had no choice."
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Han Solo
was impressed, and that was saying something.
Of course, he was sort of biased. It was his son he was impressed with.
Jacen had never been the daring, brash fighter Anakin had been, nor had he ever
been the graceful, instinctive swordsmen that Jaina was. Jacen wielded a
lightsaber not like it was an extension of himself, but like he was an
extension of it.
Jacen moved so quick and with such precision in every stroke of his green blade
that it was hard to follow visually. But Han had spent years watching Luke and
Leia, and then the children, fighting with lightsabers, and he knew how to
watch. The key was not to try and focus on what Jacen was doing, but on what
was happening around him.
And what was happening was Peace Brigaders were falling right and left.
Han had to admit, his son was lethal.
Of course he is, Han scoffed to himself. He's a Solo.
Jacen flipped through the air, over the heads of the Peace Brigaders, his blade
swinging low-
And he crashed into the ground, hard.
For a moment Han thought the Peace Brigaders had produced ysalamari, then he heard
his son scream, and, in that inaudible yell of pain, Han heard him say one
name.
Jaina.
Han's heart stopped. No, he thought. No, not Jaina. Not my little
girl. I've already had Anakin taken from me, I can't loose Jaina, too!
He broke into a run, yelling over his shoulder to Blackwing, "Cover my
boy!"
"Yes, sir!" Blackwing replied, and blaster fire volleyed into the
crowd of Peace Brigaders. Han ran to his son's side, dropping to his knees and
shaking him by the shoulders.
"Jacen!" he cried. "Jacen, what is it? What's happened to
Jaina?"
"She's hurt," Jacen rasped, his entire body convulsing in shivers.
"She's hurt so bad. So bad... so very, very bad...."
Han's heart dropped to his stomach. "Is she alive?"
Jacen nodded, rocking back and forth. "Alive.... for now....alive."
There was a pounding of feet and shouting and Han looked over his shoulder to
see Luke, Leia and Mara running towards him from one direction, Jag, Tahiri,
Piggy and Sharr, the kids in their arms, running from another.
Han watched, eyes wide, as Leia and Mara plunged into the battle, lightsabers
swinging wildly. Han had a new appreciation for how deadly his wife was as she
flipped over the head of one of the soldiers, letting Mara move in for the
kill, and landed behind another, slicing down through his knees and then
through his throat.
Stang, he thought. She's more Skywalker than anyone gives her credit
for.
Jag ran towards him, shouldering a sleeping Padme into his arms. "Jaina's
hurt!" he cried. "We have to go, and we have to go now!"
Luke sliced down three soldiers near him, glanced their way, and saw his son in
Tahiri's arms. "Ben!" he cried, running to their side. He lifted Ben
into his arms, hugging him fiercely. The little boy blinked, waking up.
"Dad?" he asked groggily.
"Take him," Sharr said to Tahiri, slipping Anakin into her arms, then
turning to run after Jag and Piggy.
"Rogues!" Jag yelled. "Finish them off and get to your ships! We
have a Goddess to save!"
"Go on!" Leia shouted at him. "Get your pilots to their
fighters! Mara and I will handle this!"
Han had no doubt about that. Leia's hair had come loose and it whirled around
her as she twisted, slashed, danced around the battle. Her movements were
graceful and lithe, and he pitied anyone foolish enough to assume she was too
old to fight.
As she slashed through another Peace Brigader, Han caught sight of the fire in
her eyes, and he finally understood where Jaina got it. Anakin Skywalker had
passed his fire on to his daughter, and Leia had passed it on to hers.
Han helped Jacen to his feet and gave him a push towards the docking field.
"Get to the Falcon!" he ordered. "You, too, Tahiri! Get
the kids inside!"
Tahiri nodded, and took Padme from him, running after Jacen's stumbling form with
both children in her arms.
"I'll get the Shadow ready," Luke said grimly. He glanced at
his sister and wife. "Make sure they don't overdo it."
Han nodded and watched Luke run off in the direction of their ships.
When there were no Peace Brigaders left standing, Han called off the two women.
"Let's go. We've got to find Jaina."
They nodded, their faces pale, and the three of them took off for the Falcon.
Mara hurried to her ship, and Han skipped over the preflight check, bringing
the engines to life at once. He waited only until he heard the Shadow's
thruster whine, then he took off and punched it towards the atmosphere.
His display board showed the Jade Shadow just behind him, and twelve
smaller blips that he knew to be Rogue Squadron just ahead.
As they broke into space, Han heard Jag's voice saying, "Omega
three-two-goddess-sun-rogue-ace. I repeat, Omega
three-two-goddess-sun-rogue-ace. You are clear to blow that base to dust,
General Antilles!"
"Thank you, Colonel," Wedge's voice came back. "I trust you're
going to assist us?"
"Negative," Jag replied. "Her Greatness needs assistance."
There was a pause, then Wedge, sounding sorrowful, said, "Understood,
Colonel. I wish you luck. May the Force be with you."
"It always is," Jag replied. "Let's just hope it's enough."
Han gritted his teeth. It Sithing better be!
And the Millenium Falcon, the Jade Shadow, and Rogue Squadron
jumped into hyperspace.
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Valin
crouched over Jaina's lifeless body, his heart pounding wildly. He reached out
with the Force, just to be sure that she was unconscious, then clasped his
hands around the spike protruding from her stomach, and pulled as hard as he
could.
It came out with a sickening wet sound, and so did even more blood.
Sithspit! Valin thought. He swallowed hard, then placed his palm against
the gaping wound, applying pressure like he had been taught at the Academy.
Jaina's blood continued to seep through his fingers, so he used the Force to
slow the blood flow.
She needed medical help. She needed a bacta tank. And she needed it now.
Valin could feel her presence dimming, could feel the Force blazing inside of
her, her life slowly slipping away. He knew there was no death, only the Force,
but he didn't want her to go. He couldn't bear it.
But there wasn't much he could do about that.
Especially not with the Peace Brigaders approaching, blaster rifles aimed at
them.
The first shot fired, and Valin took it full in the chest, jolting slightly at
the impact. But he was Corran Horn's son, and a blaster wasn't going to be
enough to stop him.
He focused on the energy he had absorbed, and thrust out his hand, launching it
back at the Peace Brigader who had fired, catching him in the chest and sending
him flying. For a moment the Peace Brigaders stared in amazed horror at him,
then they all opened fire at the same time.
Valin had to draw on all of the strength the Force could offer him to withstand
so many bolts at once, but he did, and he managed to redirect about half of
them back at their shooters.
Smoke from the blasters billowed around them, and blood red shots of energy
whizzed by, like a torrent of fire raining down on him. Valin continued to get
in the way of any aimed at Jaina, determined to protect her with his life if
necessary.
As she had done for him.
He kept it up for what seemed like forever, taking out one Peace brigade
soldier after another, but more kept coming, from where he didn't know. He
could feel his body growing tired and weak, and he knew that he wouldn't be
able to hold out much longer.
He was going to have to take the fight to them.
And that meant leaving Jaina's side.
Leaving her vulnerable to the blaster fire erupting around them.
Only one chance, he told himself. You know what you have to do.
He stretched out his hands, focusing on the two lightsabers hidden under the
dying tree nearby. He absorbed more blaster bolts, not bothering to aim as he
redirected the energy. He called the two lightsabers into his hands, Jaina's to
his left, his own to his right. In one fluid motion, he ignited both blades,
violet and blue light playing across his face, and rose to his feet, crossing
the blades before him as he positioned himself between the Peace Brigade and
Jaina.
May the Force be with you, Valin, he heard Octa Ramis' sad voice in his
head, accompanied by the mental image of a shuttle taking off.
They're gone, Valin thought grimly. We're on our own.
He half expected Jaina to make a wry comment about that being the way she liked
it, but, of course, she didn't.
The Peace Brigaders opened fire, and Valin flicked the two blades from side to
side, deflecting almost every shot, and those that went wide sailed past
harmlessly.
Sweat beaded sown Valin's face and he forced down fear, not for himself, but
for Jaina. He had inherited his father's unique skill to absorb energy, he
could survive a few blaster hits. Jaina, on the other hand, could not, and in
the condition she was in, one shot could mean instant death.
The thought spurred Valin on, quickening the deft movements of his wrists as he
sunk into the Force, letting it guide him and trusting it not to let him down.
Not to let Jaina down.
She's a Skywalker, he thought. The Force won't let a Skywalker die.
But it had let Anakin die, hadn't it?
The thought of his fallen friend filled Valin with a new reserve. He would not
let Jaina die. He would not let Leia and Han Solo loose another child.
Dividing his focus, Valin continued to deflect the blaster bolts while he
reached out around Jaina and wove a barrier around her. It would take more
energy than he could really afford to spare to shield her, but he didn't have
any other choice.
They were going to die, anyway, so what did it matter?
The ground shook suddenly, and Valin felt a shadow creep into his mind. Oh
Sith, he thought. That can't be good.
The ground continued to tremble, and the trees ahead parted with a violent
snap. Valin saw a flash of metallic through the jungle, and his heart plummeted
to his feet as he saw what the Peace Brigade had brought to deal with him.
Three land crawlers with turbo laser cannons fixed on top lumbered toward him,
each step causing more trees to crash into the ground and sending more debris
flying at his face.
They came to a halt ten meters away, their laser cannons swinging around to
target him.
Well, he thought. This really is it after all.
Valin raised his chin defiantly, drawing himself up to full height, and holding
both lightsabers in high guard.
They would do little good, there wasn't much he could do against the turbo
laser cannons, not with his energy as drained as it was. The laser cannons
would make quick work of him, and then of Jaina, but Valin stood tall, stood
proud.
If he had to die, he was going to go down fighting.
The laser cannons glowed as they prepared to fire, and Valin felt a calm
acceptance wash over him. He had done his best, but it was time. He felt the
Force flow through him, around him, in him, as it was with Jaina.
He was grateful Jaina was unconscious, so she would not suffer.
Goodbye, Father, he thought across space. I tried.
The cannons whined as they took aim, and Valin could see the ball of lethal
energy billowing up inside of them.
He grabbed onto the Force as tight as he could, throwing himself into it
without abandon. He was a Jedi, like his father, and his great-grandfather.
I am a Jedi, he told himself. There is no death, only the Force.
The cannons roared and Valin steeled himself for the fiery impact.
But it never came.
Laser fire streamed down from the sky at the last minute, pouring into the land
crawlers in a furious torrent.
Valin jerked his head up to see a squadron of clawcrafts shoot by overhead,
lasers flashing.
Baron Fel had arrived.
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Soontir Fel
dropped the frigate he was piloting down through the trees, following the
sounds of laser fire ahead. He could see his son's squadron engaging enemy
ground troops, and his sensors showed a group of enemy fighters heading back to
the fight, coming from the atmosphere.
None of that even registered, though, once he saw the lightsabers blazing
ahead.
He took the frigate in for a landing, coming down near the young man who
wielded both blades. As he settled the ship down, Soontir saw the boy bend over
and pick up something.
Someone.
And then Soontir's heart shattered into a thousand pieces.
It was Jaina.
And she was covered in blood.
Soontir slammed a hand down on the ramp extension button, then leapt from his
seat and ran to the hatch just as the young man came running into the ship,
Jaina's limp body in his arms.
Up close she looked even worse. Her clothes were stained with dirt and ash,
soaked with crimson blood. Her hair was matted down against her scalp, and
Soontir saw a streak of red spiraling through her dark tresses. Her skin was as
pale as an albino Twi'lek, her lips dry and cracked, her face sunken and
hollow.
There was hardly any life left in her at all.
"Sithspawn!" Soontir cursed.
"Help me get her onto one of the bunks!" the young man cried.
Soontir took Jaina's light form into his arms, not caring if he was getting
blood on his uniform or not. He carried her to the back of the ship and gently
lowered her onto the med-bunk. He stared down at her for a long moment,
touching a hand to her face.
It was the face of a ghost.
"She needs medical help!" the boy cried anxiously. "Now!"
"You're a Jedi," Soontir said. "can't you do anything?"
The boy hesitated. "I can try. I'm not a healer, and I don't have a strong
bond with her like Kyp does, but I can try my best."
Soontir resisted the urge to smash his head into the bunk wall and demand he do
better than that. "That is all I ask," he said.
"We need Kyp," the boy said grimly. "I can help for a bit, but
we need Kyp. Kyp or Jacen or someone!"
"Where is Durron?" Soontir asked.
The boy's face fell. "Gone," he answered quietly. "They're all
gone."
Soontir's pulse quickened. "Dead?" he asked, fearful of the answer.
If Kyp Durron was truly the only one who could save Jaina....
"No," the boy shook his head. "We were cut off when the
explosion happened."
"Explosion?" Soontir questioned sharply.
The boy forced a sad smile. "You're looking at the main weapons base for
the Revolutionaries. Or what's left of it. Jaina decided it was in her way. So
we removed it."
Soontir let out a hiss of air. The rubble outside suggested the base had been
quite large, and the destruction hinted that whatever Jaina had used to blow up
the base had more than gotten the job done.
Why am I not surprised? he thought grimly. She's even crazier than
her father.
Soontir still found it hard to believe that was possible.
"The others managed to get a shuttle," the boy explained. "They
tried to get to us, but they couldn't. They had to save themselves."
Soontir clenched his teeth angrily. "Kyp Durron abandoned Jaina?" he
demanded.
The boy shook his head. "I don't think so. I don't even think he knew they
left. Kyp and Jaina are bonded almost as closely as Jaina and Jacen. Kyp's got
to be reeling in shock. He might not even be conscious."
Soontir felt his last stray of hope uncoil and fall to the floor. Jaina needed
medical help immediately, but the nearest med-center was on Nirauan. Looking at
her pale, bloody face, he knew she would not survive the trip. And if Kyp
Durron wasn't even conscious, wasn't even on planet, there was nothing anyone
could do for her.
Not even Soontir could help her now.
General Baron Fel had never felt more helpless than at that moment, as he
watched his daughter-in-law slip away.
"I can try to heal her some," the boy said weakly. He glanced
hopefully at Soontir. "I don't suppose you happen to have any medical
training?"
Soontir shook his head. "No. But I know someone who does." He hurried
back to the cockpit and switched on the comm-link. "Wik? Wik, do you
copy?"
His son knew it was serious, for Soontir Fel had never called any of his
children by their first name over the comm-waves before. "I copy,
Father," Wik's voice came back, sounding tense and worried. "What is
it?"
"Jaina's on board," Soontir told him. "But she's in need of
emergency medical attention. I need for you to dock your clawcraft in the
frigate and do what you can. Turn your squadron over to your second-in-command.
When we reach orbit, he can hand over command to your sister."
There was a pause as Wik hesitated, judging the severity of the situation.
Soontir knew his son hated relinquishing his command, no matter how temporary,
but Wik gave an affirmative reply, and his clawcraft began to turn towards
them.
Satisfied, Soontir rushed back to the med-bay. He found the boy sitting beside
Jaina, stroking her cheek with his hand, his eyes closed and his brow furrowed
in concentration. Not wanting to disturb him, Soontir remained silent, studying
the young man before him.
He looked familiar. Not familiar as in someone he had ever met, but familiar as
in her resembled someone who Soontir had met before. The hair was darker, and
the eyes a different color, but the man in front of him reminded him of a young
Corran Horn.
This must be Valin, Soontir realized. He remembered Jaina talking about
the young pilot's skills, joking that he could outfly his father. I just
hope he knows what he's doing.
Outside the jungle shook with laser fire and explosions. Bright bursts of light
shot across the sky, ending in a wave of destruction. At least Wik's
squadron is having fun, Soontir thought.
He wanted to join them.
His body was so tense, so much grief and fear winded inside of him, that he
needed to get behind the laser cannons of the frigate and start blasting
things. Anything.
There was a whine of engines and a few moments later a pilot ran into the
med-bay, yanking off the infamous TIE fighter helmet to reveal his youngest
son. Wik's face went pale as he saw Jaina, saw the blood covering her and
Valin, and he dropped the helmet with a loud thud.
"Stang!" Wik cursed, rushing forward. He began to tear away Jaina's
jumpsuit to get to the black layer of clothes underneath, then pried Jaina's
shirt off of her and tossed it into the corner. It landed with a wet, soaked
sound, and blood began to pool on the floor.
Wik placed his hands on the wound, his eyes searching rapidly. He glanced
curiously at Valin for just a moment, then went back to what he was doing. He
looked up at his father, eyes wide. "She needs a bacta tank. Now. I can
try to slow the bleeding, but there's not much I can do. I'm not a doctor, and
this isn't a med-center."
"Can she make it?" Soontir asked, swallowing past the lump in his
throat.
Wik hesitated. "By all means, she should be dead already. I can't prove
it, I'm no Jedi, but I assume this kid" he said, nodding at Valin.
"Is the one keeping her alive right now."
"Can he keep her alive long enough to get to Nirauan?" Soontir
demanded.
Wik's eyes darkened and he suddenly looked much frailer than Soontir had ever
seen him. "No. We have to get her somewhere closer. Much closer."
Soontir heard the silent confession in those words. If they didn't get Jaina to
a med-center, and soon, she would die.
A cold anger washed over Soontir, and he clenched his teeth furiously. "Do
what you can," he ordered his son. "This is your sister-in-law's live
at stake. I don't want to have to tell Jagged we couldn't save her."
"Neither do I," Wik replied softly.
For a moment father and son stared at one another, declaring their love for the
woman laying on the med-bunk. Soontir nodded, looking away. "Take care of
her, son," he said.
Wik nodded. "I will, Father."
Soontir spared one last glance at Jaina, and the young man trying so
desperately to keep her with them, his heart constricting tightly.
Don't die, Jaina, he pleaded silently. Please don't die.
A single tear escaped from his eye and he batted it away, turning and strolling
back into the cockpit, each step filling him with a new and stronger thirst for
revenge.
Clenching his jaw, Soontir slid into the pilot's seat and fired up the engines.
He glanced down at the pilot's weapons control panel, a gleam shinning in his
eye. He would have less accuracy with the lasers if he was trying to fly them
out of there at the same time.
But he didn't really care about accuracy.
Grasping the gun stick in his hand, Soontir switched on the targeting scope and
let the laser cannons heat up.
A cold smile touched his face, and he let all of the icy rage burning inside of
him swell to the surface.
He swung the laser cannon and took aim, blasting one of the Peace brigade
fighters into shrapnel. He didn't bother to celebrate, the one kill did nothing
to ease the grief roaring in his chest.
He took aim again and fired.
And again. And again and again and again.
He continued to blast the Peace Brigaders into dust, weapons firing so fast and
so strong that he stopped caring about targets and worried only about
destruction. They had killed his daughter-in-law
It was time they learned that it was a very, very bad idea to make Baron Fel
angry.
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There
was darkness behind her and light ahead.
Jaina tried to move towards the light, towards the bright, warm point that her
soul longed for, but there was something holding her back, something keeping
her from steeping into the white beyond.
She struggled as hard as she could to get loose, but the hold would not loosen.
Calling on all of her strength, she shoved the darkness away from her, and
stumbled forward towards the light.
Almost there, she told herself. Just a little further.
And then there was a figure standing before her, standing between her and
the light.
"Jaina," the figure said sadly.
"Anakin!" Jaina cried, throwing her arms around her little brother.
She could feel him, she could touch him, she could feel his hands caressing her
cheeks, his lips kissing her hair.
"Oh Jaina," he murmured. "Jaina, Jaina, how I've missed
you!"
"Anakin, is it really you?" Jaina asked.
He nodded. "It's me. Oh Jaina, there's so much I want to say to you and so
little time."
Jaina frowned. Why would there be little time?
"You have to go back," Anakin told her. "You have to go back
through the darkness."
Jaina's eyes widened. "What? No!"
"Jaina, you have to," Anakin insisted. "It's not your time, yet.
You have to go back."
"No," Jaina said, shaking her head. Tears welled up in her eyes.
"No, Anakin, please. I don't want to. I want to stay here, with you."
Anakin smiled sorrowfully. "I know, Jaya. I know. I want that, too. One
day." He touched her lips with a finger to silence any argument. "You
have a husband, Jaina. You have children. You have Mom and Dad and Uncle Luke
and Aunt Mara. You have Tahiri and Jacen. You have Kyp. They need you. They all
need you."
"What about me?" Jaina demanded, tears sliding down her cheeks.
"What about what I need? I need you, Anakin! I don't want to leave you
again!"
"You have to," Anakin said softly.
"No!" Jaina cried, hugging him fiercely. "No! Anakin, please
don't make me leave! Please!"
"Jaina, please..." Anakin pleaded, his voice hoarse. "Please
don't do this to me. This is hard enough as it is."
"Let me talk to her," a new voice said, something akin to Uncle
Luke's, but deeper.
Jaina raised her head to see a young man who looked a great deal like her
brother, except with blond hair and none of the Solo features. He was tall and
wiry, about her age, with a roguish set to his jaw and reckless good looks. She
saw a bit of her uncle in him, and a bit of her mother, too.
And she saw herself. Around the eyes mostly. He had intense eyes.
"Anakin Skywalker," she said quietly.
He smiled at her. "Hello, Jaina."
Jaina stared at him for a long moment, not knowing what to say. Here was a man
long dead, a man who had died much older than he appeared now.
Her grandfather.
The man who would become Darth Vader.
He smiled at her, and she decided he had a nice smile. "Sort of odd, isn't
it? Not only meeting your dead grandfather, but finding out he looks younger
than you."
"Why do you look younger than me?" Jaina managed to ask.
Skywalker shrugged. "This is how I was before I turned to the dark side.
This is how Obi-Wan remembered me, this is how Padme remembered me. This is who
I was before I became Darth Vader."
Jaina nodded, unable to find words.
He looked at appraisingly for a moment, then smiled. "I wanted to appear
to you many times," he told her. "Particularly when you were dealing
with the darkness inside of yourself. The distance between our worlds was too
great for me to do so, though." He flashed a crooked smirk. "Guess
all that Chosen One business doesn't come with any special perks, huh?"
"Is this a dream, then?" Jaina asked.
"No," her brother said sadly. "It's not a dream."
"Then how can you still appear to me?" Jaina asked.
"You're dying, Jaina," Anakin replied softly. "You took a spike
through the stomach, and you're dying."
Jaina blinked in amazement. She didn't feel like she was dying.
"Valin is trying to save you," Anakin explained. "He's using the
Force to keep you breathing, to keep your heart pumping."
"He cares for you," Skywalker observed. "A great deal."
Jaina nodded. "Yes, I know."
"You must fight, Jaina," Skywalker said. "For Valin. For Jag,
for your children. For your brother and your parents and your uncle and aunt.
For Kyp Durron. For everyone who is depending on you. You must not die. Not
yet."
"Too tired," Jaina protested weakly. "Not strong enough to
fight."
And it was true. She could feel herself being pulled towards the light, could
feel herself drifting closer and closer to the point of no return.
She turned her back on the light, trembling as she gazed upon the darkness she
had to reenter. She took a step forward, and then another and another. But each
step got harder and harder, and the light was trying to pull her back now
instead of the darkness, and she was too tired to fight it. Too weak to resist.
"Then I'll give you strength," Anakin said, taking her hand in his.
His blue eyes were full of determination and love.
"And so will I," Skywalker said, taking her other hand.
Jaina looked up at him searchingly, and found what she was looking for.
Strength, fire, unwavering resolve. And love. Fierce and unyielding love. The
love of a grandfather for his only granddaughter.
"We'll help you," Skywalker said gently, smiling slightly.
"We'll give you the strength to make it through."
And they would, she knew that.
With their help she would break through it to the other side.
She had to.
She focused all of her strength, all of their strength, on the tiny pinpoint of
light beyond the darkness, and she began to walk towards it. She felt heavy,
weak, but she would not quit.
Her children needed her. Jag needed her.
He could not live without her. He had told her that once, and she knew with
Jedi certainty that it was true.
That thought gave her a sudden burst of strength and she slammed herself into
the light, bright white heat exploding behind her eyes, and suddenly her body
was screaming in agony.
Her eyes opened, for just a moment, and she saw a figure leaning over her.
"Jag?" she rasped.
The figure jumped in surprise, knocking over something nearby. His face swam
into view and hands touched her cheek tenderly. "No," he said.
"It's me, Wik."
Wik. Her brother-in-law.
"What...?" she choked out, unable to find the strength to speak. She
glanced beyond him and saw Valin collapsed on her legs, his hand still
clutching hers.
He had been the one bringing her back.
"Valin..." she gasped, trying to reach out a hand to him.
But she was too weak, and it hurt too much, and the darkness was tugging on her
again. She tired to fight it, she really did, but it was just too strong.
Her fingertips grazed Valin's cheek as she slid back into the darkness.
And it overwhelmed her.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Kyp Durron
was in a cold, dark place.
Darkness swirled around him, winds howling in his ears, his blood running
colder than an ice floe.
He could not hear, he could not speak, he could not move.
He was aware of someone touching him, of people crying, but he was too far away
and he couldn't find his way back to them.
He didn't want to.
Jaina was dying.
He wanted to die with her.
Kyp.
For a moment Kyp was paralyzed, disbelieving what he was hearing. Who he was
hearing. But then the voice called his name again, and it was distinctively
Anakin Solo.
Anakin? he gasped.
There's still time, Kyp, Anakin's voice echoed. You can still save
her.
How? Kyp demanded.
By loving her.
What do you mean? Kyp demanded, but there was no answer.
Anakin was gone.
Had he ever even been there? Or had it been Kyp's imagination?
But imagination or not, if it meant he could still save Jaina, he was going to
listen.
Slowly, Kyp focused on the world around him again. Everything blurred into a
swirl of colors, but finally his vision settled and he found himself in the
shuttle with the other Jedi.
Chane was rocking Nianne on the floor nearby. Imara and Hajima were hugging
Merik tightly. Alema was staring at the hull of the ship as if it could give
her answers.
And Octa was clutching him fiercely, her face buried in his chest.
Kyp touched a trembling hand to her hair and she looked up, her eyes red and
puffy. Her face was pale, and he could sense sorrow in her over Jaina's
dilemma, but there was something else, too. Something akin to guilt.
And that's when Kyp realized that they were hitting the planet's atmosphere.
And Jaina was not with them.
He jumped to his feet so fast he knocked Octa over, and he felt bad for that,
but he couldn't worry about her right then. Not yet.
He ran to the cockpit, ignoring Octa's cries for him to stop, and threw open
the door. Tesar and Tam raised weary, haggard faces and he knew. He knew.
They had left her.
"Turn back!" he demanded.
"Kyp, we can't-"
"Turn back!" he shouted, rage coursing through him so furiously he
could almost feel the dark power rising up inside of him. He was dangerously
close to the dark side, and he didn't care. He was not going to loose Jaina. He
would do whatever it took to save her.
Whatever it took.
"We can't get back to the ground!" Tam shouted back. "There's no
way we can touch down and get her, Durron!"
Kyp reached out to Jaina with the Force, this time prepared for the torrent of
anguish it hit him with. He found her, found her spirit dangerously close to
fleeing her body, and extended his perceptions around her.
She was in a ship.
With Valin.
And... Kyp blinked in astonishment. Baron Fel?
Valin! he shouted. Valin, I need for you to get Fel to dock with us!
I need to get onboard that frigate!
Kyp? Valin rasped, sounding shaken and weak.
Yes. I'm coming to save her, Kyp promised. But I need you to get Fel
to let me onboard.
Okay. Right. Okay. There was a long pause, then Valin came back, He said
he sees your ship. We're coming up alongside you. He'll slip into docking
position as soon as we make orbit.
"They're on a frigate headed this way," Kyp told Tam. "Baron Fel
is here. I don't know how or why, but I bet Jag has something to do with it.
Valin's got Jaina. They're going to dock with us and I'm going over
there!"
"We're in the middle of a dogfight up here, Durron!" Tam snapped,
gesturing out the viewport to the battle cruiser engaging a clawcraft squadron.
"There's no way we can-"
"Do it," Kyp said coldly, imbuing his voice with the mental image of
Force lightning flickering around him. "Or I'll take us to Fel
myself."
Tam stared at him for a long moment, then cursed and turned the shuttle back
towards the planet. Through the viewport Kyp saw a frigate approaching.
"That's them," he said.
"Thiss one must know if you are ssure?" Tesar hissed.
Kyp glared at him. "I'm sure."
"Very well then," Tesar said. "Preparing to dock."
Kyp ran back to the ship's hatch, bracing himself on the hull as the two ships
collided with a tremble. There was a loud hiss and the sound of hatches fusing
together, and then the door slid open, revealing the Chiss frigate.
Soontir Fel was in the cockpit. "Get in here, Durron!" he demanded
angrily.
Kyp didn't need to be told twice. He ran across the threshold and into the
frigate, looking around wildly.
"Back of the ship," Soontir said. "The med-bunk."
Kyp nodded and took off for the med-bay, following the mental summons of Valin
Horn. He found the room easily, and Jag's brother Wik was waiting at the door.
"She woke up for a moment, but then we lost her again. Valin's managed to
keep her alive with the Force, but unless there's something else you can
do..."
Kyp brushed past him, not bothering to answer.
Valin was leaning over Jaina, holding her hand, but when he saw Kyp he stood
hurriedly and made room for the Jedi Master to take his spot. Kyp did so
quickly, stumbling over to Jaina and nearly collapsing on her.
Her face was so pale it was like looking at a corpse. Her cheeks were sunken
and frail, and her clothes were bloodstained and wet. Wik and Valin had managed
to slow the blood flow, he could sense that without removing the bandage they
had wrapped around her stomach, but she was still weak.
She was still dying.
"I grabbed onto her life signature with the Force," Valin explained
hoarsely. "But it was so hard, I don't think it will work."
"Valin, you need to rest," Octa's voice filled Kyp's ears, and he
wondered, distantly, when she had followed him. "Go into a healing
trance."
"Not yet," Valin croaked. "Not until Jaina's al-"
There was a thud and Kyp glanced over his shoulder to see Valin laying on the
floor in a heap. Octa frowned, wincing. "Whoops. Guess I should have
caught him after I did that."
Kyp turned his attention back to Jaina, letting Octa and Wik move Valin to the
other med-bunk. He placed a hand on her cheek, focusing his energy on her.
Jaina? he pleaded. Jaina, come back to me. Stay with me. Please.
He felt a flicker from her presence, almost as if she heard him, and he grasped
that flicker desperately, trying to hold onto it, to her, with all of his
might.
But she was slipping away, falling through his grasp, and he could not hold
onto her.
Jaina! he screamed. Jaina, please!
Love her, Kyp, Anakin's voice whispered. Let go of yourself and
become her. Forsake all things except for her, and you can save her.
Kyp wanted to scream, wanted to demand Anakin stop being so stang cryptic and
just tell him what to do, but he knew that was not the way the Force worked.
This was a test, a test for him and a test for Jaina. If he failed, if they
failed, they would both suffer the consequences, and they would suffer them
together.
It hit him then, like an epiphany. The answer, the only answer.
He felt Octa take his other hand in hers, squeezing it and willing her strength
into him. He gave her a grateful brush, drawing her strength into him. Her
power filled his veins, stung his nostrils, and gave him the burst of energy he
needed for what he was about to undertake.
He gave her one last brush with the Force, a loving caress that spoke the words
he had not found the time to say, the words their interrupted kiss had been
meant to express, then severed his bond with her.
He didn't want to risk her life, too.
He took a deep, cleansing breath of the Force, then reached out for Jaina's
presence and grabbed hold again.
This time he did not try to pull her back, did not try to keep her from falling
into the light he could feel tugging on her.
Instead, he reached out for his own presence in the Force and tied it to
Jaina's, weaving their very life forces together, joining them as one life, one
spirit, one breath of the Force.
Maybe his presence could keep her alive.
If not, at least they would die together.
Her pain became his, his terror hers, and their struggle for survival was
shared evenly.
If she slipped into the light, Kyp would be carried down with her. If she died,
so would he. And that was exactly how Kyp wanted it.
Partners, he thought with a small, grim smile. You said it was until
one or both of us dies, Jaina, but it's not. It's longer than that. It's
forever. We're partners, you and I. If this is what the Force means for you,
then it's what it means for me as well.
Kyp?
Her voice, her touch on his mind, was the most beautiful thing he had ever
experienced.
Yes, Jaina, he said weakly. It's me.
What are you doing here?
I'm here to be with you, Kyp replied. Whatever happens, I'm with you.
Forever.
Forever, Jaina repeated faintly.
And then darkness consumed them both.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Wik Fel sat
with his head in his hands, wearier than he had ever felt in his entire life.
His sister-in-law was dying, and there was nothing he could do to help her.
He didn't want her to die. He liked Jaina, a lot. She was someone Wik would
have wanted to be friends with even if his brother had not married her. She was
fun to be around, and she wasn't afraid to speak her mind. Wik liked that. It
was one of the things he liked best about Jaina Solo.
That and the determined spark that glistened dangerously in her eyes. Jag had a
spark like that, too, and Wik was pleased to see that Jag had found someone to
share his life with who could share in that determined fire, as well.
Jag would be devastated if Jaina died. The thought scared Wik, badly. He didn't
know what Jag would do, but he knew it wouldn't be pleasant. He would survive,
somehow, for the children, but he would have lost his reason for living, for
being. Jaina Solo was the fire in Jag's blood, the breath in his lungs. Wik
could only imagine what it would be like to loose something that powerful.
And then there were the children. Wik still didn't understand all of this Jedi
stuff, didn't fully comprehend what it was like to feel the ones you loved
through the Force, but he understood one thing clear enough; they would feel
her die.
Wik remembered the stories Jag had told him about how deeply Anakin's death had
tormented Jaina. She herself had even told him once what it was like to feel
her brother die. It was like my cells were being ripped apart. Every fiber
of my being was in agony. Every strand of the Force within me was screaming.
Would it be like that for Anakin and Padme? Or would it be worse, since this
was not their sibling, but their mother?
It was a horrible image Wik had in his head, what Jaina's death could do to her
children.
The dark side was only one of the terrifying possibilities they could face.
He hoped they wouldn't have to face any.
Wik glanced back again at the scene before him, terror and awe swirling inside
of him. Kyp Durron lay with his head on Jaina's chest, one hand cupping her
cheek, the other intertwined with the female Jedi's slender hand. She sat on
the floor, her eyes closed, leaning against his legs.
Kyp's eyes were closed, too, and Wik could tell he was not conscious. Part of
him worried that he had blacked out, and wanted to shake him awake to continue
helping Jaina, but every time he thought about it, Octa would glare at him and
tell him to stay back. He is helping her, she had assured him at least a
dozen times. He's helping her in the only way anyone can now. If you wake
him up, or separate them, Jaina will die, and Kyp will die with her.
From what Wik had gathered, Kyp Durron had somehow spliced his own life with
Jaina's, creating some sort of life support system that drew on his own life
force to support hers. If Jaina died, Kyp would die, too.
It amazed Wik to see such fierce loyalty, that Kyp would throw his own life in
with Jaina's, on the small chance that he might save her, with an even bigger
chance that he couldn't. In which case they would both die.
Wik didn't understand the relationship between Jaina and Kyp, and he didn't
pretend to. Jag said it was too complicated to explain, that it was a Force
thing. Wik did know one thing, though, Kyp Durron was a big part of Jaina
Solo's life, and he of hers. In all the years that Wik had known Jaina, Kyp had
never been far away, and that was how Jaina and Jag both wanted it. Jaina and
Kyp were family, Jag and Kyp friends. Good friends. Though insignificant next
to the loss of Jaina, the pain of Kyp's death would be fierce and unyielding.
Wik wasn't sure his brother could take it.
Sighing, he stood and walked out of the med-bay, heading for the cockpit. He
heard his father conversing over the comm-link with his sister, who was
following in her clawcraft with the rest of her squadron. They had destroyed
the battle cruiser hovering outside of Corbos' orbit and were now en route to
Nirauan, with Octa determined that Kyp could hold out till then, and that if he
couldn't, no bacta tank was going to be able to save them.
His father looked up as he entered the cockpit and dropped wearily into the
copilot's seat. "How is she?"
Wik gave him a haggard stare and his father winced, taking the answer from his
expression, and looked away. Wik sighed, rubbing his forehead in exhaustion.
"Octa seems optimistic," he said at last. "She won't let me get
near either of them, so I have to take her word that it's working."
"She's a Jedi," Soontir replied. "She knows best given the
situation."
"I certainly hope so," Wik said. "I don't think that-"
A shrill beep from the comm-unit cut him off, and Soontir leaned forward, his
brow furrowed. His eyes went wide, and he glanced at Wik in surprise.
"It's Jagged."
Wik swallowed, his heart suddenly stopping. What were they going to say to him?
What were they going to say when he asked them how Jaina was?
Soontir switched on the comm-link. "Hello, Jagged."
"Did you find her?" Jag asked without preamble, his voice tense and
hoarse.
Soontir and Wik exchanged nervous glances. "Yes," Soontir replied.
"She's onboard now."
Jag's sigh of relief was audible, even with the distance between them.
"How is she?" he asked. "Is she...?"
"Kyp is with her now," Wik answered. "And two other Jedi. Octa
and Valin."
"The other Jedi?" Jag asked anxiously.
"Alive," Wik assured him. "They stole a shuttle and are
somewhere behind us. The phalanxes are flying escort for them."
"Thank the Force," Jag murmured. "How was she hurt? Do you know?
Did Valin tell you?"
Wik glanced at his father inquisitively. He hadn't heard the story yet. Soontir
raised his chin, a proud look creeping into his eyes. "They discovered the
main weapons base," he told them both. "Jaina destroyed it."
Jag let out a sharp hiss of air, and Wik could almost hear his throat
tightening. "Is she..." he swallowed. "How does it look,
Wik?"
Wik licked his lips. "Not good," he admitted. "She should be
dead by now. She would be, if it wasn't for Valin and Kyp. Valin kept her heart
beating, and then Kyp did this ... this thing with the Force."
"What thing?" Jag asked, his voice high and faint.
"He tied himself to Jaina," Wik answered quietly. "Octa says his
life is all that's keeping Jaina from dying right now."
There was a long silence, through which Wik could hear muffled breaths of
despair coming form his brother. "Where are you taking them?" Jag
asked finally, his voice breaking.
"Nirauan," Soontir replied. "The med-center there is one of the
best, as you know, and Octa assures us that it won't matter at all if-"
"If Kyp fails," Jag finished. "Yes, I know."
"We're doing all we can, Jagged," Soontir promised gently.
"But will it be enough?" Jag asked grimly.
Neither man answered.
"I will relay the message to meet at Nirauan to the Solos and the
Skywalkers," Jag said, his voice raspy. "We will be there when you
arrive."
"Understood, Jagged," Soontir replied evenly.
"And Wik?" Jag asked, his tone much quieter, almost a whisper. Wik
could hear the tremble in his voice. "Take care of my wife for me."
Wik swallowed hard. "I'll do my best, Jagged," he promised.
"I know you will," Jagged said weakly. "But if..." his
voice broke off in a choked sob. There was a pause of tortured grief, then Jag
tried again. "If it's too late ... kiss her goodbye for me."
Tears sting Wik's eyes, but he did not bother to wipe them away. "I
will."
"Thank you," Jag said, cutting the transmission.
Wik glanced at his father, and was surprised to see tears slipping down the
Baron's cheek. His father did not look away from his gaze, but met it head on,
a thousand words passing between them in their silence.
Tearing away his gaze, Wik stood and headed back towards the med-bay.
He needed to be there, just in case he had to fulfill his promise to Jag.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jacen Solo
stood rigidly as he watched the two ships touch down beside one another on the
landing pad.
The smaller ship was a battered looking Corellian shuttle, but it was the Chiss
frigate that held his attention.
Jaina was on that ship.
Beside him, Jacen felt the others tense. His mother and father stood with Luke
and Mara, holding the children back. They didn't want them to see Jaina, not
like this.
Tahiri and Jag stood beside him, their fear and worry radiating off of them in
waves. Jacen knew it was taking all of Jag's strength not to run right up to
the frigate and tear open the ship with his bare hands.
It was hard for Jacen to resist doing it, too.
The shuttle emptied out first, ten weary, haggard Jedi stumbling out onto the
floor. Jacen expected them to hurry over to Luke, but they didn't. They stayed
right where they were, eyes riveted on the Chiss frigate.
Finally the ramp began to lower, and Jacen saw a figure standing at the top,
with something in his arms. As the hatch slid open, he realized two things.
One, it was Kyp Durron standing there. Two, it was Jaina in his arms.
Even from a distance, Jacen could see the blood.
More terrifying, though, was that his sister was only a few meters away and he
could barely feel her through the Force.
Her or Kyp.
Jag let out a choked sob and hurried towards them, trying to take Jaina into
his own arms but Kyp waved him back, stumbling weakly to Jacen's side. He
grabbed him by the hand and started dragging him into the base with Jag running
at their side, his hands cradling Jaina's pale face and his tears falling onto
her lips.
"What are you doing?" Jacen demanded.
"Saving Jaina's life," Kyp rasped, sounding near death himself.
"Jacen, I wound my life force with hers. It's keeping her alive. I need
you to join with us and heal her."
"What about you?" Jag asked weakly, without looking up. "You
need healing, too."
"If Jacen heals her, he heals me," Kyp said hoarsely. He looked at
Jacen sharply. "Just do it."
Jacen felt a sharp tug at him through the Force, and realized, in surprise,
that Kyp had pulled him into the link with Jaina.
Jasa?
Jaina?! Jacen cried.
Jasa...
Do you see what I've been doing? Kyp asked.
Jacen looked. He did see. Kyp had taken each individual strand of his life
signature and woven it with Jaina's, fusing their lives into one whisper of the
Force.
Yes, he replied.
Good. Now do the same with yours.
Jacen didn't hesitate. He grasped the life energy before him and began to mold
his with it, blending their three life essences together.
"Get a med-bunk ready," Jacen gasped out to Jag. "Get one and put
two chair beside it! Now!"
Jag hesitated, obviously not wanting to leave Jaina's side. "Do it,
Fel!" Kyp snapped. "Or she'll die!"
Jag's face paled even more and he nodded, hurrying ahead to prepare the
med-bay. Jacen found it hard to keep running, and he could tell Kyp did, too.
They were both being drained by the link they'd established with Jaina, and
they both needed to sit down. Soon.
"I did this ... unconscious ... the whole way here," Kyp choked out
as they ran. "Couldn't stay conscious, it was so hard."
"I'm impressed you can even stand," Jacen said faintly. "My body
feels like it's dying."
Kyp forced a wry smile. "That's because it is, Solo."
Oh, yeah, Jacen thought grimly. Right.
They stumbled into the med-center to find Jag ordering around the staff,
frantically clearing out a med-room for the Jedi and what they were about to
do. Kyp hurried over to the bunk and slid Jaina onto it, letting Jag step up
beside him and kiss Jaina's cheeks, her forehead, squeeze her hand and caress
her hair, tears falling onto her pale skin.
"I need you out, Fel," Kyp said after a long moment.
Jag raised furious eyes. "What?" he demanded. "I'm not leaving
her!"
"Dammit, Fel, you have to!" Kyp snapped. "No one can be in here
but me and Jacen! Not if you want us to save her!"
Jag looked ready to punch him, but he swallowed hard, nodding. "I'll be
outside." He glared at Kyp. "Don't let her die. Find a way, Kyp.
Don't you let her die."
"If she does," Kyp rasped. "I'm going with her."
Jag didn't seem to understand that Kyp was not expressing a desire, but a fact.
He nodded and kissed Jaina on the forehead once more, then strolled to the
door. He paused there, glancing back at them. "You have my wife in your
hands. I can't live without her."
Without another word, he stepped out of the room and the door slid shut behind
him.
Jacen and Kyp exchanged a grim look, then sunk themselves into the hoverchairs
Jag had pulled up alongside the bed. Jacen felt Kyp sink into the link with
Jaina, then took a deep breath, closing his eyes, and did the same.
Jaina? he called.
Jace... she rasped, her voice much fainter this time.
Sithspawn! Kyp cursed. She's slipping!
And Kyp was right. Jacen could see it. The already dim light that was his twin
was growing dimmer, flickering between life and death.
Literally.
Jaina, hold on! Jacen shouted. Jaina, please!
It's too much for her, Kyp replied sorrowfully. His tone turned grim and
steady. Severe the tie with us, Jacen. Let us go.
No! Jacen cried.
Jacen, we're going to die! Let it be two instead of three! You have a wife
and a son!
And twins, Jacen added softly. Tenel Ka is pregnant.
Oh Jace... Jaina gasped weakly.
Go, Jacen, Kyp demanded. Cut yourself loose. Jag is going to need you.
Anakin and Padme are going to need you. Your parents need you. They're going to
loose one child today. Don't make them loose two.
Go, Jace, Jaina rasped. Take care of my children.
Jacen was silent for a long moment. His wife did need him, and so did his son,
so did the twins. His duty was to them before all others, wasn't that the vow
he had taken when he married Tenel Ka?
But he could not leave his sister. Not his twin, not Jaina. Not after he had
left Anakin.
I'm staying, he said firmly.
Jacen...
No, he silenced any argument. I'm staying. Jaina is my twin. I'm not
leaving her.
Oh Jasa...
He couldn't be sure, but he got the impression his sister was crying.
He felt like crying, too.
The light ahead was sucking them toward it, and Jacen found it hard to resist.
Hard to want to resist. The light was warm and soft, dazzling and serene. It
was the Force itself, calling them home. And Jacen was ready to answer it.
No, Jacen, his brother's voice said sharply. Don't.
Jacen heisted, uncertain. Anakin?
Don't stop fighting, Jacen, Anakin said. Your time has yet to come. If
you go to the light, you will die, and so will Jaina.
What can I do? Jacen asked desperately. The light was so warm, so inviting,
it was hard to ignore it's soft call.
Heal Jaina, Anakin answered.
I'm not a healer, Jacen protested.
You once said you weren't a warrior, either, Anakin rebutted. Heal
her, Jacen. The Force has need of you still.
Then why is it tempting me? Jacen demanded. Why is it luring me towards
it?
It's not, Anakin answered. The Jedi come from the Force, Jacen. It is
only natural for a Jedi to long to be one with the Force again. This is your
home, Jacen, but it is not time for you to return to it yet.
What do I do? Jacen asked.
Heal Jaina's Force strands, Anakin replied. Heal her in the Force and
you heal her body.
A healing trance? Jacen asked, realization hitting him. Can I take us
all into the same trance? Is it possible?
All things are possible with the Force, Jacen.
It was not Anakin's voice he heard this time, but Vergere's. He could almost
see her gentle, birdlike features swimming before him, could almost feel her
next to him.
You are a Jedi, Jacen Solo, she said. Like you mother and her father
before her. The Force is strong in your blood. You are the heirs to the Force,
you and your sister, grandchildren of the Chosen One. There is nothing the
Force will deny you if you ask the right questions.
What does that mean? Jacen demanded. There was no answer. Vergere?
Anakin?
But they were gone, and he was alone.
No, not alone.
He reached out for his sister and Kyp, found them both unconscious, sliding
towards that light, the point of no return.
No! he cried, throwing the Force out to grasp them to him. No! We
aren't done yet! We aren't finished! We are Jedi, we have not finished serving
yet!
The light continued to pull, dragging them down toward it.
We are Jedi! he shouted desperately. We are the Force!
The white light let go of them, and another light erupted behind him, this one
harsh and bright, a yellowish color. It opened up beneath them, pulling them
under.
A blur filled Jacen's vision, and then the light engulfed him, and there was
nothing except the Force.
Jacen allowed himself a small smile before loosing conciousness.
He'd done it.
He'd pulled them all into a healing trance.
And now it was up to the Force to save them.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Valin Horn
glanced at the door to the med-room for what seemed like the millionth time.
Inside Jaina Solo Fel was hanging over the edge of death, Kyp Durron and Jacen
Solo desperately trying to keep her alive.
Master Skywalker had gone into the room not long ago, but he had not allowed
anyone else in, and he had not come out since.
The suspense was killing Valin, almost as much as the guilt.
Jaina had saved his life when she knocked him aside after the explosion. She
had taken a spike through the stomach that had been meant for him. If she died
because of it, Valin would never forgive himself.
He had tried to save her, he really had. He had exerted the very last of his
energy keeping her body alive until Kyp had shown up. If Octa hadn't knocked
him into a healing trance, Valin probably would have kept feeding her his
energy until he fell into a coma.
He was a little annoyed at being forced to wait in the lobby. He had been the
one to keep her alive first, and he wanted to be in there, doing it still. He
supposed that was why Octa had not pulled him out of the healing trance she had
forced upon him until after Kyp and Jacen had locked themselves in the
med-room, to keep him from making himself even sicker.
That didn't make him any less upset with her, though. Neither did knowing that
Jacen and Kyp were bonding their lives with Jaina's. He had been willing to die
with her in the hangar, he was still willing to do it now.
He was still no longer linked with Jaina, but their bond still flowed openly.
He could feel her slipping closer and closer towards the Force, towards the
balance between life and death, and there was nothing he could do to help her.
He kept whispering loving words to her through the Force, with no way of
knowing whether or not she heard him, but he liked to think she did. He liked
to think that hearing his voice helped her focus on what she was fighting to
live for.
And he hoped that she knew he loved her.
Not in the way he loved Syal, of course, but more in the way he loved Jysella.
Jaina was the closest thing he had to an older sister, and he long since gotten
over the boyhood crush he'd harbored for her and come to appreciate and care
for her as a friend. A good friend.
Her willingness to sacrifice her own life to save his attested to the fact that
she felt the same way about him.
Valin had already told everyone the story of what happened at the base while
they waited. He had been sure to inflict all the pride he felt over Jaina's
decision to blow up the base into his voice, and his voice had been choked with
emotion as he told them about their near sacrifice in the hangar. it was
telling them about Jaina's wound that was the hardest, though. Facing her
parents and her uncle and her husband and in-laws, and telling them that she
was dying so that he might live.
He had been afraid they would blame him, particularly Jag, but they had assured
him that they didn't. They understood that he had not asked Jaina to save him,
and every one of them understood that it was merely instinct that had led Jaina
to her potential demise. The instinct to save a friend.
Valin glanced over at Jag Fel, his throat constricting tightly.
Jag was leaning back in his chair, his head resting against the wall, his eyes
closed and his face pale and drawn. Anakin and Padme were curled up against
him, Padme resting in his lap, and Anakin snuggled up under one of Jag's arms.
Both children were asleep, and it was almost a touching scene. If their anxiety
and fear had not been tangible in the Force.
Valin swallowed hard. "Jag?" he asked quietly.
Jag raised his head, blinking at him. "Yes, Valin?" he asked, his
voice weary and tired.
"I'm sorry about Jaina," Valin said softly. "I wish I could take
it back. I wish I could trade places with her, so it was me in there instead of
her. I'm sorry. It's all my fault."
"No, Valin," Jag shook his head. "It's not your fault." He
sighed. "Jaina always makes her own decisions. She makes them for her own
reasons and she defends them with all the fury of a wild rancor." He
raised his pale green gaze to meet Valin's. "Jaina would not regret saving
your life, Valin. And neither do I."
Valin swallowed back the lump that rose in his throat. Jag had no idea how much
that meant to him, how badly he needed to hear that Jag did not blame him, did
not hate that it wasn't Valin laying in there instead.
"I'll be honest with you," Jag said, shifting his weight to sit up
straight, careful not to stir the children. "If it had been up to me, I
would have chosen differently. If I had to choose between you and Jaina, I'd
choose Jaina. That's not because of you, it's because she's my wife. I'd choose
Jaina over anyone. Even my own father."
Valin nodded that he understood. And he did. If it had been Syal, he knew that
he would have saved her before worrying about anyone else, even Jaina. And if
Jag had been there, too, Jaina would have gone after him first. That was just
the way things worked. You put the person that you loved first and foremost.
Jag studied him for a moment, and Valin felt him appraising him. "You love
my cousin Syal, don't you?" he asked.
Valin nodded. "Very much so."
"Then you do understand," Jag said with a weak smile. "You know
what it would be like if it was Syal laying in there."
"I can imagine," Valin said quietly. "And just imagining is more
painful than anything I have ever experienced, even torture at the hands of the
Yuuzhan Vong."
"Yes," Jag agreed softly. "It is." He glanced down at his
daughter, stroking her hair with his fingers. "I love Jaina with all of my
heart, with all of my soul, with every breath and every thought. When we're apart
it's like I'm missing part of myself. When we're together, it's like every
fiber of my being is alive and on fire. I think I loved her from the moment I
first laid eyes on her." He looked up at Valin inquisitively. "Was it
like that for you?"
"Uh, not exactly," Valin replied.
Jag shook his head. "Of course not. I forgot, you knew Syal as children.
When did you first realize that you were in love with her?"
"One day I just looked at her," Valin replied. "And it was like
I was seeing a whole different girl." He frowned. "No, not a
different girl. The same one who I had always known, just in a different light
all of the sudden." He raised an eyebrow. "Does that make any sense
to you?"
Jag smiled faintly. "Yes. I think it does." He glanced back down at
Padme's sleeping form, asking, "Do you know what Jaina told me once? She
told me that she thought I was grim and condescending. And then, one day, she
looked at me again and suddenly everything was different. The Queen Mother had
me disposed of, and Jaina felt me. Through the Force. A bond had grown between
us unnoticed, and it was blazing like nothing she had ever known. It was at
that moment she realized she was in love with me."
Valin was silent, unsure what to say, and sensing that Jag didn't really want
him to say anything. This was time for Jag to grieve, to deal with the
possibility of loosing his wife forever without breaking down.
"You were probably too young to remember back then," Jag said.
"But when Jaina and I first got married, we were constantly being torn
apart by the war. Constantly throwing ourselves at the Vong, never knowing when
one of us might not make it back. Jaina, in particular, was always in danger,
and we were always so worried that sooner or later the Vong would catch up to
one of us. But they didn't. We survived, together. And we've survived so much
since then, Jaina, Anakin, Padme and I." He sighed. "I guess I had
started to think that nothing could touch Jaina. Not my Jaina, not Her
Greatness herself."
"I always thought she was kind of indestructible," Valin said.
"I believed that nothing could ever beat Jaina, because I didn't want it
to." He flashed Jag a weak smile. "I had a crush on her for years,
you know."
The corner of Jag's mouth twitched in a smile. "I know," he said.
"It was kind of obvious."
Valin laughed slightly at the gentle rebuke. "I suppose it was. Man, you'd
think with all the Jedi around, someone would have told me that."
Jag actually chuckled. "I suspect that they somewhat enjoyed watching you pine
away for her. I've noticed you Jedi have twisted senses of humor."
"Indeed we do," Valin agreed with a grin. "Indeed we do."
They sat in silence for a long moment, Valin studying his hands and Jag
studying Padme's little face. Then Jag said, "It's funny, but ever since
the children felt Jaina dying, I've been able to suddenly recall a thousand
tiny details that I love about her. Simple, every day details that would never
stick out in my mind if someone asked me what I loved about my wife."
"Like what?" Valin asked quietly.
Jag didn't look up. "The way she likes to stay at home and curl up on the
couch to watch holodramas. The way she looks when she wears my shirts." He
traced his fingers across Padme's cheek distractedly, his eyes glossy and far
away. "The way she looks up at me in the morning. The way her head always
fits perfectly on my shoulder. But most of all, the way she says my name."
Valin felt tears stinging at his eyes, but he did not wipe them away. Whether
they were for Jaina, for Jag, for their love, he didn't know. He only knew that
they had purpose, and he could not bring himself to wipe that purpose away.
Valin was about to say something when he felt a familiar presence approaching
the med-center at a full run. He blinked in astonishment. Syal?!
The door flew open and his girlfriend launched herself at him, throwing her
arms around his neck and burying her face in his chest.
"Uncle Wedge!" Jag cried in surprise, carefully moving the children
to stand and greet his uncle. "What are you doing here?"
"We came as soon as your mother called," Wedge replied.
"Syal," Valin said, his throat constricting with emotion.
She raised shimmering blue eyes to study him. "I knew you weren't
dead," she said, her voice an excited whisper. "I knew you would make
it!"
Valin wondered if anyone had told her how close to not making it he had come.
Through the Force he knew they hadn't, and he vowed to make sure she understood
just what Jaina had done for him later. But for now, he just wanted to hold
her.
"Uncle," Jag said, his voice sounding strange. "I'd like to talk
to you about something privately."
As Jag led Wedge off to one of the side conference rooms, Valin probed him
quickly with the Force. Jag had not been trying to buy them private time, but
he had thought they might like it. He really did need to speak to Wedge, but he
felt Syal and Valin might appreciate it if they talked in the other room.
He would have to thank him later.
Valin raised a hand to stroke Syal's cheek, memorizing the curves of her face.
"Syal," he said, his voice thick with emotion. "I love you so
much."
"I love you, too," Syal said, tears spilling onto her cheeks.
"So much."
Valin kissed her, long and hard and full on the mouth, letting her love fill
every corner of his being, making him whole again.
He love this woman, Force, did he love her. She was so beautiful, so gentle, so
precious and beloved. He could not imagine life without her, and Jaina's
emergency had forced him to think about that possibility. He saw how unbearable
it was for Jag to watch the woman he loved slip away, and Valin could not begin
to understand how he had managed to hold together this long.
On the outside, at least. Jag's anguish and despair sang through the Force like
a shot across water, reverberating around him. But he had managed to stay
strong so far, for his children.
Valin could well imagine what it would be like to loose his wife, because he
could imagine loosing Syal. And he wanted Syal to be his wife.
"Sy," he said softly, catching her eye. He swallowed hard, tracing
her jawbone with his thumb. "Sy, will you marry me?"
He heard her sharp intake of breath, felt her shock, and then he was swept away
by the love and happiness pouring out of her as she threw her arms around his
neck again and pulled him down for a long, passionate kiss.
When they pulled apart, Valin panted for air, raising an eyebrow wryly.
"So was that a yes?"
Instead of answering, she kissed him again.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Luke
Skywalker was tired.
He was tired of all the fighting, all the killing, all the war and death.
He had lost many friends over the years, far too many. Biggs, Obi-Wan, all the
other members of the Rebellion who gave their lives for peace. So many students
had died serving the Force. He had even nearly lost Mara to a Yuuzhan Vong
disease. He had lost Anakin at Myrkyr.
He did not want to loose anyone else.
He had come into the med-room after he felt them slide into a healing trance, a
feat he could only assume Jacen had done. Jacen had always been gifted with
healing trances, whether he knew it or not.
Luke could feel Kyp and Jacen drawing strength into them from the Force. They
would be alright. It was Jaina who Luke worried for. Looking at her through the
Force, he saw that all the once vibrant swirls he knew as his niece were now
dim and jagged.
Her wound was healing, he didn't need to lift away the bandages to know that.
He could feel it in the Force, her body mending itself as best it could. She
would need a few dips in a bacta tank before she was completely healed, but
that was only if she survived until then.
She had lost a lot of blood. It was all over Valin Horn and Kyp Durron.
Luke was grateful to Valin for all he had done. He was grateful to Kyp. But he
could not express that until he knew whether or not Jaina would live.
It was really uncertain whether or not she would. Just because the wound had
begun to heal, did not mean the rest of her had. There were some things that no
healing could fix. Psychological things, spiritual things. If the Force truly
intended for Jaina Solo to die there, then she would. Nothing could stop that.
Luke knew that, as a Jedi Master he accepted it, but gazing at his niece's
pale, lifeless face, he wished with all of his heart that it wasn't true.
All they could now was wait. Wait and see if she woke up. If she did, then she
would live. But if she didn't...
Luke had helped raise Jaina and her brothers. They were a small but loving and
loyal family, the legacy of Anakin and Padme Skywalker's love. Their family
continued to grow slowly, through Jaina and Jacen's children, just as one day
Ben would produce another Skywalker. The Jedi were Luke's family, but his flesh
and blood was his life. He would have given his life ten times over for any one
of them, and he knew they would do the same for him.
But he could not give his life for Jaina, just as he had not been able to for
Anakin.
Maybe that's why it hurt so much, being helpless to save her. It was Anakin all
over again.
Luke had sent her on that mission. If he hadn't, she would not be laying on the
med-bunk in front of him. But if he hadn't, the Revolutionaries base would
never have been destroyed, just as the voxyn would never have been destroyed
had he not sent Anakin to Myrkyr.
Luke sighed, shaking his head. Sometimes being Luke Skywalker, head of the Jedi
Order was just too much.
He glanced over at Kyp Durron and Jacen Solo, both of whom were in a deep sleep
in the two chairs next to Jaina's bed. Luke himself sat on the edge of her
med-bunk, one hand resting lightly on her arm. Kyp was slouched in his
hoverchair, his dark hair messy and sprawled in his eyes. He looked weary and
pale, and Luke was proud of what the younger Jedi Master had done. Kyp had put
his own life on the line for Jaina's, and that only showed just how deeply
attuned the two were through the Force.
In the years since Jaina and Kyp had first become partners, Luke had had the
pleasure of watching Kyp grow and mature in a way that had nothing to do with
his age. Kyp had outgrown his selfishness and had abandoned the arrogance that
he had once worn like a cape around him. Kyp had turned into a powerful,
respected Jedi. The kind of Jedi that Luke could be proud of.
He was proud of Jacen, too. Jacen, who had overcome his pacifism and taken up
arms against the Vong, who had been taught the ways of the Old Order before any
other New Order Jedi. Jacen had grown into a powerful, wise man, and it made
Luke flush with pride to see that he had retained his philosophical beliefs
even after the war. They were different now, yes, but he believed in them no
less, and that was something Luke admired greatly.
Sometimes Luke wondered what kind of man Anakin would have grown into,
especially when he saw the beautiful, but sad, woman Tahiri had become. Anakin
would have been a strong and powerful Jedi, brave and noble, but slightly
reckless and brash, as well. Very much like his sister was.
Or his grandfather, Luke thought with a sad smile.
He had many times wondered what his father would think. Of the New Order he had
established, of the way he had trained the Solo children, of how he and Leia
had turned out. Of Mara and Ben.
Sometimes Luke thought Anakin Skywalker was watching him. It was a happy thought.
Maybe Padme Skywalker was watching with him.
Luke felt something brush his hand, and he jolted in surprised, turning back to
the med-bunk. What he saw made his heart soar.
Jaina's eyes were open, barely, and her fingertips were resting on his hand
lightly. She forced a terribly weak smile. "Uncle Luke…" she rasped
out, her voice hoarse and broken.
Tears stung Luke's eyes as he leaned over to kiss her on the cheek.
"Jaina," he said, his tears falling onto her lips. "You have no
idea how good it is to see you awake."
"I could actually use a nap," Jaina replied, her weak voice wry.
Luke smiled. "I'm sure you could. We'll get you into a bacta tank soon.
How are you feeling?"
"Alive," Jaina said simply.
"Well, given the circumstances, that's certainly saying something, now
isn't it?" Luke replied with a wry smile.
Jaina's lips twitched in amusement, then settled into a relaxed line.
"What happened?" she asked. "Where am I?"
"Nirauan," Luke told her. "Valin kept you alive, and Kyp and
Jacen healed you."
Jaina nodded. "I remember that much." She glanced over at the
sleeping forms beside her bed and smiled faintly. "Is Valin alright?"
"He's fine," Luke promised. "A little anxious, a little guilty,
and a lot worried. He'll be glad to know you're awake. He feels
responsible."
"Stupid kid," Jaina muttered. "I'll have to knock some sense
into him later."
Luke hid an amused smile. "I'm sure you will." He squeezed her hand
tightly. "You gave us all quite a scare, Jaina."
"Sorry about that," she rasped.
"I'm just glad you're okay," Luke replied.
"How did I get to Nirauan?" Jaina asked weakly.
"Baron Fel came for you," Luke answered. "When we lost your
signal in the Unknown Regions, Jag asked him to look for you."
Luke decided he would let Jag tell her why Jag had not gone looking for her
himself. She was still tired and weak, and he didn't think hearing that she had
missed her children's kidnapping and then rescue would be the best thing right
then.
There was a stirring in the Force and they both looked back to see Kyp Durron
open his eyes, blinking. Luke watched with a smile as Kyp saw Jaina and his
eyes went wide in shock and relief. "Jaina!" he cried.
"Hello, Kyp," Jaina said with a smile.
Kyp shook Jacen by the shoulder. "Jacen, Jacen, wake up!"
Jacen stirred groggily. "Let me have another minute, Tenel," he
murmured.
Jaina giggled and Kyp scowled, thumping Jacen behind the ear. Jacen jumped,
startled, and glared at Kyp, rubbing his ear. Before he could yell at Kyp, Kyp
nodded at Jaina, and Jacen turned, his own eyes mirroring the unique shape
Kyp's had taken a moment ago.
"Jaina!" Jacen cried.
"Jacen!" Jaina said, mocking his tone, a wry smirk on her lips.
Luke had the foresight to step aside as the two men jumped form their chairs,
throwing themselves at Jaina. His niece disappeared in a shower of hugs and
kisses and gasps of amazement and tears of relief.
Finally, laughing hoarsely, Jaina said, "Guys, I can't breathe!"
Kyp and Jacen drew back, grinning ruefully. Luke chuckled, shaking his head.
"You three really do amaze me. I don't know how you managed this."
Jacen's eyes took on a bright look, and he glanced from Jaina to Luke
excitedly. "Anakin spoke to me," he said. "He told me to go into
a healing trance. I would never have been able to pull it off if he hadn't told
me to, or if Kyp hadn't been linked to Jaina already."
Kyp blinked, a strange look on his face. "He spoke to me, too," he
said. "He gave me the idea to link with her, to tie my life to hers."
Well, Anakin, Luke thought with a smile. The hero yet again.
"I have you both beat," Jaina said with a faint but triumphant smile.
"I not only got to see him and touch him, but I got to see and touch two
Anakins."
She gave Luke a meaningful look and Realization swept over him. "My
father?" he asked softly.
Jaina nodded, her eyes bright. "He's proud of you, Uncle Luke. So very
proud of you and Mom and me and Jace, even little Ben and the kids."
Luke felt longing stir up in him. Would his father appear to him if he were
dying? Certainly he would when Luke died. Maybe his mother and Anakin Solo
would, too.
Perhaps even old Ben will be there waiting, Luke thought, a sad smile
touching his lips.
"I should tell Jag you're awake," Kyp said suddenly. "He's going
to kill me for not coming to get him the minute you opened your eyes!"
Jaina smiled. "I won't tell if you don't."
Luke watched his niece lean back against the pillow Jacen set behind her back,
and he smiled, a real, content smile this time.
His family was whole, after all. Even with Anakin's death, he was not truly
gone. He was still with them, the way Anakin Skywalker was.
And someday, they would all be together again.
And what a reunion that would be.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Mama,"
Anakin Fel murmured suddenly, sitting up straight.
Jag glanced down at his son in concern, his throat constricting tightly.
"Anakin?" he asked. "What is it?"
Before his son could answer, the door to the med-room slid open and Kyp Durron
stuck his head out. Jag barely had time to let out a sigh of relief at seeing
the Jedi Master alive, when Kyp said the two words Jag would never forget.
"She's awake."
"Mama!" Anakin cried, jumping off of the bench, Padme right behind
him. They ran into the room so quickly Jag was barely standing by the time they
vanished. He heard squeals of delight and could even hear Jaina's raspy voice
coming from the room.
Jag hurried into the room, with his family, Jaina's family and the other Jedi
swarming in after him. He came to a halt just inside the door, as his eyes fell
on Jaina. She was still pale and weak looking, but she was sitting up against a
pillow, with Jacen supporting her with his free arm, and Anakin and Padme
jumping onto her lap.
"Mama! Mama!" Padme shrieked, throwing her arms around Jaina's neck.
"Mama, you better!"
"Mama!" Anakin cried, burying his face in Jaina's hair. "Mama, I
missed you. I missed you so much, Mama!"
"Oh my darlings," Jaina said, kissing both children and hugging them
close. "Oh, Anakin, Padme, let me look at you." She held them at arms
length, tears sliding down her cheeks. "Oh, I love you both so much."
"Love you, too, Mama," Anakin said, clutching her fiercely.
"Lots and lots," Padme agreed. She hugged her again. "Glad you
all better inside, Mama."
"I'm glad, too," Jaina said. She raised a smiling face to look at
him, her face pale and haggard, but her eyes vibrant with the fire that only
her eyes could posses. "And I think your father is glad, as well."
Jag swallowed hard, tears welling up in his eyes. "More than you'll ever
know," he replied, walking over to the bed. He reached out trembling hands
to touch her cheek, as if he feared she would vanish at his touch. When his
fingers brushed real, solid skin, he found her couldn't hold back the tears any
longer. "I love you," he choked out, a sob breaking the end of his
words. He pressed his forehead to hers, tears streaming down his face, his
shaking hands caressing her skin. "I love you so much."
He kissed her, and her lips were wet and salty from his tears, but it was the
sw